Waking Up In Charleston. Sherryl Woods

Louise nodded. “That’s why I don’t understand what all the fuss is about us getting married a little sooner than we planned.”

      Caleb was about to explain when Amanda asked, “What’s Danny studying at Clemson?”

      “Architecture,” Mary Louise said.

      “Is he excited about it?” Amanda asked.

      “He loves it. Who could live around here and not care about all these historic old buildings? He really wants to find ways to preserve them.”

      “I have a couple of friends who do historic preservation work,” Amanda told her. “It requires a real passion and understanding to do it right. How are you going to feel if Danny has to give that up?”

      Mary Louise looked startled. “Why would he have to give it up?”

      “Supporting a family means bringing in a paycheck and putting food on the table,” Amanda explained. “It means doctors for you and the baby. It means paying rent for someplace to live.”

      “I can work,” Mary Louise said staunchly.

      “For a while,” Amanda agreed. “What about once the baby comes?”

      “We can manage,” Mary Louise insisted.

      Just then Larry, Jimmy and Susie raced in from the backyard demanding Amanda’s immediate attention. In Caleb’s opinion, their timing couldn’t have been better.

      “Mommy, they wouldn’t let me swing on the swing,” Susie said, tears rolling down her cheeks. She cast an accusing look at her big brothers. “They’re mean and I hate them!”

      “Susie!” Amanda said. “You do not hate your brothers.”

      “Do, too,” she said with a sniff.

      “She’s just a big ole baby,” Jimmy countered.

      “Am not,” Susie retorted.

      Before the battle could escalate, Amanda scooped up Susie, then directed a forbidding look at the boys. “Come with me,” she said.

      “I can take them,” Caleb offered.

      “Not this time,” Amanda said tersely, heading to the back of the house.

      “But it’s not fair,” Jimmy wailed just before one bedroom door slammed shut.

      “They were being mean,” Susie repeated, her voice thick with tears. “How come I have to go to my room?”

      Caleb couldn’t hear Amanda’s murmured reply, but then a second door closed. She came back, looking faintly harried.

      “Sorry. Where were we?” she asked Mary Louise.

      “I was telling you that Danny and I can figure all that out,” Mary Louise said, though her gaze seemed to be drawn in the direction of the unmistakable sobs coming from down the hall. She looked shaken.

      “You’ll need to get used to that,” Amanda told her mildly. “Kids cry, especially babies. It’ll make it tough for Danny to study, at least at home. Next thing you know he’ll either have to drop out of school or spend all his free time in the library so he can keep up with his classes.”

      Mary Louise reacted with dismay. “It’s one little baby,” she protested.

      Amanda smiled. “You have no idea what a ruckus one little baby can create, especially if he or she happens to be colicky. Jimmy didn’t let me get a decent night’s sleep for months.”

      “Didn’t your husband help?”

      “Some, but he was working. He needed his sleep, just the way Danny will need his if he’s going to keep up with his studies.” Amanda’s expression turned sad. “Bobby and I fought all the time during those months.”

      “How come?” Mary Louise asked.

      “He thought I ought to be able to do something to stop the crying. It was like he was accusing me of being a bad mother. It tapped into every one of my insecurities, so I lashed back.”

      The memory still seemed to touch a raw nerve and Mary Louise seemed to get that. “How old were you when you got married?” she asked.

      “I was nineteen, just a year older than you,” Amanda told her.

      “But your husband wasn’t in college, right?” Mary Louise said, seizing on some slim difference between him and Danny. “He was working.”

      “Right. He was getting his business off the ground. He was gone all the time, so everything at home was up to me.”

      “If you were in love, though, I’ll bet it was worth it,” Mary Louise said, her expression hopeful.

      “In many ways, yes,” Amanda agreed. She exchanged a look with Caleb. “But I won’t lie to you, Mary Louise, the exhaustion and stress pretty much sucked the romance right out of it. Bobby and I were lucky, though. No matter how tough things got, no matter how many fights we had, we stuck together. We both knew we didn’t have anybody else to fall back on. We had to make it work. It might have been easier, though, if we’d waited.”

      “But Reverend Webb told me your husband died,” Mary Louise said. “What if you hadn’t had that time together? Aren’t you glad you had that?”

      Caleb saw the unmistakable sadness in Amanda’s eyes. It was always there when Bobby’s death was mentioned. It was always there, as well, when anyone mentioned her father. That loss ran just as deep.

      “Yes,” Amanda whispered. “I’m glad for every minute we had. No one can live their life, though, based on what-ifs. You have to be smart and base your decisions on what is.”

      “Danny and I are having a baby,” Mary Louise said. “That’s what is.” She aimed a fiercely determined look at Caleb. “And I’m not giving the baby away. It might be hard and scary, but this is what I’m doing and nothing you say will talk me out of it.”

      Caleb recognized that level of determination and knew that Amanda had hit the nail on the head. He, too, had to deal with things the way they were.

      “Okay, then,” he said. “I’m going to see you and Danny again on Sunday and then afterward I’m going to ask your folks to join us. Let’s see where we stand and what we can do to make sure this baby has not just two parents who will love it, but a whole support system.”

      “Really?” Mary Louise said, her eyes wide. “You’re going to marry us?”

      “One step at a time,” Caleb warned. “Let’s get Danny and your folks on board first. You don’t want Danny to feel like he’s been backed into a corner, do you?”

      “No, of course not. He wants this as much as I do. You’ll see,” she insisted.

      Caleb had his doubts about that, but maybe there was a way to bring him around, especially if he could come up with some way to ensure Danny didn’t lose his career dream in the process.

      Once Amanda had gotten over her case of the jitters, thanks to that untimely and provocative conversation with Maggie, she’d been able to focus on the young woman Caleb had brought over. She’d totally empathized with Mary Louise’s unshakable optimism in the face of an unexpected pregnancy that threatened to change her life forever. She’d done what she could to explain the harsh realities of marrying and having a family too young, but a part of her had been rooting for Mary Louise to stick to her guns and fight for what she wanted. It was that sort of spunk that would be needed if she and Danny were to have even half a chance of making it.

      As soon as Mary Louise and Caleb had left, she’d wilted as she considered the confrontation that awaited with her own squabbling children. With no siblings of her own, she was always taken aback by the battles among her three children. She’d always had this rosy picture of them loving one another through thick and thin. The reality was that there were plenty of times when they barely tolerated