The Nurse's Not-So-Secret Scandal. Wendy S. Marcus

… She did.

      “You liking what you see?” Roxie’s voice turned sexy. Alluring.

      Heck yeah! But Fig thought it best not to mention how much.

      As if Roxie knew, she bent close to his ear and whispered, “Then I suggest you download my video so you can watch it over and over. Because that’s as close as you’ll ever get to sampling my goodies, you creep.”

      Shut. Down.

      “For heaven’s sake, Roxie,” Victoria said. “A man taped you having sex and loaded it onto the internet. Without your consent. And you’re standing there, watching yourself as if you’re okay with it. You should be outraged. Shut it off, Fig.”

      “And what good would my outrage do?” Roxie asked. “The video is out there. And from the number of messages I’ve received today, people around town have seen it. There’s nothing I can do. Heck, if I can’t get another nursing job, maybe I’ll use it as an audition tape.” She turned to Fig. “Can you make me a copy?”

      “You can’t be serious,” Victoria said.

      “I’m totally serious,” Roxie said, turning somber. “You may think you know me but all you know is the part of me I allow you to see. So let me share this. At the age of fourteen I gave my virginity to the owner of the superette down the street from our home to pay off our account when my mother had no money. That may have been the first time I used my body to barter, but it certainly wasn’t the last. I’m a survivor. I do what I have to do.”

      Based on Victoria’s look of complete and utter shock, she’d had no idea. Just how close were they? Roxie’s defiant stance made Fig wonder if she shared her deepest, darkest secrets with anyone.

      He couldn’t stand the thought of lecherous men using a young Roxie who was desperate for food. He felt sick. Yet despite her experiences she still managed to enjoy life, with a wonderful sense of humor and a vivacious spirit he envied. “The man’s face is blurred out,” Fig said, to change the subject.

      “Trust me,” Roxie said. “I know who he is. And as soon as I find him you’ll know who he is, too. Tell the E.R. to be on the lookout for a white male, around five feet ten inches tall, two hundred and twenty pounds, who will be arriving most likely after midnight, sometime in the next week. If things go as planned he’ll be unconscious with severe facial trauma and both testicles rammed so far up into his pelvic cavity he’ll require the skilled hands of surgeon to set him back to rights.”

      “You need to stay away from him,” Victoria urged. “He’s probably dangerous.”

      “No more dangerous than a pissed-off Puerto Rican with a grudge. So what’s your call, Vic?” Roxie stood tall. Proud. “If you’re going to fire me, do it now. Otherwise I need to get back to my patients.”

      “Let me talk to the director,” Victoria replied. “Finish out your shift. You’re out on vacation for the next week due to return on Wednesday. Hopefully I’ll have everything worked out by then.”

      “Thanks,” Roxie said to Victoria. “I really am sorry about all this.”

      “Me, too.”

      After Roxie left, Victoria asked Fig, “Can you take down the video?”

      “I’ll need to use my own computer, but yeah. I’m sure I can.”

      “Do you think it’s up on more than one site?”

      “If it is, I’ll find it.”

      “She’s going to go after that man,” Victoria said.

      “I’ll keep an eye on her.” Fig stood. He owed her that much. “I need to get back to work, too.”

      “Now that we know what happened you don’t have to stay on here,” Victoria said.

      “I know. But I’ll finish out my shift.”

      Roxie pulled her red Scion onto the short, bumpy, part-gravel, part-concrete patch that served as her driveway, turned off the engine and leaned back in her leather seat. The tiny house she shared with Mami held not one good memory, and yet, rather than filling her with excitement, the prospect of being forced to live somewhere else filled her with dread—mostly because Mami would not handle the change well. Dull blue paint, faded, chipped black shutters—one hanging askew—and overgrown, half-dead landscaping told the world this was not a happy place. The moss growing on the roof, the saggy porch and the collection of other people’s discarded stuff that overflowed into the side yard added to the dilapidated appearance.

      Oh, to have her own home to return to after a hard day’s work. To live a stress-free, clutter-free, mother-free existence where the only person she was responsible for was herself. To be able to open a beer, actually sit down on the living room sofa and watch some mind-numbing television.

      Her cell phone rang. She dug into her huge purse on the seat beside her and looked at the screen. The hospital. She let out a breath. What did she forget? Or was it Victoria calling to tell Roxie her fate? “Hello.”

      “Hey,” Fig said. “You ran out of here before I could give you the message from your brother.”

      No need to ask which one. Only Ernesto, the one closest to her in age, took the time for an occasional phone call. But, “He called the hospital?”

      “No. Your cell phone. While I had it. I thought it might be your mom so I answered it.”

      Well, surprise, surprise. A nice gesture.

      “He, uh—” Fig hesitated “—sounded angry.”

      What did he have to be angry about? She was the one desperately trying to reach him for over a week with no response.

      “I think—” Fig hesitated again.

      “Just spit it out already,” Roxie said.

      “I think he may have seen your video.”

      Not Ernesto. He’d be the last one she’d expect to …

      “I’m sorry, Rox. I got tied up. I’m on my way home now, and I’ll take it down as soon as I get there.”

      Help. From an unexpected source. “Thanks.”

      “You doing anything tonight?” he asked. “I thought maybe we could …”

      “If I decide I need sex you’re unlucky number thirteen on my list.”

      “I’m not calling for sex. Just dinner. I want to explain …”

      Roxie noticed the bags on the front porch. “No.” She sat up. “She didn’t.”

      “What?” Fig asked.

      “I’ve got to go.” Roxie ended the call then pushed open the car door, lunged out and slammed it shut. “Not again.” She stormed across the patchy grass and packed dirt of the small front yard, whipped out her key and tried to open the door. Met resistance. Shouldered it open just wide enough to squeeze through. “I told you we need to keep the doorway clear,” she yelled in frustration.

      Behind the door her mother had stowed five white garbage bags filled with clothes. Roxie picked each up and hurled them, one at a time, into the depths of what used to be the family room, bringing the junk piled in the far corner up to chest level.

      “This is crazy!” Roxie screamed. “Why are the bags back on the porch?” Two huge black garbage bags, filled to capacity, put out at the curb for the sanitation service to pick up that morning. Two bags of trash that were no longer adding to the safety hazards of their home. A mere speck of progress in cleaning out the house. Derailed. “And I told you to stop accepting used clothing from the church.” A total of five bags that she saw. But who knew if her mother had more stashed somewhere?

      “Deja de gritar. Stop yelling,” Mami said, shuffling slowly, carefully along the narrow pathway from the back of the house