Blood Memory. Greg Iles

run me into the ground. And he doesn’t have that old-man jog, either, you know? He runs.”

      “He’s strong.”

      “I haven’t seen him much lately. He’s apparently out of town a lot.” Michael bends and dips his hand into the pool. “There’s a rumor that he’s buying up most of downtown Natchez.”

      “What?”

      “When the paper mill closed, the real estate market here crashed. But then a front company started buying up downtown by the block. Like it’s boom times again. Word is, the front company is really your grandfather.”

      I can’t fit this into my frame of reference about my grandfather. “Why would he do that? Where’s the profit in it?”

      This time Michael shrugs. “Nobody seems to know. But some people say he has some grand plan to save the city.”

      I shake my head. “He’s always done a lot for the town, but that seems a bit crazy, given the local economy.”

      “Maybe he knows something we don’t.”

      “He always does.”

      We look at each other without speaking. Michael doesn’t feel compelled to fill every silence, as some men do. But then this is his property. I’m the interloper.

      “You know I didn’t finish med school, right?” I say cautiously.

      “I heard.”

      “What did you hear?”

      He replies in a neutral tone, careful to keep any judgment out of his voice. “Depression. Nervous breakdown. The usual.”

      “Nothing else?”

      “Something about an affair with an attending physician. Or a professor, something. He flipped out over you and lost his job, you got booted, something like that. I don’t care much about gossip. Everybody’s got a past.”

      I smile. “Do you?”

      “Sure.” He chuckles softly. “Maybe not as colorful as yours.”

      We both laugh.

      “I had a terrible crush on you in high school,” he says. “I have to tell you that. I didn’t have the nerve to back then. The most beautiful girl at St. Stephen’s … my God.”

      “And now I’m standing in your swimming pool in my underwear. How do I look?”

      He doesn’t answer immediately. I’m surprised by the anxiety I feel about his answer. Why do I care so much what a virtual stranger thinks?

      “You haven’t changed at all,” Michael says.

      “Now I know you’re lying. You should have told me about the crush back then.”

      He shakes his head. “Nah. You only dated jocks or bad boys.”

      “What were you?”

      “The chubby geek. You know that.”

      I don’t insult him by arguing. “You seem to have reinvented yourself.”

      He nods, his eyes reflective. “Sometimes you have to. It’s not easy, either.”

      “You’re married, of course.”

      “Nope. One girlfriend all the way through med school, but we ended up splitting.”

      “You must be the most eligible bachelor in Natchez.”

      Michael expels a lungful of air with obvious frustration. “The local matrons and divorcées certainly treat me that way. It’s a new reality for me.”

      My cell phone rings in my jeans pocket on the side of the pool. I slide over to it on my knees and check the screen. My mother is calling again.

      “Mom?”

      “I’m home now, Cat. Where are you?”

      “Swimming at the Hemmeters’ house.”

      “That’s not the Hemmeters’ house anymore.”

      “I know. I just met Dr. Wells.”

      “Did you? Well, get home and tell me what’s going on.”

      I hang up and look at Michael. “I need to get out.”

      He retrieves a towel from his back porch, hands it to me, then turns away. Walking quickly up the pool steps, I strip off my underwear and dry my skin. Then I put on my outer clothes and wring out my bra and panties to carry home.

      “All covered up again.”

      Michael turns around. “Please feel free to use the pool anytime.”

      “Thanks. I won’t be in town long, though.”

      “That’s too bad. Do you …” As question fades into silence, color rises into his cheeks.

      “What?”

      “Do you have someone in New Orleans?”

      I start to lie, then decide honesty is best. “I really don’t know.”

      He seems to mull this over, then nods with apparent contentment.

      I turn to go, but something makes me turn back to him. “Michael, do you ever have patients who just stop speaking?”

      “Stop speaking altogether? Sure. But all my patients are kids.”

      “That’s why I asked. What causes a child to stop speaking?”

      He bites his bottom lip. “Sometimes they’ve been embarrassed by a parent. Other times it’s anger. We call it voluntary mutism.”

      “What about shock?”

      “Shock? Sure. And trauma. That’s not voluntary, in the strictest sense.”

      “Have you ever seen it last for a year?”

      He thinks about it. “No. Why?”

      “After my father was shot, I stopped speaking for a year.”

      He studies me in silence for several moments. There’s a deep compassion in his eyes. “Did you see anyone about it?”

      “Not as a child, no.”

      “Not even a family doctor?”

      “No. My grandfather was a doctor, you know? Mom said he kept telling her the problem would be self-limiting. Look, I need to run. I hope I see you again sometime.”

      “I do, too.”

      I walk backward for a few steps, give Michael a last smile, then turn and sprint off through the woods. When I am deep into the trees, I stop and look back.

      He’s still staring after me.

       TEN

      My mother is waiting in the kitchen of the slave quarters, sitting at the heart-pine breakfast table. She’s dressed impeccably in a tailored pants suit, but she has dark bags under her eyes, and her auburn hair looks as though she drove all the way from the Gulf Coast with her windows down. She looks older than when I last saw her—a brief lunch in New Orleans four months ago. Still, Gwen Ferry looks closer to forty than fifty-two, which is her true age. Her elder sister, Ann, once had the same gift, but by fifty Ann’s troubled life had stolen the lingering bloom of youth. At one time the two sisters were Natchez royalty, the beautiful teenage daughters of one of the richest men in town. Now only my mother carries what’s left of that banner, occupying the social pinnacle of the town: president of the Garden Club, a deceptively courteous organization that once wielded more power than the mayor and the board of aldermen combined. She also owns and operates an interior design center called Maison DeSalle, which caters to the small coterie