Название | On Malice |
---|---|
Автор произведения | Ken Babstock |
Жанр | Зарубежные стихи |
Серия | |
Издательство | Зарубежные стихи |
Год выпуска | 0 |
isbn | 9781770564015 |
people become through efficiency.
I now am a messed-up twilight.
I now – can I talk? – am a twilight
come early. A man – Yes?
She pulled faces from the various
performances. Aria or folk
embroidery, as might labour in ditches
during no time. You split lip.
You contusion, cannot bear Lord
under circumstance indexed as grievance.
September 21, 1972, Chelyabinsk, altitude at time of incident was 3000 m.
One can get very thin.
One doesn’t read at night. Now
as you are writing there is such a storm,
otherwise the darkness, you understand,
and will remain dark forever.
Have joy in the town. The skeletons are failing
whatsoever occur in your heart. Be it
sin, starvation, clemency or rage.
Be it sin. Animal, burrowed prayer;
one can thin out. Consider doughnuts,
or the rattle and spur-scrape and
first-person oar locks. The town’s joy’s yours.
Flight bound for Christopol from the east. Incident reported at 20:55, September 29, 1973.
It is modern. Couldn’t you have brought
me into the world three
days later? You
could have (the cat is laughing)
pushed me back in again.
It is modern. Who do you prefer?
The banks close as the banks close.
One of me, having been forced out, could
be watched over with no undue
taxing of beneficent – Throw it off.
The rattle again of splintered waste
in orbit; shards, at speed, incredibly cold.
September 30, 1973, approaching Dudinka, altitude 3500 m. Time of incident, 20:22.
Don’t say anything funny. Isn’t that possible?
Isn’t that at all
times what holds one together?
Little fairy tales all at once. Stomach fright.
One never hears about compulsion.
‘Killed’ is a word with a star tied around it.
One can listen all night, they won’t
talk of ‘compulsion.’ Compulsion
is a wind with the unmodern cat
stapled to it. The anus constricts.
Needles of yellow and red light, little
aurora materialis and night eyes of the pig family.
At 19:45, over Gorno-Ataysk. August 1974.
The trees are dense here.
The earth doesn’t have a limit.
And again and again limits and grumbling bring
one to the bank of cheerful things. Say,
everything. Everything does not have.
Everything does not have to have.
Counting neurons in bivalves
helps us think on think, though
won’t ground the plane,
or warm you. The nights decline.
Have you noted this effect, this holding
your kidneys while swaying under a draft vent?
August 3, 1974, at 19:10 (local time) in heavy winds approaching Irkutsk.
Completely out for as long as one
doesn’t see. That all money
removed from this world
can read as simply non limit, or
it can go round again. No
earth. No lost limit. All
the children love their limits
more than their fathers.
Should this shame us again?
I can smell your mind.
I enhance the quotient of suffering
by building pictures of forced concord.
Again in high winds, 18:33, August 1975, altitude unrecorded at time of incident. Inta (tower).
You don’t have to go anymore,
read to me.
You don’t have to go from the world.
Finally, he says, I and everything
have a limit. Count one more day out.
The case has been lost again, and again
the rippling cirrus glows amber-black
to the west. My undeclared cache
of pebbles and desiccated scat,
my Mayan counting machine, my
mai tai, and many-horned hillock.
It is, I’m afraid, a symbol, dear rubble.
1975. Komsamotsk on Amur. Incident between 3500 m and 3800 m, during descent.
I am practising dead songs and
then they will be printed and
we’ll get Heaven – get money.
When it eats, the soul is of no interest to me.
What is in it, ice? While what
happened to soft difference in school is horrible,
it wants to eat. There will be no shaking
the thorns from the stem. There
will be no clarification.
The ballooning complex left
it a shambles. Security. Think of a weaving
barn. Think of a good reason not to quit listening.
August 15, 1976, 17:55, aircraft approaching Krasnokamansk. Altitude unreported.
Suppose the weirdest bed is between
Heaven and Earth, and school
roams days between
ice and practising songs.
We’ll be of no interest
to the dead. Whether the dead Lord