WAR AND PEACE - Complete 15 Volume Edition. Leo Tolstoy

which he and Boris used to laugh long ago.

      “Dear me, how you have changed!”

      Boris rose to meet Rostov, but in doing so did not omit to steady and replace some chessmen that were falling. He was about to embrace his friend, but Nicholas avoided him. With that peculiar feeling of youth, that dread of beaten tracks, and wish to express itself in a manner different from that of its elders which is often insincere, Nicholas wished to do something special on meeting his friend. He wanted to pinch him, push him, do anything but kiss him—a thing everybody did. But notwithstanding this, Boris embraced him in a quiet, friendly way and kissed him three times.

      They had not met for nearly half a year and, being at the age when young men take their first steps on life’s road, each saw immense changes in the other, quite a new reflection of the society in which they had taken those first steps. Both had changed greatly since they last met and both were in a hurry to show the changes that had taken place in them.

      “Oh, you damned dandies! Clean and fresh as if you’d been to a fete, not like us sinners of the line,” cried Rostov, with martial swagger and with baritone notes in his voice, new to Boris, pointing to his own mud-bespattered breeches. The German landlady, hearing Rostov’s loud voice, popped her head in at the door.

      “Eh, is she pretty?” he asked with a wink.

      “Why do you shout so? You’ll frighten them!” said Boris. “I did not expect you today,” he added. “I only sent you the note yesterday by Bolkonski—an adjutant of Kutuzov’s, who’s a friend of mine. I did not think he would get it to you so quickly…. Well, how are you? Been under fire already?” asked Boris.

      Without answering, Rostov shook the soldier’s Cross of St. George fastened to the cording of his uniform and, indicating a bandaged arm, glanced at Berg with a smile.

      “As you see,” he said.

      “Indeed? Yes, yes!” said Boris, with a smile. “And we too have had a splendid march. You know, of course, that His Imperial Highness rode with our regiment all the time, so that we had every comfort and every advantage. What receptions we had in Poland! What dinners and balls! I can’t tell you. And the Tsarevich was very gracious to all our officers.”

      And the two friends told each other of their doings, the one of his hussar revels and life in the fighting line, the other of the pleasures and advantages of service under members of the Imperial family.

      “Oh, you Guards!” said Rostov. “I say, send for some wine.”

      Boris made a grimace.

      “If you really want it,” said he.

      He went to his bed, drew a purse from under the clean pillow, and sent for wine.

      “Yes, and I have some money and a letter to give you,” he added.

      Rostov took the letter and, throwing the money on the sofa, put both arms on the table and began to read. After reading a few lines, he glanced angrily at Berg, then, meeting his eyes, hid his face behind the letter.

      “Well, they’ve sent you a tidy sum,” said Berg, eying the heavy purse that sank into the sofa. “As for us, Count, we get along on our pay. I can tell you for myself…”

      “I say, Berg, my dear fellow,” said Rostov, “when you get a letter from home and meet one of your own people whom you want to talk everything over with, and I happen to be there, I’ll go at once, to be out of your way! Do go somewhere, anywhere… to the devil!” he exclaimed, and immediately seizing him by the shoulder and looking amiably into his face, evidently wishing to soften the rudeness of his words, he added, “Don’t be hurt, my dear fellow; you know I speak from my heart as to an old acquaintance.”

      “Oh, don’t mention it, Count! I quite understand,” said Berg, getting up and speaking in a muffled and guttural voice.

      “Go across to our hosts: they invited you,” added Boris.

      Berg put on the cleanest of coats, without a spot or speck of dust, stood before a looking glass and brushed the hair on his temples upwards, in the way affected by the Emperor Alexander, and, having assured himself from the way Rostov looked at it that his coat had been noticed, left the room with a pleasant smile.

      “Oh dear, what a beast I am!” muttered Rostov, as he read the letter.

      “Why?”

      “Oh, what a pig I am, not to have written and to have given them such a fright! Oh, what a pig I am!” he repeated, flushing suddenly. “Well, have you sent Gabriel for some wine? All right let’s have some!”

      In the letter from his parents was enclosed a letter of recommendation to Bagration which the old countess at Anna Mikhaylovna’s advice had obtained through an acquaintance and sent to her son, asking him to take it to its destination and make use of it.

      “What nonsense! Much I need it!” said Rostov, throwing the letter under the table.

      “Why have you thrown that away?” asked Boris.

      “It is some letter of recommendation… what the devil do I want it for!”

      “Why ‘What the devil’?” said Boris, picking it up and reading the address. “This letter would be of great use to you.”

      “I want nothing, and I won’t be anyone’s adjutant.”

      “Why not?” inquired Boris.

      “It’s a lackey’s job!”

      “You are still the same dreamer, I see,” remarked Boris, shaking his head.

      “And you’re still the same diplomatist! But that’s not the point… Come, how are you?” asked Rostov.

      “Well, as you see. So far everything’s all right, but I confess I should much like to be an adjutant and not remain at the front.”

      “Why?”

      “Because when once a man starts on military service, he should try to make as successful a career of it as possible.”

      “Oh, that’s it!” said Rostov, evidently thinking of something else.

      He looked intently and inquiringly into his friend’s eyes, evidently trying in vain to find the answer to some question.

      Old Gabriel brought in the wine.

      “Shouldn’t we now send for Berg?” asked Boris. “He would drink with you. I can’t.”

      “Well, send for him… and how do you get on with that German?” asked Rostov, with a contemptuous smile.

      “He is a very, very nice, honest, and pleasant fellow,” answered Boris.

      Again Rostov looked intently into Boris’ eyes and sighed. Berg returned, and over the bottle of wine conversation between the three officers became animated. The Guardsmen told Rostov of their march and how they had been made much of in Russia, Poland, and abroad. They spoke of the sayings and doings of their commander, the Grand Duke, and told stories of his kindness and irascibility. Berg, as usual, kept silent when the subject did not relate to himself, but in connection with the stories of the Grand Duke’s quick temper he related with gusto how in Galicia he had managed to deal with the Grand Duke when the latter made a tour of the regiments and was annoyed at the irregularity of a movement. With a pleasant smile Berg related how the Grand Duke had ridden up to him in a violent passion, shouting: “Arnauts!” (“Arnauts” was the Tsarevich’s favorite expression when he was in a rage) and called for the company commander.

      “Would you believe it, Count, I was not at all alarmed, because I knew I was right. Without boasting, you know, I may say that I know the Army Orders by heart and know the Regulations as well as I do the Lord’s Prayer. So, Count, there never is any negligence in my company, and so my conscience was at ease. I came forward….” (Berg stood up and showed how he presented himself, with his hand to his cap, and really it would have been difficult for a face to express greater