Essential Novelists - Dinah Craik. August Nemo

I could get, for I have never learned a trade.”

      “Would you like to learn one?”

      He hesitated a minute, as if weighing his speech. “Once I thought I should like to be what my father was.”

      “What was he?”

      “A scholar and a gentleman.”

      This was news, though it did not much surprise me. My father, tanner as he was, and pertinaciously jealous of the dignity of trade, yet held strongly the common-sense doctrine of the advantages of good descent; at least, in degree. For since it is a law of nature, admitting only rare exceptions, that the qualities of the ancestors should be transmitted to the race — the fact seems patent enough, that even allowing equal advantages, a gentleman’s son has more chances of growing up a gentleman than the son of a working man. And though he himself, and his father before him, had both been working men, still, I think, Abel Fletcher never forgot that we originally came of a good stock, and that it pleased him to call me, his only son, after one of our forefathers, not unknown — Phineas Fletcher, who wrote the “Purple Island.”

      Thus it seemed to me, and I doubted not it would to my father, much more reasonable and natural that a boy like John Halifax — in whom from every word he said I detected a mind and breeding above his outward condition — should come of gentle than of boorish blood.

      “Then, perhaps,” I said, resuming the conversation, “you would not like to follow a trade?”

      “Yes, I should. What would it matter to me? My father was a gentleman.”

      “And your mother?”

      And he turned suddenly round; his cheeks hot, his lips quivering: “She is dead. I do not like to hear strangers speak about my mother.”

      I asked his pardon. It was plain he had loved and mourned her; and that circumstances had smothered down his quick boyish feelings into a man’s tenacity of betraying where he had loved and mourned. I, only a few minutes after, said something about wishing we were not “strangers.”

      “Do you?” The lad’s half amazed, half-grateful smile went right to my heart.

      “Have you been up and down the country much?”

      “A great deal — these last three years; doing a hand’s turn as best I could, in hop-picking, apple-gathering, harvesting; only this summer I had typhus fever, and could not work.”

      “What did you do then?”

      “I lay in a barn till I got well — I’m quite well now; you need not be afraid.”

      “No, indeed; I had never thought of that.”

      We soon became quite sociable together. He guided me carefully out of the town into the Abbey walk, flecked with sunshine through overhanging trees. Once he stopped to pick up for me the large brown fan of a horse-chestnut leaf.

      “It’s pretty, isn’t it? — only it shows that autumn is come.”

      “And how shall you live in the winter, when there is no out-of-door work to be had?”

      “I don’t know.”

      The lad’s countenance fell, and that hungry, weary look, which had vanished while we talked, returned more painfully than ever. I reproached myself for having, under the influence of his merry talk, temporarily forgotten it.

      “Ah!” I cried eagerly, when we left the shade of the Abbey trees, and crossed the street; “here we are, at home!”

      “Are you?” The homeless lad just glanced at it — the flight of spotless stone-steps, guarded by ponderous railings, which led to my father’s respectable and handsome door. “Good day, then — which means good-bye.”

      I started. The word pained me. On my sad, lonely life — brief indeed, though ill health seemed to have doubled and trebled my sixteen years into a mournful maturity — this lad’s face had come like a flash of sunshine; a reflection of the merry boyhood, the youth and strength that never were, never could be, mine. To let it go from me was like going back into the dark.

      “Not good-bye just yet!” said I, trying painfully to disengage myself from my little carriage and mount the steps. John Halifax came to my aid.

      “Suppose you let me carry you. I could — and — and it would be great fun, you know.”

      He tried to turn it into a jest, so as not to hurt me; but the tremble in his voice was as tender as any woman’s — tenderer than any woman’s Iever was used to hear. I put my arms round his neck; he lifted me safely and carefully, and set me at my own door. Then with another good-bye he again turned to go.

      My heart cried after him with an irrepressible cry. What I said I do not remember, but it caused him to return.

      “Is there anything more I can do for you, sir?”

      “Don’t call me ‘sir’; I am only a boy like yourself. I want you; don’t go yet. Ah! here comes my father!”

      John Halifax stood aside, and touched his cap with a respectful deference, as the old man passed.

      “So here thee be-hast thou taken care of my son? Did he give thee thy groat, my lad?”

      We had neither of us once thought of the money.

      When I acknowledged this my father laughed, called John an honest lad, and began searching in his pocket for some larger coin. I ventured to draw his ear down and whispered something — but I got no answer; meanwhile, John Halifax for the third time was going away.

      “Stop, lad — I forget thy name — here is thy groat, and a shilling added, for being kind to my son.”

      “Thank you, but I don’t want payment for kindness.”

      He kept the groat, and put back the shilling into my father’s hand.

      “Eh!” said the old man, much astonished, “thee’rt an odd lad; but I can’t stay talking with thee. Come in to dinner, Phineas. I say,” turning back to John Halifax with a sudden thought, “art thee hungry?”

      “Very hungry.” Nature gave way at last, and great tears came into the poor lad’s eyes. “Nearly starving.”

      “Bless me! then get in, and have thy dinner. But first —” and my inexorable father held him by the shoulder; “thee art a decent lad, come of decent parents?”

      “Yes,” almost indignantly.

      “Thee works for thy living?”

      “I do, whenever I can get it.”

      “Thee hast never been in gaol?”

      “No!” thundered out the lad, with a furious look. “I don’t want your dinner, sir; I would have stayed, because your son asked me, and he was civil to me, and I liked him. Now I think I had better go. Good day, sir.”

      There is a verse in a very old Book — even in its human histories the most pathetic of all books — which runs thus:

      “And it came to pass when he had made an end of speaking unto Saul, that the soul of Jonathan was knit unto the soul of David; and Jonathan loved him as his own soul.”

      And this day, I, a poorer and more helpless Jonathan, had found my David.

      I caught him by the hand, and would not let him go.

      “There, get in, lads — make no more ado,” said Abel Fletcher, sharply, as he disappeared.

      So, still holding my David fast, I brought him into my father’s house.

      Chapter 2

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