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Conversation with Br Michael – v. helpful; Compline

      Holy Hour: Our justification follows in a way from our very injustice, because the Lord Jesus accomplished it through His death, which He suffered most unjustly. Justification was then decided solely through the Redeemer’s inner act, the act of love and atoning and justifying sacrifice.

       23 August

      The Way of the Cross; Lauds; Holy Mass with a homily; Thanksgiving (Rosary); Prime

      Meditation: All the thoughts from the retreat somehow come together in this week’s prayer (11 Post Pent. [Eleventh (Sunday) after Pentecost]).

       Omnipotens sempiterne Deus,

       qui abundantia pietatis Tuae

       et merita supplicum excedis et vota –

       effunde super nos misericordiam Tuam,

       ut dimittas quae conscientia metuit

       et adiicias quod oratio non praesumit

       Per Dominum …⁵

      [Almighty ever-living God,

      who in the abundance of Your kindness surpass the merits

      and the desires of those who entreat You,

      pour out Your mercy upon us

      to pardon what conscience dreads

      and to give what prayer does not dare to ask.

      Through our Lord …]

      [5–8] March 1964 Before the installation ceremony¹

      

       5 March

      Funeral of Fr Dean J. Śliwa RIP in Wieliczka²

      Meditation on death: The reality of Christ’s priesthood emerges out of death in a special way: He stands before the Father as the eternal priest, and we stand before the Father with what we share in Christ’s priesthood.

      Conversation at the Visitation Sisters’

      Conclusion at the Abbey in Tyniec³

       6 March

      Holy Hour; Lauds; Holy Mass; Prime

      Meditation: On the relation ‘priest–shepherd’ in Christ the Lord and in each of us.

      Reading: ‘Der Bischof als Priester und Hirt seiner Diözese’ [The Bishop as the Priest and Shepherd of His Diocese];⁴ Daniélou: Temple [illegible];⁵ Estreicher: [illegible]; [Zarewicz]: Biskupstwo Krakowskie [The Bishopric of Kraków].⁶

      Meditation: On the ways in which my actions are ‘rooted’ in God’s mysteries (preparation for confession).

      The Way of the Cross; Adoration; Office

       7 March

      Holy Mass

      Meditation: ‘Domine Deus, in simplicitate cordis mei laetus obtuli universa; et populum tuum, qui repertus est, vidi cum ingenti gaudio: Deus Israel, custodi hanc voluntatem’ [‘Lord God … in the uprightness of my heart I have freely offered all these things, and now I have seen your people, who are present here, offering freely and joyously to you. O Lord, the God of … Israel, keep forever such purposes’].⁷

      The Way of the Cross; Meditation: Priest and shepherd; Confession; Vespers

      Pilgrimage to the tomb of Bl. Wincenty Kadłubek, Bishop of Kraków

       8 March

      Installation

      31 August – 3 September 1964 Retreat led by Bishop K[azimierz] J[ózef] Kowalski¹

      

       31 August

      Talk: The retreat moves on to focus on the most sacred humanity of Christ (ergo: Mater Eius [that is: His Mother]) = sileant doctores … unus est magister: Christ … recedant creaturae … Tu mihi loquere solus [let the scholars be silent … there is one teacher: Christ … let the creatures depart … Let only You speak to me]. Indeed, I wish for and fervently beg for answers on various matters. Finally: for a ‘kenosis’, that is, for the destruction of self-love as a condition for listening to (in a way, a participatory dialogue in) this retreat.

       1 September

      Matins; Lauds; Prime

      Participation in Holy Mass: with a meditation on the topic of ‘humilis Tuae Crucis Sequela’ [‘humble imitation of Your Cross’] (Bl. Bronisława).²

      Talk: Mission and adoration, or rather the mission to adore God. The foundation for this adoration [is] in the order of creation (creation ex nihilo [out of nothing] and creation ad Deum [towards God]): ‘You are she who is not’;³ and furthermore: the foundation in the order of grace, which is entirely and exclusively ex benevolentia et misericordia Divina [out of God’s benevolence and mercy]. Therefore, man, and even more so the priest/bishop, is ‘doulos’, God’s slave.

      An analysis of the attitude to atheism: Cardinal Mercier’s suggestive statement on Kant: ‘le plus grand malfaiteur du monde contemporain’ [‘the greatest malefactor of the contemporary world’] (since he maintains that the phenomena and noumena do not tell us anything about God). The attitude grounded in Pope Paul VI’s encyclical Ecclesiam suam⁴ (a dialogue with atheism) = atheism and its alternations: statolatry, materialism and the worship of one’s self (idols).

      Talk: The retreat leader called the moment when Plato formulated the term ‘participatio’ (participation) one of the happiest moments of the human mind. With the help of this term, human thought, inspired by the revelation, could reach the reality of God and the mystery of God. For God is the One who gives Himself (the antithesis of the ‘clenched fist’). The retreat leader speaks beautifully about all the material creatures’ participation in being, and how their wealth becomes more and more visible to man – next, the living creatures’ participation in being: vegetation, sensual–affective life, spiritual life – stages, or rather incomparable domains. Even higher there is the supernatural life: grace.

      Now we will move on to the participation that we, priests, have in what is most personal to Christ: in His priesthood. And in an even more complete way in episcopacy: we offer all natural and supernatural concerns of all the members of our dioceses. The retreat leader speaks in an especially beautiful way of how episcopacy should bring about the union of fatherhood and motherhood: the participation of the Divine Heart of Jesus and the Heart of Mary. It finds expression in the care for those who are in the greatest spiritual and corporal need.

      Spiritual reading: (the encyclical Ecclesiam suam)

      Talk: The bishop participates in Christ’s authority. What is at stake is how to use this authority. There is a way of using authority that the Master describes as appropriate for the ‘kings of this