Conversation with Lucifer. Elena Sidelnikova

perception. They have their own apparatus of perception and simply perceive the video footage, but they cannot control what happens on the screen.

      God does not have a separate perception from you. He perceives everything through you and only through you. God entered your body to perceive and experience Himself through other parts of Himself. And in this sense, you are God. Each of you is God.

      Another way to put it, since infinity and multidimensionality are still not very clear to you, is that God can simultaneously perceive through billions of ways of perceiving Himself, through parts of Himself, while still being the One God. Imagine a lamp, a sphere, with light coming out of it through numerous openings. This is an approximate analogy, but then you will understand. Each beam of light, when it exits the lamp sphere, feels like a separate, independent beam and can choose what to illuminate. But all the light is God, and each beam of His is simply a way of illuminating the part of Himself that He has not yet known. And therefore, the neighboring beam of light visible to you is also you, because you are God, and he is God. But he illuminates differently.

      So, there is no freedom of choice. What can a beam do? Only shine.

      God, too, can only shine. He is the light. Think about how God cannot influence His parts in how they shine, what paths His light will take as it reflects, and how it will reflect off what it encounters. In this sense, God has even less choice than you do, or rather, you are His choice. He not only perceives through you but also makes choices through you.

      When you, as parts of God, His beams, go through different paths, different experiences, information about your paths and your choices becomes a kind of filter in the lamp's opening. And then the light of God, passing through this filter, is colored in its own way, different from others. This is you, the prisms of God's perception. And it is only up to you how you will reflect God's light. So, who has more free will?

      But we are told that there are guardian angels, or our higher aspects, who guide us and help us go through the best possible experience for us.

      I have drawn you a picture of a linear process for simplicity of perception. But everything is multidimensional or fractal, as you say. Each outgoing beam of light becomes a similar lamp and also divides its perception into millions of other beams of light, which also gain experience and become unique lenses of perception for them.

      For you, the closest light lamp in perception is your personal God, your Higher Aspect. In addition, in this unimaginable picture, all beams at all stages of their passage also interact with each other, since the process is non-linear. And all this is a beautiful interweaving of Divine Light passing through various lenses of perception.

      I see. Let's get back to death. Through my physical body, God perceives a part of Himself. Why does my body die?

      Your personal God, your Higher Aspect, perceives parts of itself through your physical body. Your Higher Aspect is also a beam of light from its personal God, its Higher Aspect, and so on, to infinity. Everything is similar. Your Higher Aspect is also a multidimensional "lamp" that emits light through a vast number of perception points.

      So my Higher Aspect perceives through someone else's bodies as well?

      Yes, but these are not exactly someone else's bodies; they are also you.

      Let's sort this out. You’ve heard that you have seven bodies. Imagine a multi-layered light globe. Each layer of the light globe is made from different material, has a different color, and the holes for the Divine Light to pass through do not align. But deep inside the globe, behind seven "perforated" shells, lies the source of light. This light, entering through the openings of the innermost globe, passes into the space of the next globe, searching for exits and finding the openings in the second globe, continuing on its journey until it breaches the boundaries of the outermost globe—your physical body. And all these inner globes are also you. Each globe contains numerous holes for the light to pass through, and this too is you and your experience of perception.

      Can you imagine that? Now try to imagine further that, as the light exits through each hole in each of your inner globes, it also creates a structure of seven spheres within which the light wanders, extending infinitely.

      That sounds overwhelming. So, what am I?

      You are a part of the Divine Light, refracted in a certain way, determined by all your parts. And in this sense, since all parts of yourself are separated and refract light differently, you cannot influence their choice or the quality of their refraction. But all of this is you. It’s your choice, just as the choices of parts of yourself. Similarly, the Original God's choice is the sum of the choices of its parts.

      Then we will never reach the concept of death.

      I'm trying to explain. Why can the Spirit leave the body? Why does the Divine Light stop emanating from the body, one part of the Divine lamp? And then the body disintegrates, decays, and now the exit of the Divine Light occurs through the next globe-body.

      It leads to the conclusion: is it because, for some reason, this first globe-body stops refracting the Divine Light? Its openings get clogged or overgrown?

      Yes, you've understood. This is why God stops receiving the experience of perception through this body.

      Isn't it the other way around? God stops receiving the experience of perception through this body because it dies and disintegrates?

      No, because then the question arises: why would God stop the continuation of His experience of perception through this body in such a way? If He has no preference in receiving experience, and all His manifestation is the receiving of the experience of perception?

      This is your choice. At some stage of your experience, you decide that you no longer want to perceive through your physical body. Your "holes" for the Divine Light to pass through get clogged or overgrown simply because you choose it. You choose old age, frailty, death. You grow tired of existing in your body, and your perception stops being pure in the sense of immediacy and joy of perception. You lose the desire to create and grow.

      But some of you cease this experience of perception because you choose to return or continue to perceive the world and the Divine Light through your other globes-bodies. And then the Light of God passes less and less directly through the physical body’s light globe. This globe-body begins to decay precisely because it does not transmit (or transmits to a lesser extent) the Divine Light through itself.

      All diseases that arise in the physical body do so precisely because your globe-body does not transmit the Divine Light through itself. Become radiant lamps, and your body will live forever, for as long as you choose to let the Divine Light pass through it.

      Wait, but if we fully accept the Divine Light in its pure form, won't our physical bodies be unable to withstand it? They say we can't see angels; their light is too dazzling for us and could burn us.

      Yes, that’s exactly why you perceive God’s Light filtered through numerous filter-holes.

      So, my death is only possible if I destroy all my light globes-bodies and return back to His center?

      No, because then you will remain yourself, that is, some part of God, passed through all filters of perception.

      Then what is death?

      There is no death. Think about it. Even if all parts of God decided to stop gaining their experience, to stop creating, the experience they have already gained as parts of God, as God's eyes, wouldn't disappear, because nothing can vanish; everything can only transform.

      And what will become of all of us, as parts of God, if all parts of God decide to stop gaining experience, to stop creating?

      I don’t know. Do you?

      No, after all, I am also a ray of God, one of the first.

      So, if a person is full of plans and energy, wants to create and continue to gain experience through their physical body, do they not age or die?

      Yes. But they must also be confident that they won't age or die. You