Трудно быть человеком. Мэтт Хейг

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Название Трудно быть человеком
Автор произведения Мэтт Хейг
Жанр Современная зарубежная литература
Серия
Издательство Современная зарубежная литература
Год выпуска 2013
isbn 978-5-00131-030-3
Трудно быть человеком - Мэтт Хейг
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А. Гаврилова.

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      Из стихотворения Э. Дикинсон. Пер. Смарника. (Здесь и далее – прим. ред.)

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      Симфоническая сюита британского композитора Густава Холста, состоящая из семи частей, согласно количеству планет, известных на момент ее создания (1914–1916).

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