The Essential Works of Theodore Dreiser. Theodore Dreiser

out,” was her reply to the boy.

      So peculiar, indeed, was her lonely, self-withdrawing temper, that she was becoming an interesting figure in the public eye — she was so quiet and reserved.

      Not long after the management decided to transfer the show to London. A second summer season did not seem to promise well here.

      “How would you like to try subduing London?” asked her manager, one afternoon.

      “It might be just the other way,” said Carrie.

      “I think we’ll go in June,” he answered.

      In the hurry of departure, Hurstwood was forgotten. Both he and Drouet were left to discover that she was gone. The latter called once, and exclaimed at the news. Then he stood in the lobby, chewing the ends of his moustache. At last he reached a conclusion — the old days had gone for good.

      “She isn’t so much,” he said; but in his heart of hearts he did not believe this.

      Hurstwood shifted by curious means through a long summer and fall. A small job as janitor of a dance hall helped him for a month. Begging, sometimes going hungry, sometimes sleeping in the park, carried him over more days. Resorting to those peculiar charities, several of which, in the press of hungry search, he accidentally stumbled upon, did the rest. Toward the dead of winter, Carrie came back, appearing on Broadway in a new play; but he was not aware of it. For weeks he wandered about the city, begging, while the fire sign, announcing her engagement, blazed nightly upon the crowded street of amusements. Drouet saw it, but did not venture in.

      About this time Ames returned to New York. He had made a little success in the West, and now opened a laboratory in Wooster Street. Of course, he encountered Carrie through Mrs. Vance; but there was nothing responsive between them. He thought she was still united to Hurstwood, until otherwise informed. Not knowing the facts then, he did not profess to understand, and refrained from comment.

      With Mrs. Vance, he saw the new play, and expressed himself accordingly.

      “She ought not to be in comedy,” he said. “I think she could do better than that.”

      One afternoon they met at the Vances’ accidentally, and began a very friendly conversation. She could hardly tell why the one-time keen interest in him was no longer with her. Unquestionably, it was because at that time he had represented something which she did not have; but this she did not understand. Success had given her the momentary feeling that she was now blessed with much of which he would approve. As a matter of fact, her little newspaper fame was nothing at all to him. He thought she could have done better, by far.

      “You didn’t go into comedy-drama, after all?” he said, remembering her interest in that form of art.

      “No,” she answered; “I haven’t, so far.”

      He looked at her in such a peculiar way that she realised she had failed. It moved her to add: “I want to, though.”

      “I should think you would,” he said. “You have the sort of disposition that would do well in comedy-drama.”

      It surprised her that he should speak of disposition. Was she, then, so clearly in his mind?

      “Why?” she asked.

      “Well,” he said, “I should judge you were rather sympathetic in your nature.”

      Carrie smiled and coloured slightly. He was so innocently frank with her that she drew nearer in friendship. The old call of the ideal was sounding.

      “I don’t know,” she answered, pleased, nevertheless, beyond all concealment.

      “I saw your play,” he remarked. “It’s very good.”

      “I’m glad you liked it.”

      “Very good, indeed,” he said, “for a comedy.”

      This is all that was said at the time, owing to an interruption, but later they met again. He was sitting in a corner after dinner, staring at the floor, when Carrie came up with another of the guests. Hard work had given his face the look of one who is weary. It was not for Carrie to know the thing in it which appealed to her.

      “All alone?” she said.

      “I was listening to the music.”

      “I’ll be back in a moment,” said her companion, who saw nothing in the inventor.

      Now he looked up in her face, for she was standing a moment, while he sat.

      “Isn’t that a pathetic strain?” he inquired, listening.

      “Oh, very,” she returned, also catching it, now that her attention was called.

      “Sit down,” he added, offering her the chair beside him.

      They listened a few moments in silence, touched by the same feeling, only hers reached her through the heart. Music still charmed her as in the old days.

      “I don’t know what it is about music,” she started to say, moved by the inexplicable longings which surged within her; “but it always makes me feel as if I wanted something — I— ”

      “Yes,” he replied; “I know how you feel.”

      Suddenly he turned to considering the peculiarity of her disposition, expressing her feelings so frankly.

      “You ought not to be melancholy,” he said.

      He thought a while, and then went off into a seemingly alien observation which, however, accorded with their feelings.

      “The world is full of desirable situations, but, unfortunately, we can occupy but one at a time. It doesn’t do us any good to wring our hands over the far-off things.”

      The music ceased and he arose, taking a standing position before her, as if to rest himself.

      “Why don’t you get into some good, strong comedy-drama?” he said. He was looking directly at her now, studying her face. Her large, sympathetic eyes and pain-touched mouth appealed to him as proofs of his judgment.

      “Perhaps I shall,” she returned.

      “That’s your field,” he added.

      “Do you think so?”

      “Yes,” he said; “I do. I don’t suppose you’re aware of it, but there is something about your eyes and mouth which fits you for that sort of work.”

      Carrie thrilled to be taken so seriously. For the moment, loneliness deserted her. Here was praise which was keen and analytical.

      “It’s in your eyes and mouth,” he went on abstractedly. “I remember thinking, the first time I saw you, that there was something peculiar about your mouth. I thought you were about to cry.”

      “How odd,” said Carrie, warm with delight. This was what her heart craved.

      “Then I noticed that that was your natural look, and to-night I saw it again. There’s a shadow about your eyes, too, which gives your face much this same character. It’s in the depth of them, I think.”

      Carrie looked straight into his face, wholly aroused.

      “You probably are not aware of it,” he added.

      She looked away, pleased that he should speak thus, longing to be equal to this feeling written upon her countenance. It unlocked the door to a new desire. She had cause to ponder over this until they met again — several weeks or more. It showed her she was drifting away from the old ideal which had filled her in the dressing-rooms of the Avery stage and thereafter, for a long time. Why had she lost it?

      “I know why you should be a success,” he said, another time, “if you had a more dramatic part. I’ve studied it out — ”

      “What is it?” said Carrie.

      “Well,” he said, as one pleased with a puzzle, “the expression