The King. Tiffany Reisz

contact information. A nurse called St. Ignatius, and St. Ignatius called me.”

      “How did you find me today?”

      “You don’t exactly fly under the radar, Kingsley.”

      Kingsley shrugged, tried and failed to laugh.

      “It’s not fair, you know. I couldn’t open my eyes that day in the hospital. You saw me last year. I haven’t seen you in...too long.”

      “I was in Rome, in India. I’m not sure I want to know where you’ve been.”

      “You don’t.”

      “What are you doing with yourself these days?”

      Kingsley shrugged, sighed, raised his hands. “I own a strip club. Don’t judge me. It’s very lucrative.”

      “I judge not,” Søren said. “Anything else? Job? Girlfriend? Wife? Boyfriend?”

      “No job. I’m retired. No wife. But Blaise is around here somewhere. She’s the girlfriend. Sort of. And you?”

      “No girlfriend,” Søren said. “And no wife, either.”

      “You bastard,” he said, shaking his head. “A fucking Jesuit priest.”

      “Actually, a nonfucking Jesuit priest. They haven’t rescinded the vows of celibacy yet.”

      “How inconsiderate of them.”

      Kingsley tried to smile at Søren, but he couldn’t. Not yet.

      “Celibacy.” Kingsley pronounced the word like a curse. It was a curse. “I thought you were a sadist. When did you become a masochist?”

      “Is that a rhetorical question or are you looking for the exact date of my ordination? I’m a priest. Once you’re firmly convinced that God exists, it’s not that great a leap to ask him for a job.”

      Kingsley stood up and walked to the window. Outside, Manhattan had awoken and stirred to life. He had CEOs and Nobel Prize winners and heiresses as his neighbors here on Riverside Drive. They were the men and women who owned the city. And yet the only person in the entire borough who meant anything to him sat on his sofa in the music room and didn’t have a cent to his name. Søren once had a cent to his name. A few billion cents to his name. And he’d given every last one of them to Kingsley.

      “Why are you here?” Kingsley finally asked the question of the night.

      “You might regret asking that.”

      “I do already. I’m guessing this is more than a friendly reunion? And I’m guessing you aren’t here to pick things up where we left off?”

      “Would you really want to?”

      “Yes.” Kingsley answered without hesitation. It didn’t seem to be the answer Søren expected.

      “Kingsley...” Søren stood and joined him by the window. Dawn had come to Manhattan. If dawn knew what she was doing, she’d take the next bus back out of town.

      “Don’t say my name like that, like I’m a child who said something foolish. I’m allowed to want you. Still. Always.”

      “I thought you would hate me.”

      “I did. I do hate you. But I don’t... How can I truly hate the one person who knows me?” Kingsley studied Søren out of the corner of his eye and ached to touch Søren’s face, his lips. Not even the collar could stem the tide of Kingsley’s desire. Not even all the pain and the years between them.

      “Do you remember that night we were in the hermitage and—”

      “I remember all our nights,” Kingsley whispered.

      Søren closed his eyes as if Kingsley’s words hurt him. Kingsley hoped they had.

      “It was a night we talked about others. We were wondering if there were others like us out there somewhere.”

      “I remember,” Kingsley said. And as soon as Søren conjured the memory, Kingsley was a teenager again. He stretched out on the cot on his back, naked, the sheets pulled to his stomach. Søren lay next to him. Kingsley could feel the heat of Søren’s skin against his. No matter how many times they touched, it always surprised him how warm Søren was. He expected his skin to be cold, as cold as his heart. Kingsley’s thighs burned. Søren had whipped him with a leather belt, then they’d made love on the cot. He knew it was teenage romantic foolishness to consider the sort of sex they had “making love,” but he needed to believe that’s what it had been—to both of them. He needed to think it had been more than mere fucking.

      “Do you remember what you said to me?” Søren asked. “You said you would find all of our kind and lay them at my feet.”

      “And you said you didn’t need hundreds. But...” Kingsley raised both hands as if he could conjure the memory between his palms and look into it like a crystal ball. “One girl.”

      “‘A girl would be nice,’ I said.”

      Kingsley laughed. “We were trapped in an all-boys’ school. ‘A girl would be nice’ might have been a radical underestimation of how much we wanted to fuck a girl for a change.”

      “I didn’t want you to think you weren’t enough for me. You know I’m—”

      “I know,” Kingsley said.

      Kingsley knew Søren wasn’t like him. For Kingsley, sex was sex, and he had it when he wanted with whomever he wanted. Male or female or anything in between was simply a question of strategy. Søren had told him once he considered himself straight, that Kingsley was the sole exception to the rule. “That girl we dreamed of—I wanted black hair and green eyes. But you wanted green hair and black eyes? I assume you mean the irises would be black, not that you planned on punching her in the face.”

      “I’m not that much of a sadist.” Søren smiled, and the world turned to morning from the force of that smile. Had Kingsley ever seen him smile like that? “And this girl of ours, she would be wilder than both of us together.”

      “We dreamed beautiful dreams, didn’t we? But a girl like that? Impossible dream.”

      Kingsley had once dreamed he and Søren would spend their lives together. They’d travel the world, see it all, wake up together, sleep together and fuck on every continent.

      “Nothing is impossible,” Søren said.

      “What do you mean?”

      Søren turned his eyes from the sun and gazed directly at Kingsley.

      “Kingsley,” Søren began and paused. Whatever words would come next, Kingsley felt certain his world would never be the same again once they were spoken.

      “What is it?”

      “I found her.”

       5

      KINGSLEY COULDN’T SPEAK at first. What was there to say to that? What do you say to an otherwise reasonable person who suddenly looks at you and says he saw a unicorn on the side of the road or met Saint Peter while out for a walk?

      “You found her. You’re certain?”

      “I have never been more certain of anything in my life. And that includes my call to the priesthood. It’s her. Black hair and green eyes. Green hair and black eyes.”

      “That’s not possible.”

      “Her eyes change color in the light. Green to black and back again. When I first saw her, she had streaked green dye through her black hair. She’s violent and foul-mouthed, and she told me I was an idiot. Not only did she say that to me, it was the first thing she said to me.”

      “Wild, is she?”

      “I’d