Their Secret Child. Mary Forbes J.

wandered around the property. The air was so fresh and clean and the trees were incredibly green and grand and gorgeous. As if she stood in Narnia during summertime.

      She wanted to pinch herself to make sure she wasn’t dreaming. Was it only ten months ago that her dad found her?

      It seemed like yesterday. And forever.

      Man, her real dad…

      He was so cool. Kind and patient and just plain nice. And he occasionally called her Bean ’cause she was growing like a bean sprout, he said. When she thought of her other dad…Skip was so different than…him.

      She was glad Jesse, as she’d begun to think of him, was in the Walla Walla prison. She swallowed back the ache in her throat at the thought of her mom. Becky couldn’t believe she’d been gone almost four years. She tried to picture the woman she’d loved so much.

      Mom, with her soft blond hair and sweet smile.

      Mom, reading to her just before bedtime.

      Mom, helping with her homework.

      The images swam across Becky’s mind…Except her mom seemed hazy, the way a person looked standing in a really thick fog. And when she tried to remember her mother’s voice, there was nothing, not a single word.

      Maybe it was best this way. Maybe forgetting her mom’s face would help her forget the horror of that day.

      She swung around and realized she’d almost walked into the forest. Jeez, Becks. Focus on this life. Your new life. Don’t think of then.

      Hurrying to the front yard, Becky saw the road they’d traveled coming from the village. Across it, up a long dirt trail was a green cottage, and on its stoop sat a child.

      They had to be the neighbors. Maybe the family had kids her age. Like one of the girls she’d met last week at the retirement ceremony.

      Eager to begin new friendships, Becky walked down her dad’s driveway and across the road.

      “Hi,” she called as she went up their lane.

      The kid wore a pink top and shorts. Above each ear was a dark pigtail that hung down her skinny arms. She looked about six or seven. And a little scared. As she got closer, Becky said, “I’m Becky, your new neighbor.”

      The girl had big brown eyes. Her mouth worked, but nothing came out. Becky plopped on the stoop next to a row of Barbie dolls.

      “Hey.” She picked up a queenlike version. “I had a Princess Barbie a long time ago. But then my mom died and I had to move and I lost Princess.” Becky rocked the doll, humming a little tune. The child gave her the sweetest smile she’d ever seen.

      “What’s your name?” she asked.

      “M-M-Michaela.”

      Becky acted as if she heard stuttering all the time. “Pretty name.”

      The kid’s smile showed two missing front teeth. “M-M-Mommy n’ me are g-g-gonna check the b-b-bees. Wanna c-c-come?”

      Bees? Becky looked around. “There’s a hive somewhere?”

      “Uh-huh. Mom s-s-sells the honey.”

      “Ohhh. You mean, she has those white bee boxes?”

      Sunshine dipped into the girl’s eyes, making them as gold as honey. “I can…ask…Mom…if you…can…come see them.”

      “Hey, that’d be cool.”

      The door behind them opened. “Michaela?” A skinny woman in jeans and blue t-shirt looked down at them.

      The child scrambled up to grab the woman’s hand. “Mom, this is B-B-Becky. She’s our n-n-neighbor.” She pointed. “Over there.”

      Becky got to her feet. “I didn’t mean to trespass, ma’am.”

      “You didn’t.” The woman had a soft voice. Her hand stroked her daughter’s curly pigtails and for a second Becky remembered her own mother’s fingers sifting through her hair in the same way.

      “B-B-Becky likes Princess best, j-j-just l-l-like me.”

      “Slow down, button.”

      Becky smiled. “I get nervous meeting new people, too.”

      The alertness in the woman’s face eased. “I’m Addie Malloy.”

      “I’m Becky Dalton.”

      Ms. Malloy’s eyebrows crashed. “You’re Skip Dalton’s daughter?”

      “Yes.” Was that bad? “Do you know him?”

      The woman stared at her for so long Becky shuffled her feet. Then Ms. Malloy looked toward their house and her eyes got really cold. “Yeah,” she said. “I know Mr. Dalton.”

      Oh, man. Their neighbor didn’t like her dad. Why? She started to back away. Had she heard about her past? Becky wondered. No, her dad would never tell. “I should go. My dad’s probably wondering where I am. It was really nice meeting you. ’Bye, Mick.”

      “It’s Michaela.” Frost hung in the woman’s voice. “She doesn’t like Mick.”

      “Oops.” Becky couldn’t stop a nervous giggle. “Sorry.” Leaving the pair standing on the sunny stoop, she hurried down the path among the trees.

      Sheesh. Wasn’t that always the way? A cute kid with a mean mother…Poor girl. Becky knew what it was like to live with a parent who wasn’t kind or friendly. Yet, Ms. Malloy had seemed kind, patting the girl’s hair. But maybe that was for show. Maybe she was why Michaela stuttered. Maybe the girl was dying for friends, but Ms. Malloy didn’t want people hanging around. Becky peeked over her shoulder.

      The steps were empty.

      She broke into a run.

      Skip put his shoulder into the shove that slid his sleigh bed into place. He wanted the bed facing the windows across the hardwood. That way, first thing every morning he’d look straight into the stand of evergreens circling his property. Almost done with arranging the bedroom furniture, he heard the front door open.

      “Dad?”

      Dad. A shiver darted through Skip. He still had a hard time accepting how easily his daughter had taken to him. Twelve years she’d been under someone else’s care. His own flesh and blood. What an idiot he’d been to allow such a precious commodity to be handed over to strangers. What had he been thinking to listen to his father’s rants about one-in-a-million chances and how Skip needed to stop feeling sorry for something that wasn’t his fault?

      Except it had been his fault. He’d been nineteen, Addie only seventeen when he’d gotten her pregnant that Christmas. Much as he hated the truth, he had forfeited his child for a mere chance. He could push the blame onto his father until the cows came home, but the fact was, at the end of the day, he’d made the choice.

      If he could erase the past, if he could just begin again, give Becky a new childhood, one with him and possibly Addie…

      All the ifs in the world won’t change a damn thing, Skip.

      “Dad?” She thundered up the stairs.

      “In here, Bean,” he called. He started the nickname within days of seeing her for the first time, a tall, gangly girl with his dark hair and long, narrow feet.

      She flung around the doorjamb, her cheeks flushed. “I met the neighbors across the road. Ms. Malloy and her girl, Michaela.”

      Ah, hell. Skip crossed the room. “Becky, next time let me know before you leave the property, okay?”

      “Why? Is there something wrong with them?” She cut a glance toward the window.

      “No.” Only thirteen years of abandonment by him. “We live in the country and I’d rather you didn’t go somewhere without telling me.” He