THE IDIOT. Федор Достоевский

turning the matter over. The prince waited quietly. Once more Gania fixed him with intent and questioning eyes.

      “Prince,” he began again, “they are rather angry with me, in there, owing to a circumstance which I need not explain, so that I do not care to go in at present without an invitation. I particularly wish to speak to Aglaya, but I have written a few words in case I shall not have the chance of seeing her” (here the prince observed a small note in his hand), “and I do not know how to get my communication to her. Don’t you think you could undertake to give it to her at once, but only to her, mind, and so that no one else should see you give it? It isn’t much of a secret, but still — Well, will you do it?”

      “I don’t quite like it,” replied the prince.

      “Oh, but it is absolutely necessary for me,” Gania entreated. “Believe me, if it were not so, I would not ask you; how else am I to get it to her? It is most important, dreadfully important!”

      Gania was evidently much alarmed at the idea that the prince would not consent to take his note, and he looked at him now with an expression of absolute entreaty.

      “Well, I will take it then.”

      “But mind, nobody is to see!” cried the delighted Gania “And of course I may rely on your word of honour, eh?”

      “I won’t show it to anyone,” said the prince.

      “The letter is not sealed —” continued Gania, and paused in confusion.

      “Oh, I won’t read it,” said the prince, quite simply.

      He took up the portrait, and went out of the room.

      Gania, left alone, clutched his head with his hands.

      “One word from her,” he said, “one word from her, and I may yet be free.”

      He could not settle himself to his papers again, for agitation and excitement, but began walking up and down the room from corner to corner.

      The prince walked along, musing. He did not like his commission, and disliked the idea of Gania sending a note to Aglaya at all; but when he was two rooms distant from the drawing-room, where they all were, he stopped a though recalling something; went to the window, nearer the light, and began to examine the portrait in his hand.

      He longed to solve the mystery of something in the face Nastasia Philipovna, something which had struck him as he looked at the portrait for the first time; the impression had not left him. It was partly the fact of her marvellous beauty that struck him, and partly something else. There was a suggestion of immense pride and disdain in the face almost of hatred, and at the same time something confiding and very full of simplicity. The contrast aroused a deep sympathy in his heart as he looked at the lovely face. The blinding loveliness of it was almost intolerable, this pale thin face with its flaming eyes; it was a strange beauty.

      The prince gazed at it for a minute or two, then glanced around him, and hurriedly raised the portrait to his lips. When, a minute after, he reached the drawing-room door, his face was quite composed. But just as he reached the door he met Aglaya coming out alone.

      “Gavrila Ardalionovitch begged me to give you this,” he said, handing her the note.

      Aglaya stopped, took the letter, and gazed strangely into the prince’s eyes. There was no confusion in her face; a little surprise, perhaps, but that was all. By her look she seemed merely to challenge the prince to an explanation as to how he and Gania happened to be connected in this matter. But her expression was perfectly cool and quiet, and even condescending.

      So they stood for a moment or two, confronting one another. At length a faint smile passed over her face, and she passed by him without a word.

      Mrs. Epanchin examined the portrait of Nastasia Philipovna for some little while, holding it critically at arm’s length.

      “Yes, she is pretty,” she said at last, “even very pretty. I have seen her twice, but only at a distance. So you admire this kind of beauty, do you?” she asked the prince, suddenly.

      “Yes, I do — this kind.”

      “Do you mean especially this kind?”

      “Yes, especially this kind.”

      “Why?”

      “There is much suffering in this face,” murmured the prince, more as though talking to himself than answering the question.

      “I think you are wandering a little, prince,” Mrs. Epanchin decided, after a lengthened survey of his face; and she tossed the portrait on to the table, haughtily.

      Alexandra took it, and Adelaida came up, and both the girls examined the photograph. Just then Aglaya entered the room.

      “What a power!” cried Adelaida suddenly, as she earnestly examined the portrait over her sister’s shoulder.

      “Whom? What power?” asked her mother, crossly.

      “Such beauty is real power,” said Adelaida. “With such beauty as that one might overthrow the world.” She returned to her easel thoughtfully.

      Aglaya merely glanced at the portrait — frowned, and put out her underlip; then went and sat down on the sofa with folded hands. Mrs. Epanchin rang the bell.

      “Ask Gavrila Ardalionovitch to step this way,” said she to the man who answered.

      “Mamma!” cried Alexandra, significantly.

      “I shall just say two words to him, that’s all,” said her mother, silencing all objection by her manner; she was evidently seriously put out. “You see, prince, it is all secrets with us, just now — all secrets. It seems to be the etiquette of the house, for some reason or, other. Stupid nonsense, and in a matter which ought to be approached with all candour and open-heartedness. There is a marriage being talked of, and I don’t like this marriage —”

      “Mamma, what are you saying?” said Alexandra again, hurriedly.

      “Well, what, my dear girl? As if you can possibly like it yourself? The heart is the great thing, and the rest is all rubbish — though one must have sense as well. Perhaps sense is really the great thing. Don’t smile like that, Aglaya. I don’t contradict myself. A fool with a heart and no brains is just as unhappy as a fool with brains and no heart. I am one and you are the other, and therefore both of us suffer, both of us are unhappy.”

      “Why are you so unhappy, mother?” asked Adelaida, who alone of all the company seemed to have preserved her good temper and spirits up to now.

      “In the first place, because of my carefully brought-up daughters,” said Mrs. Epanchin, cuttingly; “and as that is the best reason I can give you we need not bother about any other at present. Enough of words, now! We shall see how both of you (I don’t count Aglaya) will manage your business, and whether you, most revered Alexandra Ivanovna, will be happy with your fine mate.”

      “Ah!” she added, as Gania suddenly entered the room, “here’s another marrying subject. How do you do?” she continued, in response to Gania’s bow; but she did not invite him to sit down. “You are going to be married?”

      “Married? how — what marriage?” murmured Gania, overwhelmed with confusion.

      “Are you about to take a wife? I ask,— if you prefer that expression.”

      “No, no I— I— no!” said Gania, bringing out his lie with a tell-tale blush of shame. He glanced keenly at Aglaya, who was sitting some way off, and dropped his eyes immediately.

      Aglaya gazed coldly, intently, and composedly at him, without taking her eyes off his face, and watched his confusion.

      “No? You say no, do you?” continued the pitiless Mrs. General. “Very well, I shall remember that you told me this Wednesday morning, in answer to my question, that you are not going to be married. What day is it, Wednesday, isn’t it?”

      “Yes, I think so!”