The Man Who Was Thursday: A Nightmare. Гилберт Кит Честертон

the night you appeared in this garden."

      The man with the meek blue eyes and the pale, pointed beard endured these thunders with a certain submissive solemnity. The third party of the group, Gregory's sister Rosamond, who had her brother's braids of red hair, but a kindlier face underneath them, laughed with such mixture of admiration and disapproval as she gave commonly to the family oracle.

      Gregory resumed in high oratorical good-humour.

      "An artist is identical with an anarchist," he cried. "You might transpose the words anywhere. An anarchist is an artist. The man who throws a bomb is an artist, because he prefers a great moment to everything. He sees how much more valuable is one burst of blazing light, one peal of perfect thunder, than the mere common bodies of a few shapeless policemen. An artist disregards all governments, abolishes all conventions. The poet delights in ​disorder only. If it were not so, the most poetical thing in the world would be the Underground Railway."

      "So it is," said Mr. Syme.

      "Nonsense!" said Gregory, who was very rational when anyone else attempted paradox. "Why do all the clerks and navvies in the railway trains look so sad and tired, so very sad and tired? I will tell you. It is because they know that the train is going right. It is because they know that whatever place they have taken a ticket for, that place they will reach. It is because after they have passed Sloane Square they know that the next station must be Victoria, and nothing but Victoria. Oh, their wild rapture! oh, their eyes like stars and their souls again in Eden, if the next station were unaccountably Baker Street!"

      "It is you who are unpoetical," replied the poet Syme. "If what you say of clerks is true, they can only be as prosaic as your poetry. The rare, strange thing is to hit the mark; the gross, obvious thing is to miss it. We feel it is epical when man with one ​wild arrow strikes a distant bird. Is it not also epical when man with one wild engine strikes a distant station? Chaos is dull; because in chaos the train might indeed go anywhere, to Baker Street, or to Bagdad. But man is a magician, and his whole magic is in this, that he does say Victoria, and lo! it is Victoria. No, take your books of mere poetry and prose; let me read a time table, with tears of pride. Take your Byron, who commemorates the defeats of man; give me Bradshaw, who commemorates his victories. Give me Bradshaw, I say!"

      "Must you go?" inquired Gregory sarcastically.

      "I tell you," went on Syme with passion, "that every time a train comes in I feel that it has broken past batteries of besiegers, and that man has won a battle against chaos. You say contemptuously that when one has left Sloane Square one must come to Victoria. I say that one might do a thousand things instead, and that whenever I really come there I have the sense of hair-breadth escape. And when I hear the guard shout out the word 'Victoria', it is not an unmeaning word. It is to me the cry of ​a herald announcing conquest. It is to me indeed 'Victoria'; it is the victory of Adam."

      Gregory wagged his heavy, red head with a slow and sad smile.

      "And even then," he said, "we poets always ask the question, 'And what is Victoria now that you have got there?' You think Victoria is like the New Jerusalem. We know that the New Jerusalem will only be like Victoria. Yes, the poet will be discontented even in the streets of heaven. The poet is always in revolt."

      "There again," said Syme irritably, "what is there poetical about being in revolt? You might as well say that it is poetical to be sea-sick. Being sick is a revolt. Both being sick and being rebellious may be the wholesome thing on certain desperate occasions; but I'm hanged if I can see why they are poetical. Revolt in the abstract is—revolting. It's mere vomiting."

      The girl winced for a flash at the unpleasant word, but Syme was too hot to heed her.

      "It is things going right," he cried, "that is ​poetical! Our digestions, for instance, going sacredly and silently right, that is the foundation of all poetry. Yes, the most poetical thing, more poetical than the flowers, more poetical than the stars—the most poetical thing in the world is not being sick."

      "Really," said Gregory superciliously, "the examples you choose——"

      "I beg your pardon," said Syme grimly, "I forgot we had abolished all conventions."

      For the first time a red patch appeared on Gregory's forehead.

      "You don't expect me," he said, "to revolutionise society on this lawn?"

      Syme looked straight into his eyes and smiled sweetly.

      "No, I don't," he said; "but I suppose that if you were serious about your anarchism, that is exactly what you would do."

      Gregory's big bull's eyes blinked suddenly like those of an angry lion, and one could almost fancy that his red mane rose.

      ​"Don't you think, then," he said in a dangerous voice, "that I am serious about my anarchism?"

      "I beg your pardon?" said Syme.

      "Am I not serious about my anarchism?" cried Gregory, with knotted fists.

      "My dear fellow!" said Syme, and strolled away.

      With surprise, but with a curious pleasure, he found Rosamond Gregory still in his company.

      "Mr. Syme," she said, "do the people who talk like you and my brother often mean what they say? Do you mean what you say now?"

      Syme smiled.

      "Do you?" he asked.

      "What do you mean?" asked the girl, with grave eyes.

      "My dear Miss Gregory," said Syme gently, "there are many kinds of sincerity and insincerity. When you say 'thank you' for the salt, do you mean what you say? No. When you say 'the world is round,' do you mean what you say? No. It is true, but you don't mean it. Now, sometimes a man like your brother really finds a thing he does mean. It ​may be only a half-truth, quarter-truth, tenth-truth; but then he says more than he means—from sheer force of meaning it."

      She was looking at him from under level brows; her face was grave and open, and there had fallen upon it the shadow of that unreasoning responsibility which is at the bottom of the most frivolous woman, the maternal watch which is as old as the world.

      "Is he really an anarchist, then?" she asked.

      "Only in that sense I speak of," replied Syme; "or if you prefer it, in that nonsense."

      She drew her broad brows together and said abruptly—

      "He wouldn't really use—bombs or that sort of thing?"

      Syme broke into a great laugh, that seemed too large for his slight and somewhat dandified figure.

      "Good Lord, no!" he said, "that has to be done anonymously."

      And at that the corners of her own mouth broke into a smile, and she thought with a simultaneous pleasure of Gregory's absurdity and of his safety.

      ​Syme strolled with her to a seat in the corner of the garden, and continued to pour out his opinions. For he was a sincere man, and in spite of his superficial airs and graces, at root a humble one. And it is always the humble man who talks too much; the proud man watches himself too closely. He defended respectability with violence and exaggeration. He grew passionate in his praise of tidiness and propriety. All the time there was a smell of lilac all round him. Once he heard very faintly in some distant street a barrel-organ begin to play, and it seemed to him that his heroic words were moving to a tiny tune from under or beyond the world.

      He stared and talked at the girl's red hair and amused face for what seemed to be a few minutes; and then, feeling that the groups in such a place should mix, rose to his feet. To his astonishment, he discovered the whole garden empty. Everyone had gone long ago, and he went himself with a rather hurried apology. He left with a sense of champagne in his head, which he could not afterwards explain. In the wild events which were to follow this girl had ​no part at all; he never saw her again until all his tale was over. And yet, in some indescribable way, she kept recurring like a motive in music through all his mad adventures afterwards, and the glory of her strange hair ran like a red thread through those dark and ill-drawn tapestries of the night.