Savitri – Eine Legende und ein Symbol. Sri Aurobindo

half-sight draws the horizon of her acts:

      Her depths remember what she came to do,

      But the mind has forgotten or the heart mistakes:

      In Nature’s endless lines is lost the God.

      In knowledge to sum up omniscience,

      In action to erect the Omnipotent,

      To create her Creator here was her heart’s conceit,

      To invade the cosmic scene with utter God.

      Toiling to transform the still far Absolute

      Into an all-fulfilling epiphany,

      Into an utterance of the Ineffable,

      She would bring the glory here of the Absolute’s force,

      Change poise into creation’s rhythmic swing,

      Marry with a sky of calm a sea of bliss.

      A fire to call eternity into Time,

      Make body’s joy as vivid as the soul’s,

      Earth she would lift to neighbourhood with heaven,

      Labours life to equate with the Supreme

      And reconcile the Eternal and the Abyss.

      Her pragmatism of the transcendent Truth

      Fills silence with the voices of the gods,

      But in the cry the single Voice is lost.

      For Nature’s vision climbs beyond her acts.

      A life of gods in heaven she sees above,

      A demigod emerging from an ape

      Is all she can in our mortal element.

      Here the half-god, the half-titan are her peak:

      This greater life wavers twixt earth and sky.

      A poignant paradox pursues her dreams:

      Her hooded energy moves an ignorant world

      To look for a joy her own strong clasp puts off:

      In her embrace it cannot turn to its source.

      Immense her power, endless her act’s vast drive,

      Astray is its significance and lost.

      Although she carries in her secret breast

      The law and journeying curve of all things born

      Her knowledge partial seems, her purpose small;

      On a soil of yearning tread her sumptuous hours.

      A leaden Nescience weighs the wings of Thought,

      Her power oppresses the being with its garbs,

      Her actions prison its immortal gaze.

      A sense of limit haunts her masteries

      And nowhere is assured content or peace:

      For all the depth and beauty of her work

      A wisdom lacks that sets the spirit free.

      An old and faded charm had now her face

      And palled for him her quick and curious lore;

      His wide soul asked a deeper joy than hers.

      Out of her daedal lines he sought escape;

      But neither gate of horn nor ivory

      He found nor postern of spiritual sight,

      There was no issue from that dreamlike space.

      Our being must move eternally through Time;

      Death helps us not, vain is the hope to cease;

      A secret Will compels us to endure.

      Our life’s repose is in the Infinite;

      It cannot end, its end is Life supreme.

      Death is a passage, not the goal of our walk:

      Some ancient deep impulsion labours on:

      Our souls are dragged as with a hidden leash,

      Carried from birth to birth, from world to world,

      Our acts prolong after the body’s fall

      The old perpetual journey without pause.

      No silent peak is found where Time can rest.

      This was a magic stream that reached no sea.

      However far he went, wherever turned,

      The wheel of works ran with him and outstripped;

      Always a farther task was left to do.

      A beat of action and a cry of search

      For ever grew in that unquiet world;

      A busy murmur filled the heart of Time.

      All was contrivance and unceasing stir.

      A hundred ways to live were tried in vain:

      A sameness that assumed a thousand forms

      Strove to escape from its long monotone

      And made new things that soon were like the old.

      A curious decoration lured the eye

      And novel values furbished ancient themes

      To cheat the mind with the idea of change.

      A different picture that was still the same

      Appeared upon the cosmic vague background.

      Only another labyrinthine house

      Of creatures and their doings and events,

      A city of the traffic of bound souls,

      A market of creation and her wares,

      Was offered to the labouring mind and heart.

      A circuit ending where it first began

      Is dubbed the forward and eternal march

      Of progress on perfection’s unknown road.

      Each final scheme leads to a sequel plan.

      Yet every new departure seems the last,

      Inspired evangel, theory’s ultimate peak,

      Proclaiming a panacea for all Time’s ills

      Or carrying thought in its ultimate zenith flight

      And trumpeting supreme discovery;

      Each brief idea, a structure perishable,

      Publishes the immortality of its rule,

      Its claim to be the perfect form of things,

      Truth’s last epitome, Time’s golden best.

      But nothing has been achieved of infinite worth:

      A world made ever anew, never complete,

      Piled always half-attempts on lost attempts

      And saw a fragment as the eternal Whole.

      In the aimless mounting total of things done

      Existence seemed a vain necessity’s act,

      A wrestle of eternal opposites

      In a clasped antagonism’s close-locked embrace,

      A play without denouement or idea,

      A hunger march of lives without a goal,

      Or, written on a bare blackboard of Space,

      A futile and recurring sum of souls,

      A hope that failed, a light