The Essential Henry David Thoreau (Illustrated Collection of the Thoreau's Greatest Works). Генри Дэвид Торо

keeping the middle of the stream, and when within speaking distance the steersman called out ironically to say, that if we would come alongside now he would take us in tow; but not heeding his taunt, we still loitered in the shade till we had finished our lunch, and when the last boat had disappeared round the point with flapping sail, for the breeze had now sunk to a zephyr, with our own sails set, and plying our oars, we shot rapidly up the stream in pursuit, and as we glided close alongside, while they were vainly invoking Aeolus to their aid, we returned their compliment by proposing, if they would throw us a rope, to "take them in tow," to which these Merrimack sailors had no suitable answer ready. Thus we gradually overtook and passed each boat in succession until we had the river to ourselves again.

      Our course this afternoon was between Manchester and Goffstown.

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      While we float here, far from that tributary stream on whose banks our Friends and kindred dwell, our thoughts, like the stars, come out of their horizon still; for there circulates a finer blood than Lavoisier has discovered the laws of,—the blood, not of kindred merely, but of kindness, whose pulse still beats at any distance and forever.

      True kindness is a pure divine affinity,

       Not founded upon human consanguinity.

       It is a spirit, not a blood relation,

       Superior to family and station.

      After years of vain familiarity, some distant gesture or unconscious behavior, which we remember, speaks to us with more emphasis than the wisest or kindest words. We are sometimes made aware of a kindness long passed, and realize that there have been times when our Friends' thoughts of us were of so pure and lofty a character that they passed over us like the winds of heaven unnoticed; when they treated us not as what we were, but as what we aspired to be. There has just reached us, it may be, the nobleness of some such silent behavior, not to be forgotten, not to be remembered, and we shudder to think how it fell on us cold, though in some true but tardy hour we endeavor to wipe off these scores.

      In my experience, persons, when they are made the subject of conversation, though with a Friend, are commonly the most prosaic and trivial of facts. The universe seems bankrupt as soon as we begin to discuss the character of individuals. Our discourse all runs to slander, and our limits grow narrower as we advance. How is it that we are impelled to treat our old Friends so ill when we obtain new ones? The housekeeper says, I never had any new crockery in my life but I began to break the old. I say, let us speak of mushrooms and forest trees rather. Yet we can sometimes afford to remember them in private.

      Lately, alas, I knew a gentle boy,

       Whose features all were cast in Virtue's mould,

       As one she had designed for Beauty's toy,

       But after manned him for her own strong-hold.

       On every side he open was as day,

       That you might see no lack of strength within,

       For walls and ports do only serve alway

       For a pretence to feebleness and sin.

       Say not that Caesar was victorious,

       With toil and strife who stormed the House of Fame,

       In other sense this youth was glorious,

       Himself a kingdom wheresoe'er he came.

       No strength went out to get him victory,

       When all was income of its own accord;

       For where he went none other was to see,

       But all were parcel of their noble lord.

       He forayed like the subtile haze of summer,

       That stilly shows fresh landscapes to our eyes,

       And revolutions works without a murmur,

       Or rustling of a leaf beneath the skies.

       So was I taken unawares by this,

       I quite forgot my homage to confess;

       Yet now am forced to know, though hard it is,

       I might have loved him had I loved him less.

       Each moment as we nearer drew to each,

       A stern respect withheld us farther yet,

       So that we seemed beyond each other's reach,

       And less acquainted than when first we met.

       We two were one while we did sympathize,

       So could we not the simplest bargain drive;

       And what avails it now that we are wise,

       If absence doth this doubleness contrive?

       Eternity may not the chance repeat,

       But I must tread my single way alone,

       In sad remembrance that we once did meet,

       And know that bliss irrevocably gone.

       The spheres henceforth my elegy shall sing,

       For elegy has other subject none;

       Each strain of music in my ears shall ring

       Knell of departure from that other one.

       Make haste and celebrate my tragedy;

       With fitting strain resound ye woods and fields;

       Sorrow is dearer in such case to me

       Than all the joys other occasion yields.

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      Is't then too late the damage to repair?

       Distance, forsooth, from my weak grasp hath reft

       The empty husk, and clutched the useless tare,

       But in my hands the wheat and kernel left.

       If I but love that virtue which he is,

       Though it be scented in the morning air,

       Still shall we be truest acquaintances,

       Nor mortals know a sympathy more rare.

      Friendship is evanescent in every man's experience, and remembered like heat lightning in past summers. Fair and flitting like a summer cloud;—there is always some vapor in the air, no matter how long the drought; there are even April showers. Surely from time to time, for its vestiges never depart, it floats through our atmosphere. It takes place, like vegetation in so many materials, because there is such a law, but always without permanent form, though ancient and familiar as the sun and moon, and as sure to come again. The heart is forever inexperienced. They silently gather as by magic, these never failing, never quite deceiving visions, like the bright and fleecy clouds in the calmest and clearest days. The Friend is some fair floating isle of palms eluding the mariner in Pacific seas. Many are the dangers to be encountered, equinoctial gales and coral reefs, ere he may sail before the constant trades. But who would not sail through mutiny and storm, even over Atlantic waves, to reach the fabulous retreating shores of some continent man? The imagination still clings to the faintest tradition of

      THE ATLANTIDES.

      The smothered streams of love, which flow

       More bright than Phlegethon, more low,

       Island us ever, like the sea,

       In an Atlantic mystery.

       Our fabled shores none ever reach,

       No mariner has found our beach,

       Scarcely our mirage now is seen,

       And neighboring waves with floating green,

       Yet still the oldest charts contain

       Some dotted outline of our main;

       In ancient times midsummer days

       Unto the western islands' gaze,

       To Teneriffe and the Azores,

       Have shown our faint and cloud-like shores.