The Secret Ingredient. Nina Harrington

the way his steak had been cooked.

      And sometimes he was tired enough or bored enough to let them goad him and provoke him into a stupid response, which he instantly regretted.

      Press the red button and watch the fireworks. Oh, yes!

      But not tonight.

      For once he was not here to celebrate the Beresford name or promote his TV show or best-selling cookery books. Tonight was all about someone else’s success. Not his. And if that meant that he had to act out his part in public yet again, then so be it.

      He was wearing the costume; he had rehearsed his script. Now it was time to act out his part until the star of the show arrived.

      Tonight he needed the crowd to love him and play up the success of the art gallery. And the artist whose work had been chosen to be exhibited for their prestigious grand opening event. Adele Forrester. Fine Art Painter. And his mother.

      But inside his designer clothing? Inside, he was a wreck.

      Even the photographers in the front row only a few feet away could not see the prickle of sweat on his brow on this cool June evening and he quickly covered up the tenseness in his mouth with a broad smile so that no one would ever know that, for once, Rob Beresford was more than just nervous.

      He was dreading every second of the next few hours and would only be able to relax when he was safe back in the hotel room with his mother, congratulating her on a stunning exhibition that was bound to sell out fast.

      The plan had been simple. They would arrive together, his mother would smile and wave a couple of times and Rob would escort her sedately into the exhibition to the sound of applause from her faithful fans and art lovers. Proud son. Star mother. Winner all the way.

      So much for that plan.

      The past week had been a blur of rushed last-minute arrangements and then a twenty-four-hour cold virus, which had been going the rounds in California, had knocked her out for most of the day. Followed by a serious attack of first-night nerves.

      Until an hour ago he’d thought that he had succeeded and his mother was dressed, made up and ready to go, smiling and happy that after eight years of preparation her work was going to be shown in public.

      But then she had made the mistake of peeking out of the hotel front entrance, seen the press pack and scurried back into the room, white-faced and breathing hard. Trying to control her panic while pretending that it was about time that she walked down the red carpet on her own. After all, this was her special night. No need to wait. She would make her own grand entrance. Why did she need her handsome son stealing her spotlight?

      Right. She was forgetting that he knew her. Only too well.

      So the limo had driven around the corner with him inside alone. While she cowered inside her hotel room, going through the relaxation exercises one more time. Afraid to come out and walk a few steps down a carpet and have her photo taken.

      And just the thought that his beautiful mother did not think she was ready or good enough for this crowd was enough to make his blood boil.

      They had no idea how far she had come over the past few years to get to the point where she could even think about turning up in person to an exhibition of her paintings.

      And they never would.

      Fifteen years ago he had made his mother a promise.

      He had given her his word that he would protect her and take care of her, and keep her secret, no matter what. And he had kept that promise and would go on keeping that promise, no matter how much it had impacted his life and the decisions that he had been forced to take to keep her safe.

      He had stayed in Beresford hotels in cities close to the major psychiatric specialist units and turned down gigs in restaurants other chefs would kill to have worked in, just to make sure that his mother had a stable environment when she needed one.

      Not that she liked cities. Far from it. He had lost count of the times he had made mad dashes to airports wearing his chef’s clothes so that he could keep her company on a long flight to the latest new creative retreat that she had heard about, that afternoon. And suddenly it was the only thing she needed to complete her work and she had to go that day or the rest of her life would be in ruins.

      No time to pack or organise anything. Then she was on her way, usually without the things she needed, but it had to be done now.

      So he had to drop everything and go with her to keep her safe. Because when she was manic she was amazing, but there was one universal truth: whatever soared high had to come back down to earth. Fast. And hard. Sometimes very hard.

      Walking down a red carpet and smiling was a small price to pay for being able to support his mother financially and emotionally.

      Rob scanned the rows of photographers lined up behind the mesh barriers on either side of the narrow entrance and acknowledged some of the familiar paparazzi that followed him from event to event whenever he was in London with a quick nod and a wave.

      The rest of the pack jostled for position at the barricade, calling out his name, demanding pose after pose.

      Fans held up signs with his name on them. Cameras flashed wildly. All desperate to capture a rare evening appearance from the chef who had just been shortlisted for Chef of the Year. Again.

      Spotlights hit him from every angle.

      He turned slowly from side to side in front of the floor-to-ceiling poster for the gala exhibition of new work from Adele Forrester, making sure that her official photograph and the poster would always be the background to any of his photos.

      One hand plunged into his left trouser pocket. One hand raised towards the crowd. Wearing his trademark pristine white shirt and dark designer suit. No tie. That would be too conventional. A call to look this way then that was answered with a swagger. He rolled back his shoulders, lifted his chin and went to work the crowd.

      It had taken him every day of the past ten years to create an image and a brand that served him and the Beresford family well and now was his chance to use it to help his mum.

      A pretty brunette in her twenties held out one of his recipe books, stretching towards him, her stomach pressed against the metal barrier and shoulders so low that he had a perfect view down her deep V-necked top into a very generous cleavage.

      Rob quickly stepped forwards, grin locked in place, his pen already in his hand, and signed a flourish of his name on the cover page while the crowd went mad behind her, screaming and calling out his name at ear-damaging volume.

      He walked slowly down the line, signing yet another recipe book—one of his early ones—then a poster from his restaurant-makeover show.

      And then the questions started. One male voice and then another.

      ‘Is Adele turning up in person tonight for the show or has she done a runner like last time?’

      ‘Where have you hidden your mum, Rob?’

      ‘Have you left her behind in that treatment centre? Is that the only kind of artist retreat she knows these days?’

      ‘Are the rumours true about her retiring after this show?’

      Louder and louder, closer and closer, the questions came from every direction, more pointed and all demanding to know where his mother was.

      They were goading him. Pushing him harder and harder, desperate for a reaction.

      They wanted him to explode. To push the camera down someone’s throat or, even better, give one of them a black eye.

      A few years ago? He would have done it and taken the consequences. But tonight was not about him and he refused to let the press win, so he pretended to have developed sudden hearing loss and politely ignored them. This of course made them goad him even more.

      Nine minutes later he had walked the whole of the line, smiling and laughing towards the waiting crowd, leaning in for the compulsory mobile phone shots.