Ailsa Paige. Robert W. Chambers

How could you be so—interesting and—and be—what you were—knowing this all the while?"

      "I went to that party absolutely stunned. I saw you in a corner of the box—I had just been hearing about you—and—I don't know now what I said to you. Afterward"—he glanced at her—"the world was spinning, Mrs. Paige. You only remained real—" His face altered subtly. "And when I touched you——"

      "I gave you a waltz, I believe," she said, striving to speak naturally; but her pulses had begun to stir again; the same inexplicable sense of exhilaration and insecurity was creeping over her.

      With a movement partly nervous she turned toward the door, but there sounded no rustle of her sister's skirts from the stairs, and her reluctant eyes slowly reverted to him, then fell in silence, out of which she presently strove to extract them both with some casual commonplace.

      He said in a low voice, almost to himself:

      "I want you to think well of me."

      She gathered all her composure, steadied her senses to choose a reply, and made a blunder:

      "Do you really care what I think?" she asked lightly, and bit her lip too late.

      "Do you believe I care about anything else in the world—now?"

      She went on bravely, blindly:

      "And do you expect me to believe in—in such an exaggerated and romantic expression to a staid and matter-of-fact widow whom you never saw more than once in your life?"

      "You do believe it."

      Confused, scarcely knowing what she was saying, she still attempted to make light of his words, holding her own against herself for the moment, making even some headway. And all the while she was aware of mounting emotion—a swift inexplicable charm falling over them both.

      He had become silent again, and she was saying she knew not what—fortifying her common-sense with gay inconsequences, when he looked up straight into her eyes.

      "I have distressed you. I should not have spoken as I did."

      "No, you should not——"

      "Have I offended you?"

      "I—don't know."

      Matters were running too swiftly for her; she strove to remain cool, collected, but confusion was steadily threatening her, and neither resentment nor indifference appeared as allies.

      "Mrs. Paige, can you account for—that night? The moment I touched you——"

      She half rose, sank back into her seat, her startled eyes meeting his.

      "I—don't know what you mean."

      "Yes—you know."

      Flushed, voices unsteady, they no longer recognised themselves.

      "You have never seen me but once," she said. "You cannot believe——"

      "I have not known a moment's peace since I first saw you."

      She caught her breath. "It is your business worries that torment you——"

      "It is desire to be near you."

      "I don't think you had better say such a thing——"

      "I know I had better not. But it is said, and it is true. I'm not trying to explain it to you or to myself. It's just true. There has not been one moment, since I saw you, which has been free from memory of you——"

      "Please——"

      "I scarcely know what I am saying—but it's true!" He checked himself. "I'm losing my head now, which isn't like me!" He choked and stood up; she could not move; every nerve in her had become tense with emotions so bewildering that mind and body remained fettered.

      He was walking to and fro, silent and white under his self-control. She, seated, gazed at him as though stunned, but every pulse was riotously unsteady.

      "I suppose you think me crazy," he said hoarsely, "but I've not known a moment's peace of mind since that night—not one! I couldn't keep away any longer. I can't even hold my tongue now, though I suppose it's ruining me every time I move it. It's a crazy thing to come here and say what I'm saying."

      He went over and sat down again, and bent his dark gaze on the floor. Then:

      "Can you forgive what I have done to you?"

      She tried to answer, and only made a sign of faint assent. She no longer comprehended herself or the emotions menacing her. A curious tranquillity quieted her at moments—intervals in which she seemed to sit apart watching the development of another woman, listening to her own speech, patient with her own silences. There was a droop to her shoulders now; his own were sagging as he leaned slightly forward in his chair, arms resting on his knees, while around them the magic ebbed, eddied, ebbed; and lassitude succeeded tension; and she stirred, looked up at him with eyes that seemed dazed at first, then widened slowly into waking; and he saw in them the first clear dawn of alarm. Suddenly she flushed and sprang to her feet, the bright colour surging to her hair.

      "Don't!" he said. "Don't reason! There will be nothing left of me if you do—or of, these moments. You will hate them—and me, if you reason. Don't think—until we see each other again!"

      She dropped her eyes slowly, and slowly shook her head.

      "You ask too much," she said. "You should not have said that." All the glamour was fading. Her senses were seeking their balance after the incredible storm that had whirled them into chaos.

      Fear stirred sharply, then consternation—flashes of panic pierced her with darts of shame, as though she had been in physical contact with this man.

      All her outraged soul leaped to arms, quivering now under the reaction; the man's mere presence was becoming unendurable; the room stifled her. She turned, scarce knowing what she was doing; and at the same moment her sister-in-law entered.

      Berkley, already on his feet, turned short: and when she offered him a hand as slim and white as Ailsa's, he glanced inquiringly at the latter, not at all certain who this charming woman might be.

      "Mrs. Craig," said Ailsa.

      "I don't believe it," he said. "You haven't grown-up children!"

      "Don't you really believe it, Mr. Berkley? Or is it just the flattering Irish in you that natters us poor women to our destruction?"

      He had sense and wit enough to pay her a quick and really graceful compliment; to which she responded, still laughing:

      "Oh, it is the Ormond in you! I am truly ve'y glad you came. You are Constance Berkley's son—Connie Berkley! The sweetest girl that ever lived."

      There was a silence. Then Mrs. Craig said gently:

      "I was her maid of honour, Mr. Berkley."

      Ailsa raised her eyes to his altered face, startled at the change in it. He looked at her absently, then his gaze reverted to Ailsa Paige.

      "I loved her dearly," said Mrs. Craig, dropping a light, impulsive hand on his. "I want her son to know it."

      Her eyes were soft and compassionate; her hand still lingered lightly on his, and she let it rest so.

      "Mrs. Craig," he said, "you are the most real person I have known in many years among the phantoms. I thought your sister-in-law was. But you are still more real."

      "Am I?" she laid her other hand over his, considering him earnestly. Ailsa looking on, astonished, noticed a singular radiance on his face—the pale transfiguration from some quick inward illumination.

      Then Celia Craig's voice sounded almost caressingly:

      "I think you should have come to see us long ago." A pause. "You are as welcome in this house as your mother would be if she were living. I love and honour her memory."