Still the One. Debra Cowan

go to the FBI himself?”

      “He doesn’t have any evidence yet.”

      “Kit—”

      “He told me he snatched Alexander’s computer on the way out of town, that he’s going to get the evidence off of there, but right now he doesn’t have it.”

      “Tony’s parole officer can go after him. Have you contacted that person?”

      “Not yet.”

      “We’ll do that.” Rafe made another note. “The more people looking, the more pressure, the better chance of finding them.”

      “So you’ll help me?” The hope in her voice, her face, latched on to his conscience.

      He knew he should pass this case off, but he couldn’t.

      She’d been his first love. That connection would always be there, always mean something.

      Bottom line—Rafe had never been able to turn his back on her.

      “Please say you’ll help me.” Kit’s voice rasped. “You know how to find people. I don’t. Please, Rafe.”

      Her whispered plea raked up memories of another whisper.

      I can’t marry you. I want a partner, not a master.

      She had always equated his proposal to giving up her independence. Ten years ago, Rafe had been exactly what she didn’t need. Or want. Resentment burned through him as he ran a hand over his face. And yet… Kit needed his help. Their past shouldn’t matter. He wouldn’t let it. “Yes, I’ll help you.”

      Chapter 2

      Relief washed through her, and Kit let out the breath she’d been holding. “Thank you. Where do we start?”

      Something sharp flickered in Rafe’s eyes, and she was painfully reminded of their ending, the last time they’d seen each other. Regret flared, but she squelched it. Breaking things off with him had been best for both of them. She refused, as she had for the last ten years, to second-guess that decision.

      “Start by telling me where Tony might go.”

      “I don’t know. His parents in Davis, maybe.” She could still feel Rafe’s touch on her shoulder, a gentle comfort, yet it branded her skin. She began to pace again, thrusting a hand through her hair.

      He spared her a glance, scribbling notes on a yellow legal pad. “Any place he and Liz might go together?”

      “His apartment, but I already checked it out. No one was there.”

      She couldn’t help staring as Rafe continued jotting notes. The lush eyelashes, the too-straight patrician nose he’d inherited from his white mother. The high cheekbones, dark slash of brows and burnished skin testified to his Choctaw father. Rafe’s blatantly male features were leather dark, lined by confidences she’d never shared, smiles she’d never seen.

      While waiting for him in his office, she’d steeled herself against the old attraction, but she hadn’t been prepared for the actual sight of him. The sleek black hair trimmed military short. The sculpted lips that had once turned her bones to water. Corded neck and biceps bared by the khaki T-shirt that loosely covered his hard, rangy chest. Lean runner’s legs gloved in worn, starched denim. And scuffed tennis shoes.

      “Where’s his apartment?”

      She dragged her gaze from Rafe, resumed her pacing. The movement helped dispel the warmth that had started to creep into her blood.

      She gave him the name and address of a complex on the north edge of Oklahoma City, only a mile from her own house. The warmth of spring clung to him, as well as a mysterious scent that belonged solely to him. Not musky, not woodsy, but something in between.

      Kit’s pulse throbbed heavily, and her throat grew tight. He was still the most beautiful man she’d ever seen. For a moment, her worry over Liz was pushed aside in a sudden surge of emotion—regret, sharp and bitter. Affection, uncertainty.

      Questions tumbled through her mind. What had brought Rafe back to Oklahoma City? Why had he left the Air Force?

      The shock in his face upon seeing her had unnerved her, but not nearly as much as that instantaneous sultry heat in his eyes. Those black, smoldering eyes were now obsidian hard, remote.

      Kit squared her shoulders, trying to push away everything except thoughts of her sister. She became aware that Rafe watched her impersonally, waiting for her to continue.

      “Liz lives with me. She has for the last couple of years, since Tony went to prison.”

      He nodded, making another note.

      Her heart squeezed at his distance. What did she expect? That he would greet her as if she were an old friend? Kit had ruined that when she’d refused to marry him. Rafe’s matter-of-fact announcement that they would marry hadn’t been the first unilateral decision he’d made, but it had been the one to unleash a long-buried panic.

      Since her mom’s death, Kit had made all the decisions in her family with the exception of a few financial ones. Her dad’s work schedule prohibited him from spending much time at home, and Kit had stepped into the void left after her mom’s death, taking care of the house and her sister. At first, she’d thrilled to Rafe’s take-charge attitude, to the fact that she’d found someone willing to shoulder her burden. But when he’d expected her to move east with him so he could attend Navy flight school, just up and leave her father and sister, she’d realized she couldn’t marry someone who made those decisions alone. She wanted to be his partner, not his insignificant other. So she’d said no to him.

      The years had made a noticeable difference in him. He had always been lean, but now there was a whipcord strength in that leanness. A soberness in his eyes and face. A sense of…unpredictability that had Kit’s pulse kicking up a beat. She shoved an unsteady hand through her hair again.

      His cool black gaze urged her on.

      So Rafe was gorgeous. And as remote as a stranger. So what? He was going to help her find Liz. That was what mattered.

      A memory clouded his eyes. For an instant, some of the tension in his face melted away. “You said you were a flight attendant for TransAmerica?”

      “Yes.” On one of their first dates, they’d discussed the fact that Rafe wanted to be a pilot and Kit wanted to be a flight attendant. High with the exhilaration of new love, they’d declared it fate that they’d met and become involved.

      Kit swallowed the sudden lump that rose in her throat.

      His face closed again. “Where did Tony work?”

      “For a major computer manufacturer.” She gave the name. “He developed software for them.”

      “This was his most recent job? The one he started just out of prison?”

      “Yes. I called there yesterday and left a message with the answering service for a friend of his, Mike.”

      “I’ll check that out tomorrow.”

      “I also went down to Davis and spoke with Tony’s parents. They haven’t heard from or seen him.”

      “Could they be lying? Maybe hiding him?”

      “Maybe, but I don’t think so.” Kit realized her hand was in her hair again and lowered her arm. Inhaling deeply, she took in the slight tang of Rafe’s scent. Though quiet and often reserved, there was a steadiness, an intensity about him that filled a room. “They were very upset when I told them what was going on. They haven’t seen Tony since he went to prison—they were too embarrassed and angered by what he did.”

      His gaze narrowed on her long enough to make her skin prickle with an unwelcome heat. Apprehension and a hint of anticipation swirled inside her, emotions that had nothing to do with her sister and everything to do with the man across from her.

      “What