Dancing Backwards. Salley Vickers

      

       Dancing Backwards

      Salley Vickers

      

      FOURTH ESTATE • London

       for Rosie & Co. a birthday book

      For whatever we lose(like a you or a me) it’s always ourselves we find in the sea

      e e cummings

      Table of Contents

       Cover Page

       Title Page

       Dedication

       Epigraph

       First Day

1

       Second Day

2

3

4

5

6

       Third Day

7

8

       9

       10

       11

       12

       13

       14

       15

       Fourth Day

       16

       17

       18

       19

       20

       21

       22

       23

       24

       Fifth Day

       25

       26

       27

       28

       29

       Sixth Day

       30

       Comic Turn

       Also by Salley Vickers

       Copyright

       About the Publisher

      FIRST DAY

       Chock-a-Block: full to capacity or overloaded. If two blocks of a ship’s rigging are so tight together that they cannot be tightened further they are said to be chock-a-block.

       1

      ‘What on earth have I done?’ Violet Hetherington asked herself.

      She was standing in one of several queues in the dock at Southampton. The queues, by now spilling out of the cattle shed marked ‘Departures’, to board the Queen Caroline were long and none were moving. ‘It’s best to get to the docks late,’ her friend Annie had advised. ‘If you get there too early you can grow roots hanging about.’ Annie, married to a diplomat and full of advice, was a seasoned traveller. But on this occasion her advice was mistaken.

      After a while an announcement came through the loudspeakers: there had been a ‘breakdown in the computer system’. In the face of this setback the atmosphere among the waiting passengers darkened. Some attempted patience, some brave souls even tried to rise to jollity but for the most part the mood became rebellious. The world was going to the dogs and they had paid good money—many were inclined to feel through the nose—for this voyage. It might be their last chance for a bit of luxury. That they could not even be got aboard efficiently did not promise well for the rest of the voyage.

      Vi’s own instinct was to turn tail. She felt in her bag for her phone and discovered that it was missing. This was a good deal more annoying than the length of the queues. It confirmed an uneasy sense that the whole idea of this voyage was one of her mistakes. She hated any form of group activity and here she was, thrown to the lions, and entirely of her own doing. And now there was the nuisance of the phone. Either she had left the wretched thing behind or she had lost it at some point on the journey to the port. She couldn’t ring the minicab company to check because the number—along with all her other numbers—was stored in her phone. The very error that her elder son Harry was always counselling her to avoid.

      Behind her in the queue, stood an approachable-looking couple. ‘I’m sorry but, stupidly, I seem to have left my mobile behind. I couldn’t borrow yours to make one call, could I?’