One Night That Changed Everything. Tina Beckett

eyes met hers. Eyes that had been filled with compassion when he’d treated her Hodgkin’s disease were now glittering with annoyance.

      “I brought a peace offering.” She set both the cups of coffee on his desk, spying a matching paper cup off to the side. It was still full, but when she touched the side of it …

      Yep. Icy cold, just as she’d suspected.

      Carrying it into the tiny restroom attached to his office, she dumped the contents into the sink, rinsed out the dregs, then threw the cup into the wastebasket.

      She joined him again, taking her own cup and sliding into one of the twin chairs on the other side of his desk.

      Dr. Mason groaned. Out loud, which made her smile.

      “I’ll drink it, I promise.”

      “You’re right. You will.” She crossed her legs and took a sip of her own coffee. Waiting.

      “Damn it, Hannah. You’re not my mother.”

      No, she wasn’t. But she was grateful for everything he’d done for her, and this was the only way she could think of to return the favor. It was all he’d allow. And, grudgingly or not, he usually let her have her way.

      Right on cue, he picked up the cup and took a sip.

      “Stella told me about Mrs. Brookstone. I’m sorry.”

      He nodded.

      Hannah knew the recommendation not to continue chemotherapy had been an agonizing one for Dr. Mason. He never made those kinds of decisions lightly, which was why he was in here, probably going over each step of his patient’s treatment with a fine-toothed comb, wondering if he could have done something differently.

      “She’s seventy-five, and the cancer had already spread to her lungs by the time her general practitioner diagnosed her.”

      His eyes closed for a second before sending her a glare. “I’ve read the chart.”

      Many times, if she knew him.

      “Yes, you read it. But did you accept it?”

      A muscle worked in his jaw. “I’ll never accept no hope as a diagnosis.”

      Her heart squeezed at the tightness behind the words. She wasn’t saying he should just write the most serious cases off. “That’s what makes you the perfect man for this job.”

      “I sometimes wonder.”

      She set her coffee on the edge of the desk and leaned forward. “You need to cut back on your schedule. Take some time off just for yourself. You’re already on the road to burnout as it is.”

      His brows went up. “I’ve been doing this job for ten years. I think I know my own limitations.”

      “When was the last time you took a vacation?” She held up a hand before he could answer. “A real one. One that doesn’t involve a medical conference or giving some type of lecture.”

      “You mean like the one you’re giving me right now?”

      Her face heated. Okay, so he had her there. “Sorry.”

      He picked up a pen and twirled it, giving her a chance to study him. Dark hair, conservatively cropped, lay thick against his head. Not a hint of grey yet. His broad shoulders were strong and imposing, despite the slight stoop from spending hours bent over operating tables and examining patients. She knew those shoulders led to narrow hips, which were now safely hidden on the other side of the desk.

      The fingers that gripped the pen were long and delicate, nimble enough to separate healthy tissue from diseased. She gulped, remembering the gentle way they’d touched the bare skin of her midriff as he’d drawn a permanent marker across the vulnerable surface in preparation for taking a biopsy of one of her thoracic nodes. The way her abdominal muscles had rippled at the contact. Even through the thin latex gloves, his hands had been warm and reassuring.

      This isn’t what you came back here to do, Hannah.

      She stood, taking another sip of her coffee. “Lecture’s almost over, then. Drink your coffee, Dr. Mason.”

      “Greg.” His head tilted to the side. “How many times do I have to ask?”

      A hundred? A million?

      That crazy hug all those months ago had changed something between them. Had left her with a frightening awareness of his scent, of the solid feel of his body against hers. She was only too eager to keep those memories locked up tight.

      Calling him by his first name might just undo all that hard work, despite the fact that everyone else in the office called him Greg. Most of them would also admit to having a bit of a crush on their handsome employer. Or at least a good dose of hero-worship.

      Some of his patients claimed he was a miracle worker.

      In reality, Dr. Mason was just a man. He even had a pretty big flaw: despite his best efforts, he couldn’t remain completely objective about his patients. And it ate him up from the inside out.

      Mrs. Brookstone was a prime example of that.

      He grieved. Deeply. For each one he lost. Even though he didn’t let others see his pain, she suspected he kept a private scorecard inside his head that recorded those he’d been able to snatch from death’s door … and those he hadn’t.

      “Dr. Mason—”

      His brows went up.

      Okay, she was weak. Stupid. Would probably come to regret doing this very, very soon. But he was hurting right now.

      “Greg,” she corrected, her voice soft. “You can’t save them all.”

      He dropped the pen onto the top of his desk, the sharp ping as it struck the wooden surface as loud as a guillotine strike. Off with her head!

      Why had she said something he was already well aware of?

      “Thank you.”

      His answer didn’t track with what she’d just said. Unless he was being sarcastic.

      But there was nothing in his face to indicate he was. In fact, his eyes met hers for a second or two before moving lower. Her lips tingled, sending an answering heat washing across her face.

      He was not looking where she thought he was.

      To cover up her embarrassment, she said, “What are you thanking me for?”

      He picked up his prescription pad in one hand and his coffee cup in the other then stood. “For bringing me coffee.” His lips curved up at the corners, sending more heat sloshing around her tummy. “And for saying my name.”

      CHAPTER TWO

      THANK you for saying my name.

      Greg rolled his eyes and scrubbed a hand across his head as he wrote up notes from his last patient of the day. What kind of lame comment was that?

      He refused to admit he’d waited with bated breath, wondering if his physician’s assistant would rise to the subtle challenge.

      She had, which had shocked him. At first.

      But hearing his name uttered in those husky tones had washed away his surprise and done a number on his gut. He’d been hounding her to adopt the informality of the rest of the staff for months now, but she’d steadfastly refused.

      Until today.

      And now he wondered if the policy he’d instituted hadn’t been the most idiotic idea known to man.

      She just felt sorry for you, that’s all.

      He slammed the folder shut, hoping to God she’d already left for the day. Unlike the first-name-basis rule, one of his smarter decisions had been to request that the staff leave once they’d finished inputting the last patient of the day, with the