Miracles in the Village. Josie Metcalfe

be with—I know you don’t want me to touch you. I’ve felt you recoil …’

      ‘When?’

      ‘The other night?’

      ‘Oh, Mike.’ She felt tears fill her eyes, felt the anguish in his voice cut through her like a knife. ‘It wasn’t that.’

      ‘What, then? What is it that makes you flinch away from me as if I’m somehow … repugnant to you?’

      ‘Oh, darling, you’re not. Not at all. It’s just—I feel like a medical investigation. As if so many people have looked at me there, touched me, talked about me—as if the part of me that had belonged to us is suddenly public property. And I don’t know if I could bear for you to touch me, or if it’ll just bring it all back—’ She broke off, biting her lip, then went on unsteadily, ‘Mike, I don’t know if I can respond to you any more. I don’t know if it hasn’t just killed it for me, and I’m scared to find out.’

      His breath sighed against her face, warm and reassuring. ‘Oh, Frankie. Oh, my love—what’s happened to us?’ he whispered, folding her against his chest again and rocking her. She could still feel the brush of his erection, but softer now, less urgent, and as he cradled her so her confidence grew, her need to hold him, to touch him building until finally she found the courage to reach out.

      ‘Mike?’ Her voice was soft, gently questioning, and her hand stroked against his shadowed jaw, the rasp of stubble unbearably erotic against her palm. Leaning in to him, she brushed her lips lightly against his, tentatively, not sure of her reception or how she’d react if he took it further than this, but he wasn’t going to let her find out.

      He drew back, taking her hand and turning his face into it, pressing a kiss against her palm. ‘No,’ he said softly. ‘Not tonight. Not when you’re still unsure—still not ready.’

      ‘I am,’ she lied, but he knew her better than that. So much better. And he was right, of course. She wasn’t ready, and maybe he wasn’t either. They still had a long way to go, a lot to unravel, much to talk through.

      And for a man who didn’t talk and a woman usually too shy to reveal her inner self, it was going to be uphill all the way.

      They slept in each other’s arms, only waking to the sound of his family in the kitchen at seven.

      She groaned, and he chuckled and hugged her closer to his chest. ‘Maybe they’ll cook us breakfast,’ he suggested.

      ‘And maybe I should be up and helping them, not lying here with you and—’ She broke off, and he let her go.

      Lying here with him and—what? Wanting him, the way he wanted her? God, he hoped so, because a few more nights of persistent arousal was going to give him a serious medical problem.

      But what if she didn’t? What if she never wanted him, couldn’t ever bear his touch? What if all the investigations had turned her off so thoroughly that they never made love again?

      The thought took his breath away.

      ‘Coming down?’ she asked, and he shook his head.

      ‘I’ll have a shower first.’

      ‘Need a hand?’

      ‘No,’ he said firmly. Not to have a cold shower. And it would need a bucket of ice to settle him down after last night. He watched her as she walked down to the bathroom, the nightshirt hitched up slightly by the clothes she’d scooped up to take with her, revealing an incredibly tempting glimpse of the crease below her left buttock as she walked.

      The softly shadowed fold did nothing to help his state of arousal, and with a groan he shut his eyes and dragged his mind to something dull. Anything. The paperwork? Farm records?

      Funny how his mind had emptied, how he couldn’t think of a single thing except that soft shadow and the warm, silky feel of her skin …

      She was busy all day, out on the farm, and he was driven crazy. He started to read the book Ben had given him, but it couldn’t hold his attention. Not against such fierce competition.

      And he was getting so unfit it was driving him mad.

      He went into the kitchen, poked about in the larder and found an unopened bag of rice. That might do the trick. He sat down on one of the chairs, draped the rice bag over his cast and did some lower-leg lifts until his thigh and abdominal muscles were burning. Then he shifted onto his right hip and lifted the leg up and in towards the centre, over and over, then stood up and held on to the sink and lifted his leg out sideways until the muscles round his hip were screaming in protest.

      He looked at the clock and sighed. Ten minutes. Barely that, and he was cream-crackered. Still, it was a start.

      He put the kettle on, then went to the freezer and hunted around for the packet of coffee. Funny, he had been sure there’d been one in here, but he couldn’t find it. Oh, well. He picked up his crutches and went slowly over to the farm office. Joe was in there with his father, and he stuck a coffee-pod in the machine and put a mug under the spout.

      ‘So how are things?’ Mike asked while he waited for the coffee.

      ‘OK. How about you?’

      ‘Bored to death. Doing exercises so my leg doesn’t wither and drop off. Why?’

      ‘I’m going to cut up that tree,’ his brother said. ‘Want to come and keep an eye on me?’

      ‘I can’t do anything.’

      ‘You can dial 999 when I cut my leg off,’ Joe pointed out dryly, and Russell snorted.

      ‘I hate to point this out to you two but I can’t run the entire farm alone without either of my suicidally reckless sons.’

      ‘Don’t worry, Dad, I’ll look after him,’ Mike assured him. ‘And tell Fran not to worry about lunch, we’ll grab something from the shop.’

      He drained his coffee—the first decent one for days, he realised—and climbed into the cab of the pickup with Joe. Maybe if he was careful he could stack some of the logs …

      ‘Cheers. You’ve been a real help—hope you haven’t overdone it.’

      ‘I’m fine. It was good to get some fresh air,’ Mike told Joe, and slapped his shoulder. ‘Right, I’m going in. No doubt I’ll get a lecture. I’ll see you later.’

      He went into the kitchen and sniffed appreciatively.

      ‘Wow, that smells good.’

      ‘It’s more than you deserve,’ Fran growled, but when she turned she was smiling and he hobbled over to her, stashed his crutches in the corner of the worktop and hugged her.

      ‘I was sensible. I was just going crazy, stuck in the house, sweetheart.’

      ‘I know.’ Her arms were round him, holding him close, and she felt so good he could have stayed there for ever, but she pushed him away and told him to wash.

      ‘You’ve got ten minutes before supper,’ she said. ‘And I want you clean and presentable. We’re eating in the dining room.’

      He peered through the door on the way past and did a mild double-take. Candles?

      He yelled back, ‘Give me fifteen minutes. I’m having a shower.’

      A nice hot one, followed by a shave and a slosh of the citrusy cologne she’d given him for Christmas two years ago. He contemplated the cast with disfavour, pulled on a fresh pair of the baggy boxers, then his favourite aqua-blue soft cotton shirt and his decent shorts—his dress shorts? he thought with a chuckle—and went downstairs.

      Wow.

      She’d said clean and presentable, but she hadn’t expected him to go to so much trouble. He was even wearing aftershave!

      She was wearing a sundress—she’d changed into it after she’d finished turning