Savitri – Eine Legende und ein Symbol. Sri Aurobindo

are not his.

      Yet is he visited by intuitive light

      And inspiration comes from the Unknown;

      But only reason and sense he feels as sure,

      They only are his trusted witnesses.

      Thus is he baulked, his splendid effort vain;

      His knowledge scans bright pebbles on the shore

      Of the huge ocean of his ignorance.

      Yet grandiose were the accents of that cry,

      A cosmic pathos trembled in its tone.

      “I am the mind of God’s great ignorant world

      Ascending to knowledge by the steps he made;

      I am the all-discovering Thought of man.

      I am a god fettered by Matter and sense,

      An animal prisoned in a fence of thorns,

      A beast of labour asking for his food,

      A smith tied to his anvil and his forge.

      Yet have I loosened the cord, enlarged my room.

      I have mapped the heavens and analysed the stars,

      Described their orbits through the grooves of Space,

      Measured the miles that separate the suns,

      Computed their longevity in Time.

      I have delved into earth’s bowels and torn out

      The riches guarded by her dull brown soil.

      I have classed the changes of her stony crust

      And of her biography discovered the dates,

      Rescued the pages of all Nature’s plan.

      The tree of evolution I have sketched,

      Each branch and twig and leaf in its own place,

      In the embryo tracked the history of forms,

      And the genealogy framed of all that lives.

      I have detected plasm and cell and gene,

      The protozoa traced, man’s ancestors,

      The humble originals from whom he rose;

      I know how he was born and how he dies:

      Only what end he serves I know not yet

      Or if there is aim at all or any end

      Or push of rich creative purposeful joy

      In the wide works of the terrestrial power.

      I have caught her intricate processes, none is left:

      Her huge machinery is in my hands;

      I have seized the cosmic energies for my use.

      I have pored on her infinitesimal elements

      And her invisible atoms have unmasked:

      All Matter is a book I have perused;

      Only some pages now are left to read.

      I have seen the ways of life, the paths of mind;

      I have studied the methods of the ant and ape

      And the behaviour learned of man and worm.

      If God is at work, his secrets I have found.

      But still the Cause of things is left in doubt,

      Their truth flees from pursuit into a void;

      When all has been explained nothing is known.

      What chose the process, whence the Power sprang

      I know not and perhaps shall never know.

      A mystery is this mighty Nature’s birth;

      A mystery is the elusive stream of mind,

      A mystery the protean freak of life.

      What I have learned, Chance leaps to contradict;

      What I have built is seized and torn by Fate.

      I can foresee the acts of Matter’s force,

      But not the march of the destiny of man:

      He is driven upon paths he did not choose,

      He falls trampled underneath the rolling wheels.

      My great philosophies are a reasoned guess;

      The mystic heavens that claim the human soul

      Are a charlatanism of the imagining brain:

      All is a speculation or a dream.

      In the end the world itself becomes a doubt:

      The infinitesimal’s jest mocks mass and shape,

      A laugh peals from the infinite’s finite mask.

      Perhaps the world is an error of our sight,

      A trick repeated in each flash of sense,

      An unreal mind hallucinates the soul

      With a stress-vision of false reality,

      Or a dance of Maya veils the void Unborn.

      Even if a greater consciousness I could reach,

      What profit is it then for Thought to win

      A Real which is for ever ineffable

      Or hunt to its lair the bodiless Self or make

      The Unknowable the target of the soul?

      Nay, let me work within my mortal bounds,

      Not live beyond life nor think beyond the mind;

      Our smallness saves us from the Infinite.

      In a frozen grandeur lone and desolate

      Call me not to die the great eternal death,

      Left naked of my own humanity

      In the chill vast of the spirit’s boundlessness.

      Each creature by its nature’s limits lives,

      And how can one evade his native fate?

      Human I am, human let me remain

      Till in the Inconscient I fall dumb and sleep.

      A high insanity, a chimaera is this,

      To think that God lives hidden in the clay

      And that eternal Truth can dwell in Time,

      And call to her to save our self and world.

      How can man grow immortal and divine

      Transmuting the very stuff of which he is made?

      This wizard gods may dream, not thinking men.”

      And Savitri heard the voice, the warped answer heard

      And turning to her being of light she spoke:

      “Madonna of light, Mother of joy and peace,

      Thou art a portion of my self put forth

      To raise the spirit to its forgotten heights

      And wake the soul by touches of the heavens.

      Because thou art, the soul draws near to God;

      Because thou art, love grows in spite of hate

      And knowledge walks unslain in the pit of Night.

      But not by showering heaven’s golden rain

      Upon the intellect’s hard and rocky soil

      Can the tree of Paradise flower on earthly ground

      And