Anime Impact. Chris Stuckmann

and still come away thinking: If only I had Kaneda’s bike. If only I had Tetsuo’s powers. What could I do? What could I be?

      Coming back around to the original question—“Why Akira?”—is it simply the appeal of wish fulfillment? Maybe in part, but not wholly, I think. Because Akira also subverts wish fulfillment. It says, “Sure, you can have super powers, kid, but don’t get cocky, cause you’re only gonna end up squishing your girlfriend into pink goo.” (R.I.P., Kaori: that really was a lovely skirt.) Maybe that’s part of Akira’s appeal, too. It’s honest enough to admit that being The One isn’t all black leather and bullet time. It means pain. It means responsibility and consequence. That’s right, teens of today: there’s no escaping the fact.

      But it doesn’t necessarily mean compromise of identity. Later in life, you’ll still be you. And if “you” ends up a disembodied universe, that just means you’re gonna live forever, kid. Not a bad way to go.

      John Rodriguez is a personal trainer whose devotion to physical fitness is exceeded only by his fervor for all things film and literature. John is currently finishing his first novel—a fantasy that’s sparked fantasies of a challenging new career.

       1988 • Grave of the Fireflies

      Hotaru no Haka

      — Robert Walker —

      Grave of the Fireflies opens with its two leads—children—starving to death. And it’s all downhill from there. As a film, it demands not so much to be watched, but experienced. Just what that experience is I cannot say. Words fail me even years later. In the absence of anything better, I can only cough up one word: devastating.

      The inherent power of the film only intensifies when one realizes it’s based on the semi-autobiographical account of its author, Akiyuki Nosaka. Written in 1967, it chronicles a similar story of an orphaned boy in wartime Japan who takes charge of his younger sister. In it, she dies, and he soon follows. In reality, Nosaka survived, and the story was written as a way to work through his survivor’s guilt. In the film’s opening sequence, a destitute boy passes out in a train station. Onlookers, already weary of the imminent arrival of American forces after the nation’s surrender, pass him by with disgust. The boy’s radiant spirit then rises from his body, looking nothing like the emaciated husk lying in a heap on the concrete. The spirit spots that of a young girl, his sister. The two ghosts then disappear happily into a field of glowing fireflies.

      Set in the final months of World War II, Grave of the Fireflies follows fourteen-year-old Seita and his four-year-old sister Setsuko. Their mother suffers from a heart condition, and their father is a Captain in the Imperial Navy—though he hasn’t written back in sometime. When an American air raid unleashes fiery hell upon the city, their mother orders them to run, knowing full well she can’t.

      She dies.

      Horrifically.

      It’s this scene, where the children stumble upon the bandaged, bloodied, burned body of their mother, that sends the most chills to the heart. The camera lingers. No shying away. And in this moment, their doom is set.

      From that point on, Seita takes it upon himself to watch over his younger sister. With the city in ruins, he carries her on his back to his aunt’s home. The aunt agrees they can stay. At first, all seems well. Seita returns with some of his mother’s belongings, and gives them to their aunt. All save for a tin of fruit drops, which he gives to Setsuko—a now infamous recurring image in the film. As the weeks slip by, though, Japan’s wartime effort continues to deteriorate, taking the economy down with it. Food is rationed. The aunt now has her own daughter and a niece and nephew to feed. Tensions rise. His aunt accuses Seita of being a good for nothing freeloader. Then she sells his mother’s belonging for rations. Too emotionally attached, Seita comes to blows with his aunt. He decides to run off with Setsuko.

      From there, they live a seemingly idyllic life in an old bomb shelter near the woods. For a time, they seem happy. And its these rare moments of joy that catch the viewer off guard. Much like James Cameron’s Titanic, we know what must inevitably happen. But it’s a testament to Isao Takahata’s direction that it sometimes slips into the background.

      Sadly, grim portents foreshadow what’s to come. To light their shelter, Seita lets in a swarm of fireflies. The next morning, Setsuko cries out that they’re all dead. Horrified, she buries them in a grave and asks with childlike naiveté, “Why do fireflies have to die? Why did mother have to die?”

      Slowly, the pair’s wilderness adventure becomes a battle for survival. They run out of rice. Seita goes so far as to steal food. As Setsuko wastes away, Seita takes her to a doctor, who can only recommend she eat. Finally, not long after, he realizes in abject terror that she’s been sucking on marbles while he’s gone—thinking, in her hallucinogenic state, that they are the fruit drops from the little tin. He rushes to the bank to withdraw what little money his mother had left, and returns with supplies. Perhaps. We, the audience, can only beg. Perhaps—?

      But we’ve all seen the ending.

      What saves Grave of the Fireflies from rote sentimentality is its unflinching view of the frail human condition. People make mistakes, especially in situations of high stress. The aunt receives the blunt force of this view. She all but pushes them out by making them feel most unwelcome. Her insistence that fourteen-year-old Seita enlist smacks of unreasonable expectations. In 1945, he’d still be a year short to serve. And even if he could, it would be a virtual death sentence.

      More ambiguous is her demand that Seita get a job. Possible? Perhaps. Likely in that crumbling economy? Questionable. The movie makes a wise decision not to answer that question with any certainty. Did Seita truly look? Or, as the privileged boy who lost everything, did he not want to suffer the indignity of doing factory grunt work? He idolizes his father as a military hero—an officer!—and one wonders if he thought such a move was beneath him. For Seita, lowering himself becomes an admission of defeat. His life stolen from him, he seems hell-bent to reclaim it on his own terms.

      As social commentary, the whole movie plays like a condemnation of the Japanese concept of “saving face.” Ever enshrining the Confucian concepts of family and honor, the whole system crumbles when faced with the reality of a disastrous war. Honor becomes a liability. Family a burden. Society frays at the edges, and this leads to bad decisions with tragic results. Sure, it’s easy to lay blame on Seita. But who are the adults in the room? The aunt considers it her patriotic duty to sweep these freeloaders out in lieu of her own daughter. The doctor offers advice, but no food or medicine. A farmer beats Seita for stealing. And the onlookers at the train station look upon his frail body with disgust. Simple human revulsion? Or the realization that, having suffered a humiliating defeat, the invaders will now see Japan’s shame on full display in the streets?

      As for Seita—he’s fourteen. Homeless. Motherless. Potentially fatherless. And now saddled with a younger sister to care for. What young teenager is equipped to deal with such a burden? Some may rise to the challenge, but Seita joins the long list of poor souls who just couldn’t cut it. His pride mimics that of any teenager. But it’s also a reflection of his nation’s. And it kills him. His quest for nonconformity makes a mockery of the privilege and freedom enjoyed by the likes of Miyazaki’s fantasy heroine, Kiki. Here, a similar quest for individuality leads to disaster.

      That Miyazaki chose to pass Grave of the Fireflies onto Takahata makes perfect sense. And it was a master stroke. Takahata himself survived the Okayama City bombing as a child, which explains the realism of the harrowing air raid sequence. Asking Miyazaki to direct this film would be like asking Walt Disney to direct The Killing Fields. Grave isn’t without whimsy, but the price is steep.

      The animation reinforces this dichotomy with fire-bombings, shriveled corpses, and heaps of rubble. Yet a sort of magical realism gives it a sense of meaning. Sunsets glisten. Fireflies glow. The shadows of leaves roll across the children’s faces as they sleep in the afternoon haze. The natural world offers a mystical respite from the horrors of war. Unfortunately, like the pied piper, it also takes no prisoners—leading