The Selection series 1-3. Кира Касс

saw a number of them lining up outside the room just before the monstrous doors were closed, bolted, and secured with bars.

      “They’re inside the walls, Majesty, but we’re holding them back. The ladies should leave, but we’re so close to the door—”

      “Understood, Markson,” the king replied, cutting off the sentence.

      It didn’t take more than that for me to comprehend. There were rebels inside the grounds.

      I’d figured it would come. This many guests in the palace, so many preparations going on. Surely someone would miss something somewhere and let our safety slip. And even if there were no easy way in, this would be an excellent time to mount a protest. At its barest of bones, the Selection was kind of disturbing. I was sure the rebels hated it along with everything else about Illéa.

      But whatever their opinion, I wasn’t going down quietly.

      I pushed my chair back so quickly it fell over, and I ran to the closest window to pull down the metal shade. A few other girls who understood how threatened we were did the same.

      It took me only a moment to get the thing down, but locking it into place was a little more difficult. I had just managed to get the latch right when something crashed into the metal plate from outside the palace, sending me screaming backward until I tripped over my fallen chair and tumbled to the ground.

      Maxon appeared immediately.

      “Are you hurt?”

      I did a quick evaluation. I’d probably have a bruise on my hip, and I was scared, but that was the worst of it.

      “No, I’m fine.”

      “To the back of the room. Now!” he ordered as he helped me off the ground. He raced down the hall, snatching up girls who had begun to freeze up in fear and ushering them to the back corner.

      I obeyed, running to the back of the room, toward the clusters of girls huddled together. Some of them were weeping; others were staring into space in shock. Tiny had fainted. The most reassuring sight was King Clarkson talking intently to a guard along the back wall, just far away enough that the girls wouldn’t hear. He had one arm wrapped protectively around the queen, who stood quietly and proudly beside him.

      How many times had she survived attacks now? We got reports that these happened several times a year. That had to be unnerving. The odds were getting slimmer and slimmer for her … and her husband … and her only child. Surely, eventually, the rebels would figure out the right alignment of circumstances to get what they wanted. Yet she stood there, her chin set, her still face wearing a quiet calm.

      I surveyed the girls. Did any of them have the strength it would take to be the queen? Tiny was still unconscious in someone’s arms. Celeste and Bariel were making conversation. I knew what Celeste looked like at ease, and this wasn’t it. Still, compared to the others, she hid her emotions well. Others were near hysterics, whimpering on their knees. Some had mentally shut down, blocking out the entire ordeal. Their faces were blank, and they absently wrung their hands, waiting for it to end.

      Marlee was crying a little, but not so much that she looked like a wreck. I grabbed her arm and pulled her upright.

      “Dry your eyes and stand up straight,” I barked into her ear.

      “What?” she squeaked.

      “Trust me, do it.”

      Marlee wiped her face on the side of her gown and stood up a little taller. She touched her face in several places, checking for smudged makeup, I guessed. Then she turned and looked at me for approval.

      “Good job. Sorry to be so bossy, but trust me on this one, okay?” I felt bad ordering her around in the middle of something so distressing, but she had to look as calm as Queen Amberly. Surely Maxon would want that in his queen, and Marlee had to win.

      Marlee nodded her head. “No, you’re right. I mean, for the time being, everyone is safe. I shouldn’t be so worried.”

      I nodded back to her, though she was most assuredly wrong. Everyone was not safe.

      Guards waited on edge by the massive doors as heavy things were thrown against wall and windows again and again. There wasn’t a clock in here. I had no idea how long this attack was lasting, and that only made me more anxious. How would we know if they got inside? Would it only be once they started banging on the doors? Were they already inside and we just didn’t know it?

      I couldn’t take the worry. I stared at a vase of ornate flowers—none of which I knew the names of—and bit away at one of my perfectly manicured nails. I pretended that those flowers were all that mattered in the world.

      Eventually Maxon came by to check on me, as he had with the others. He stood beside me and stared at the flowers, too. Neither of us really knew what to say.

      “Are you doing all right?” he finally asked.

      “Yes,” I whispered.

      He paused a moment. “You seem unwell.”

      “What will happen to my maids?” I asked, voicing my greatest worry. I knew I was safe. Where were they? What if one of them had been walking down the hall as the rebels made their way in?

      “Your maids?” he asked in a tone that implied I was an idiot.

      “Yes, my maids.” I looked into his eyes, shaming him into acknowledging that only a choice minority of the throngs who lived in the palace were actually being protected. I was on the verge of tears. I didn’t want them to come, and I was breathing rapidly trying to keep my emotions at bay.

      He looked into my eyes and seemed to understand that I was only one step up from being a maid myself. That wasn’t the reason for my worry, but it did seem strange that a lottery was the main difference between someone like Anne and me.

      “They should be hiding by now. The help have their own places to wait. The guards are very good about getting around quickly and alerting everyone. They ought to be fine. We usually have an alarm system, but the last time they came through, the rebels thoroughly dismantled it. They’ve been working on fixing it, but …” Maxon sighed.

      I looked at the floor, trying to quiet all the worries in my head.

      “America,” he begged.

      I turned to Maxon.

      “They’re fine. The rebels were slow, and everyone here knows what to do in an emergency.”

      I nodded. We stood there quietly for a minute, and I could tell he was about to move on.

      “Maxon,” I whispered.

      He turned back, a little surprised to be addressed so casually.

      “About last night. Let me explain. When they came to prep us, to get us ready to come here, there was a man who told me that I was never to turn you down. No matter what you asked for. Not ever.”

      He was dumbfounded. “What?”

      “He made it sound like you might ask for certain things. And you said yourself that you hadn’t been around many women. After eighteen years … and then you sent the cameras away. I just got scared when you got that close to me.”

      Maxon shook his head, trying to process all this. Humiliation, rage, and disbelief all played across his typically even-tempered face.

      “Was everyone told this?” he asked, sounding appalled at the idea.

      “I don’t know. I can’t imagine many girls would need such a warning. They’re probably waiting to pounce on you,” I noted, nodding my head toward the rest of the room.

      He gave a dark chuckle. “But you’re not, so you had absolutely no qualms about kneeing me in the groin, right?”

      “I hit your thigh!”

      “Oh, please. A man doesn’t need that long to recover from a knee to the thigh,” he replied, his voice full of skepticism.