No Need to Say Goodbye. Бетти Нилс

for the upbringing of the family. She didn’t blame them, and if she repined she did it in private, turning a calm face to the world.

      Unfolding the letter, she allowed herself speculation as to its contents. Another rise in the rent, she supposed; there had never been an agreement. Years ago, when they had first moved there, there had been what the landlord had called a ‘gentlemen’s agreement,’ and when on her mother’s death she had asked him about it, he had assured her that since this arrangement had been in force for some time there was no point in altering it. She had agreed with him, and hadn’t even had a rent book.

      A great pity that she had agreed, she reflected, reading his letter. The house had been sold and the new owner would like to take possession as soon as possible, and since there was no written agreement and no lease to expire he would be glad if she could arrange to leave as soon as she had found suitable accommodation. The letter ended with a brief apology—the price he had been offered for the house was too advantageous to be ignored, and he regretted any inconvenience it might cause her.

      She read the letter through again once more, slowly, in case she had missed something. She hadn’t—there it was in black and white. She got up, cleared the table, washed the china, set the table ready for their evening meal, let Dusty in from the garden and went upstairs to run the bath, all the while her tired brain doing its best to wrestle with the news. She could get advice, she supposed, but she was pretty sure that the landlord had the law on his side; it was quite true, there was no agreement as such, and for all she knew when her mother had rented the house she might have agreed verbally to leave if asked to do so. Bick Street hadn’t been much sought after; it was only in the last year or so that house prices had soared.

      She got into bed and, because she was so very tired, fell asleep at once, to wake in the early afternoon and start worrying again. She had no intention of saying anything to the others, not until she had made quite sure that the landlord was within his rights and, if he was, and she was pretty sure that he was, she had done some house-hunting. She had strong doubts about being able to rent a house and, even if she could get a council flat, what would happen to Dusty?

      She got up, made herself some tea and went into the tiny strip of garden with the dog. The daffodil bulbs were showing and there were late snowdrops in one corner and crocuses as well. She remembered the pleasant garden surrounding the house in the country where she had been born and brought up until her father’s illness, and she sighed, but she had common sense; thinking about the past wasn’t going to help the future. She went indoors and started to get the high tea they all shared, and when they were all sitting round the table, discussing the day, she joined in cheerfully and just as usual, making sure that the evening routine of dog-walking, homework and small household chores was in train before she took herself off to work.

      It was a busy night with emergency intakes, unexpected crises on the wards and the intensive care unit full up. Mr Cowdrie had improved; Louise, going along to see him, met Dr van der Linden bent on the same errand.

      He stopped abruptly, his massive proportions preventing her from sidling around him with a murmured, ‘Good evening, sir.’

      ‘No sleep?’ he enquired, and, at her surprised look, ‘No colour, puffy lids, shadowed eyes. Something worrying you?’

      For a brief moment she toyed with the idea of flinging herself at him and pouring out her problem; he would be a good, patient listener, utterly impersonal and probably able to give her sound advice for that very reason, for he had no interest in her as a person, only as Night Sister. The next second she said in her calm way, ‘No, sir. I didn’t sleep as well as usual, that’s all.’

      He nodded, stood aside for her to go in and followed her to the first of the patients, and presently Ted Giles joined them.

      There were two more nights before she would be free with nights off, and she wisely decided to do nothing until she could occupy the whole of her mind with her personal worries. She went about her duties in her usual calm fashion and, although she slept badly, her excuse to her sisters and brother that she had a cold was accepted without suspicion.

      She left the hospital later than usual after her last night of duty; Sister Berry, who would take over from her for three nights, had only recently been made a sister and, although a good nurse, needed a good deal of bolstering up. Louise took care that the staff nurses on duty with her were experienced but all the same she always wrote a rather more detailed report for her.

      Dr van der Linden was coming in as she was going out. His ‘good morning’ was preoccupied, but he paused after he had passed her and retraced his steps. ‘Nights off? You look as though you need them.’

      He had gone again before she could say anything; she made her way home, feeling plain and alarmingly desirous of bursting into tears.

      In the afternoon, after she had had a nap and done the shopping, she went along to the two estate agents in the neighbourhood. Evidently neither of them had anything to offer her; indeed, they looked at her askance. No one rented a house these days, not when mortgages were so easy to get. There was one flat, two bedroomed, and excluding rates the rent was rather more than the sum she earned in a week. She went back home, prepared the evening meal and when they had all finished it, cleared the table and told them about the landlord’s letter. ‘I’m not sure what we can do,’ she finished matter-of-factly, ‘but since I pay the rent a month in advance and I’ve only just paid it, we have got more than three weeks…’

      ‘Haven’t we any relations?’ asked Mike.

      ‘Only Great-Aunt Letitia, but she washed her hands of Father when he married Mother. Don’t worry, I’ll think of something.’ Louise spoke with such certainty that their relief was evident.

      There was not time to talk about it in the morning; she saw them off, washed up, took Dusty for a brisk walk round the dull streets and came back to find that the postman had been. Only one letter, and that sufficiently official-looking for her to hesitate before she opened it.

      She slit the envelope deliberately; there could be no worse news than that which she had had from the landlord. It might even be better…

      It was. The letter, brief and businesslike, sent from Ridgely, Ridgely, Smith and Ridgely, Solicitors, with an address in the city, informed her that Miss Letitia Payne, her father’s aunt, whom she could barely remember, had recently died and had left her house at Much Hadham and her estate, less an annuity to her housekeeper, to her eldest great-niece, Louise Payne. If Miss Payne would have the goodness to call at the above address, matters would be made clear to her.

      Louise read the letter again, slowly this time, not quite believing it; she had never doubted that miracles did happen, but she hadn’t expected one to happen to her. She read the letter again and then, being a practical person, got her coat and her purse and went across the street to the corner shop where there was a telephone box.

      In answer to her request to speak to Mr Ridgely, a vinegary voice asked which one.

      ‘Well, I don’t suppose it matters, if you could just say that it is Miss Louise Payne.’

      From the dry-as-dust voice which came on the line, she supposed that she was speaking to the most senior of the Mr Ridgelys. It sounded a little shaky, but assured her that the contents of the letter were, in fact, true. ‘Solicitors, young lady, are not given to levity,’ said the voice peevishly.

      ‘So sorry,’ said Louise, ‘but it is a surprise. Shall I come and see you today?’

      ‘By all means. I shall place your affairs in the hands of Mr Gerald Ridgely, who will apprise you of all the details. If you could make it convenient to see him at noon, today?’

      She got there with a few minutes to spare; there had been time for her to change into the suit she had bought at Country Casuals’ sale; it wasn’t quite warm enough for the chilly March day, but she felt well dressed in it. Her abundant hair she had pinned neatly into a chignon, and her shoes were well polished. After all, it was a momentous occasion, worthy of her best efforts.

      The solicitors had rooms in an old house just off Holborn; steep stairs