Debbie Macomber Navy Series Box Set. Debbie Macomber

north wind sent a chill racing up his arms and he buried his hands into his pants pockets as he headed toward the parking lot.

      Surprise halted his progress when he spied Carol leaning against the fender of her car. Her shoulders were slumped, her head hanging as though she were burdened by a terrible weight.

      Once more Steve was swamped with regret. He had never learned the reason she’d phoned. He started walking toward her, not knowing what he intended to say or do.

      She didn’t glance up when he joined her.

      “You never said why you phoned,” he said in a wounded voice after a moment of silence.

      “It isn’t important … I told Lindy that.”

      “If it wasn’t to let me know you’re remarrying, then it’s because you want something.”

      She looked up and tried to smile, and the feeble effort cut straight through Steve’s resolve to forget he’d ever known or loved her. It was useless to try.

      “I don’t think it’ll work,” Carol said sadly.

      “What?”

      She shook her head.

      “If you need something, just ask!” he shouted, using his anger as a defense mechanism. Carol had seldom wanted anything from him. It must be important for her to contact him now, especially after their divorce.

      “Christmas Day,” she whispered brokenly. “I don’t want to spend it alone.”

       Two

      Until Carol spoke, she hadn’t known how much she wanted Steve to spend Christmas Day with her—and not for the reasons she’d been plotting. She sincerely missed Steve. He’d been both lover and friend, and now he was neither; the sense of loss was nearly overwhelming.

      He continued to stare at her, and regret worked its way across his features. The success of her plan hinged on his response and she waited, almost afraid to breathe, for his answer.

      “Carol, listen …” He paused and ran his hand along the back of his neck, his brow puckered with a condensed frown.

      Carol knew him well enough to realize he was carefully composing his thoughts. She was also aware that he was going to refuse her! She knew it as clearly as if he’d spoken the words aloud. She swallowed the hurt, although she couldn’t keep her eyes from widening with pain. When Steve had presented her with the divorce papers, Carol had promised herself she would never give him the power to hurt her again. Yet here she was, handing him the knife and exposing her soul.

      She could feel her heart thumping wildly in her chest and fought to control the emotions that swamped her. “Is it so much to ask?” she whispered, and the words fell broken from her lips.

      “I’ve got the watch.”

      “On Christmas …” She hadn’t expected that, hadn’t figured it into the scheme of things. In other words, the excuse of Christmas wasn’t going to work. Ultimately her strategy would fail, and she would end up spending the holiday alone.

      “I’d do it if I could,” Steve told her in a straightforward manner that convinced her he was telling the truth. She felt somewhat less disappointed.

      “Thank you for that,” she said, and reached out to touch his hand, in a small gesture of appreciation. Amazingly he didn’t draw away from her, which gave her renewed hope.

      A reluctant silence stretched between them. There’d been a time when they couldn’t say enough to each other, and now there was nothing.

      “I suppose I’d better get back.” Steve spoke first.

      “Me, too,” she answered brightly, perhaps a little too brightly. “It was good to see you again … you’re looking well.”

      “You, too.” He took a couple of steps backward, but still hadn’t turned away. Swallowing down her disappointment, Carol retrieved the car keys from the bottom of her purse and turned to climb into her Honda. It dawned on her then, hit her square between the eyes. If not Christmas Day then …

      “Steve,” she whirled back around, her eyes flashing.

      “Carol.” He called her name at the same moment.

      They laughed and the sound fell rusty and awkward between them.

      “You first,” he said, and gestured toward her. The corner of his mouth was curved upward in a half smile.

      “What about Christmas Eve?”

      He nodded. “I was just thinking the same thing.”

      Carol felt the excitement bubble up inside her like fizz in a club soda. A grin broke out across her face as she realized nothing had been lost and everything was yet to be gained. Somewhere in the distance, Carol was sure she could hear the soft, lilting strains of a Brahms lullaby. “Could you come early enough for dinner?”

      Again, he nodded. “Six?”

      “Perfect. I’ll look forward to it.”

      “I will, too.”

      He turned and walked away from her then, and it was all Carol could do to keep from doing a war dance, jumping up and down around the car. Instead she rubbed her bare hands together as though the friction would ease some of the excitement she was feeling. Steve hadn’t a clue how memorable this one night would be. Not a clue!

      * * *

      “Your mood has certainly improved lately,” Lindy commented as Steve walked into the kitchen whistling a lively Christmas carol.

      His sister’s words stopped him. “My mood has?”

      “You’ve been downright chipper all week.” He shrugged his shoulders, hoping the action would discount his cheerful attitude. “‘Tis the season.”

      “I don’t suppose your meeting with Carol has anything to do with it?”

      His sister eyed him skeptically, seeking his confidence, but Steve wasn’t going to give it. This dinner with his ex-wife was simply the meeting of two lonely people struggling to make it through the holidays. Nothing less and certainly nothing more. Although he’d been looking for Carol to deny that she was involved with Todd, she hadn’t. Steve considered her refusal to talk about the other man as good as an admission of guilt. That bastard had left her alone for Christmas two years running.

      If Lindy was right and his mood had improved, Steve decided, it was simply because he was going to be out of his sister’s and Rush’s hair for the evening; the newlyweds could spend their first Christmas Eve together without a third party butting in.

      Steve reached for his coat, and Lindy turned around, her dark eyes wide with surprise. “You’re leaving.”

      Steve nodded, buttoning the thick wool jacket.

      “But … it’s Christmas Eve.”

      “I know.” He tucked the box of candy under his arm and lifted the bright red poinsettia he’d purchased on impulse earlier in the day.

      “Where are you going?”

      Steve would have liked to say a friend’s house, but that wouldn’t be true. He didn’t know how to classify his relationship with Carol. Not a friend. Not a lover. More than an acquaintance, less than a wife.

      “You’re going to Carol’s, aren’t you?” Lindy prompted.

      The last thing Steve wanted was his sister to get the wrong impression about this evening with Carol, because that’s all there was going to be. “It’s not what you think.”

      Lindy raised her hands in mock consternation. “I’m not thinking a single thing, except that it’s good to see you smile again.”

      Steve’s