Pyg. Russell Potter

with the Sky rather than the sharp boards of the wagon, and as long as there was even the slightest Breeze, it was considerably more pleasant and Commodious. I looked about at once for my Benefactor, and hoped that he had been able to Drop from the wagon and secrete himself in some quiet corner of the Barn, or find concealment within a convenient Bale of Hay. Just at that moment, I was most Rudely brought out of my Study, when a vast bucket of Swill—consisting of mouldy barley mixed with water and rotted vegetables—was Dumped between (or rather Upon) my comrades and me, and we were at some pains to devour some portion of it, before it was hopelessly mixed with the Mire. Let the Human who imagines this is Agreeable to Pigs take even the smallest quantity of this Stuff in his Cup—and he would surely be compelled to Retch even before the Rim reached his Lips.

      Having finished what we could of this very Disagreeable meal, we all of us fell into a sort of Stupor, which for a time made me believe that our meal had been conjoined with some Opiate or other sleep-inducing Drug. I next woke in what seemed the stillest hour of the Night, with only the distant Threnody of autumnal insects, accompanied by the faint moan of the wind in the trees in my ears—or was it? Or could it be? It was. From just inside the large and ill-kept Barn that loomed over our Sty, I was certain I could detect the restless moaning of a Boy, who must surely be my Benefactor and my only Friend. But what could I do? Were I to break out of my confinement by Force, there would surely be a half-dozen men upon me in a moment, shouting and cursing, and Mr Wilson with his bamboo Cane not far behind. I could make no sound, either, that would not have brought the same results, even if by some means I could gain his Attention.

      Looking closely at the posts of the Fence that confined me, I observed that they had been fixed in the ground with a sort of very rough Cement, which contained a sort of greyish gravel. Quite a few bits of this had come loose, and were scattered about the base of each Post. With very little difficulty, by using my Snout, I was able to toss a few Skywards, whence they struck the corner of a small Window on the side of the Barn, making a very distinct sound. I repeated this gesture several Times, and was immensely pleased, a moment later, to see Sam’s face peep above the Window-sill, and Spy me out. How I wished I could have communicated my State, along with a word or two of Caution, to him! Yet despite this Lack, I could see the lad had his Senses about him, and only smiled quietly through the cracked glass, then lowered his Head out of Sight. I was greatly Relieved, that at last we had some Means of alerting one another, and even though I could hardly then Imagine how we might effect our Escape, I instantly believed—with every contraction of my beating Heart—that somehow we would manage it.

      The next morning, I was awakened by a fresh dousing of Swill, which the keeper—a shovel-faced lad of perhaps sixteen years—delighted in pouring over our heads so as to set us all in a Frenzy of feeding. I scarce partook of it, thinking only of how Soon I might be released from this my Bondage, and set upon my way in the World. And yet, only a Moment later, I beheld a thing that nearly Stopt the very Course of my Being! For there, down the lane in our direction, came a wagon whose sides were all whitewashed, driven by a tall man wearing a bloody Apron, a man whose function I immediately knew—if you will Pardon the Pun—in the most Visceral sense, was to Eviscerate us all. Apparently Mr Wilson, in every way a Middle-man in the great affair of buying and selling Livestock, had little Stomach for the Slaughter, or perhaps simply felt that Butchering was best left to Butchers. And so at once, quite Heedless of the risk, I tossed up a great hail of Gravel upon the Barn window, without—I tremble to relate—the least Result. My Benefactor slept, I could only surmise, unaware of this Imminent Sentence upon my Life, and I must Risk all to arouse him.

      There being no time to Consider other Alternatives, I began to leap and squeal at the very Top of my Voice, and to dash about my Pen as though I were in the final Fit of some awful distress; for at least, if I could not communicate my Situation, perhaps I could convince my new Owner that I was Mad, and therefore unfit for Human Consumption. The Butcher, however, paid no heed to this Demonstration, continuing along the gravel path to the great House, as though such things were all too Familiar in his trade, and soon disappearing behind the Gate. My outburst, however, finally had the Desired effect, of waking up young Sam from his straw-bed, and alerting him to the terrible Danger in which I stood.

      He had only a Moment to think what to do, and his Wits did not desert him. He ran over to the pen and quickly lifted the rude Latch—consisting only of a bar of wood held fast by a rusted Nail. I at once leapt out from my confinement, and together we hurried down the lane. I should here note that, the larger part of Mr Wilson’s farm being Pasture, a fence ran around its entire perimeter, with a Gate at the end of the Lane being the only place it could be Crossed. We made for this gate, my Benefactor somewhat unsteady on his feet (which was no Wonder, considering his journey here had been as Rough as ours, and I do not believe he had taken any Food), and myself labouring, unused as I was to the Exertions of any sort of Journey (having never had either occasion or ability to undertake one), and thus by the time we reached our Goal, we were both of us Exhausted.

      At that very moment, we saw the Butcher and Mr Wilson emerge from the front of the House; we had only a very brief interval before they would round the corner and come upon the opened Pen, about which my former animal comrades were now milling quite Freely—and then they would surely Spot us.

      Sam saw all this, same as me, and quickly lifted the latch of the Gate. I was already trotting down the next section of the lane, when I looked behind me and saw Sam had stayed behind; having closed the gate, he was tying a bit of twine about the latch, such that it could not easily be opened by our Pursuers. Already, I could hear Shouts, Mr Wilson’s chief among them, and it seemed to me I could almost feel the crack of his horrible Cane upon my sides. Having finished his work, Sam broke into a run, and soon caught up with me. Just ahead of us, he spotted a small Gap in the thick Hedge that ran along one side of the road, and he quickly dashed through, beckoning me to follow. With some difficulty—the legs of a Pig being shorter and less limber than those of a Boy—I managed to enter as well, and we found ourselves in a small copse of trees, where Silence hung heavy as the dead leaves upon the Ground, absorbing any sound almost before it could be made. Sam quickly realized that such a natural Bower, dark and off the beaten Way, would be a far safer resting place than any open Field, and that we might—with luck—remain unseen while our Pursuers, in the heat of their anger, passed on down the Road unawares. He quickly scooped up some leaves and twigs, and with a little effort, managed to Cover me almost entirely; this accomplished, he pulled a similar Blanket over himself, and lay down pressed as tightly as he could to the ground, and to me. A moment later, we heard the rush and clatter of a passing Wagon, whose Noise was too well known to me to Mistake—and then the delightful sound of its foul Spokes and Fellies rattling and rotating away into Nothing in the distance. We slept, then.

      4

      Having been so earnestly desirous of finding my way through the World, I now discovered that it was a far Vaster and more Inhospitable place than I could ever have Imagined. For the Animal, once Domesticated, it must ever be thus: they have been made a place beside Man, and given a purpose in life quite Contrary to that assigned them by Nature; their Existence is not even properly their Own. I soon discovered that I was even Less at home in this New Life than I had been my Last, and I held out little hope that this Disjointure within the order of things could ever be Mended. My Benefactor, of course, was as kindly and Protective as he could possibly be, obtaining wild roots and herbs for me to Eat, and making each night a Bed for me upon the Heather. And yet, despite his good Intentions, his small hands could hardly Gather anything approaching the quantity of Food to which I, a Prize Pig, had become accustomed; nor could I, having come from a Line that long ago had had its natural Talents bred out of it, manage any better for Myself.

      Looking back, it is Remarkable to me