Любовь моя Ана. Софья Асташова

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Название Любовь моя Ана
Автор произведения Софья Асташова
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Серия Loft. Автофикшн
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Год выпуска 2025
isbn 978-5-04-214070-9



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      Примечания

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       «Моя дикая возлюбленная сумасшедшая / Она кричит, словно птица» (My wild love – The Doors).

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        Ужасный ребёнок (франц.).

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        «Невеста» – «Мумий Тролль».

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        «Утекай» – «Мумий Тролль».

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        «Сонет о письме» – Ф. Г. Лорка. Перевод А. Геркулесова.

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        Лануго – появление пушистого волосяного покрова в разных местах на теле.

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