Hooked. Liz Fichera

were so many filling the sky that there didn’t seem to be enough room for the moon.

      “Are you staying home tonight?” I lowered my chin to my knees again. Somewhere in the distance, a coyote howled, and both Labs lifted their snouts from their paws long enough to grumble.

      “Nope.” He stroked the smooth coat of the black Lab next to him. “Just gonna go inside for a quick shower and change.”

      “Where to tonight?”

      “Not sure. There’s a party in the Estrellas—”

      “Take me?” I interrupted, sucking in a breath.

      “No way. You’re too young.” His stock answer. In Trevor’s mind, I was perpetually ten years old.

      “Am not.” I frowned. “I’m sixteen.”

      “Forget it, Fred. You can’t come. This crowd isn’t for you.”

      “What crowd is?”

      “Not this one.”

      “Killjoy.” I lightly punched my fist against his chest. I never went to parties. I never got invited to any either. It was depressing, really. “Will you come home after that?” My tone remained hopeful.

      “I’ll probably head over to Ruth’s. Haven’t seen her in a couple of days.” Ruth was Trevor’s girlfriend. They’d been dating for almost a year, but Ruth lived on the other side of the Rez near Coolidge. Between Trevor’s job and Ruth’s night shifts at the Walmart, they didn’t see each other very often.

      “How about tomorrow?” My eyebrows pulled together as I felt the weekend sinking away. I was probably the only teenager in all of Phoenix who counted down the hours till Monday mornings.

      Trevor’s eyes squinted into the darkness. “Not sure.”

      “Oh.” I swallowed back more disappointment. Home was always way more fun when Trevor was around. The air inside the trailer felt lighter. Mom didn’t snap at everyone as much, probably because Trevor was always making her laugh, knowing exactly when to lift her spirits right before they threatened to nosedive.

      “Don’t worry, Freddy. I’ll be back Sunday. Monday at the latest.”

      With a heavy sigh, I lifted off his shoulder and padded across the carpet to where I’d left my putter and golf ball. I placed the ball about six feet away from the nearest cup. I could barely see the hole, but I gripped the club handle, right hand over left, and pulled back the club just enough before hearing the satisfying plunk inside the cup. I smiled when it hit bottom.

      “Good shot,” Trevor said, standing. “Hey. How’d it go today with Lannon?” Trevor was the first person I’d told about the coach’s offer to join the team, even before Dad. But I hadn’t told Trevor the whole story.

      “He asked me to be on the team,” I said with mock disinterest. “And I accepted.”

      “No kidding?” His teeth glistened in the moonlight. “That’s great. Congrats.”

      “There’s just one catch,” I said as I sank another putt.

      “What?” He laughed. “He didn’t dig your groovilicious golf bag or something?”

      I ignored his jab. “I’m on the team.” I paused, making him wait. “It’s just that I’m officially on the boys’ varsity team.”

      Silence.

      Trevor’s neck pulled back. In the soft glow, I watched the whites of his eyes grow dangerously wide. If he hadn’t been certifiably scary-Indian-looking before, he was now.

      I lowered my gaze, focusing on the ball.

      “Um, Freddy, did you say the boys’ team?”

      “Yep,” I said, popping the p. “Lone Butte doesn’t have a girls’ team.”

      He scratched the side of his head, considering this. “I don’t know, Fredders. A boys’ team? A bunch of spoiled, rich white boys? That doesn’t sound...”

      “What?” I prodded.

      “Normal,” he blurted finally.

      My voice got louder. “Why not?”

      His voice got louder. “Because the boys there ain’t gonna like it.”

      “And why not?”

      He stepped closer, his hands jammed in his front jean pockets. “Because that means you’re taking someone’s spot, someone who’ll think he deserves it more than you.”

      Air sputtered through my lips. “Well, that’s just stupid,” I said. “What’ll it matter, if we win tournaments? The coach told me I was probably the best player on his team.”

      Trevor chuckled as his chin pulled closer to his neck. “Oh, great. He told you that, too? Believe me, Freddy. It’ll matter. It’ll matter to someone.”

      I swallowed hard but said nothing. Till now, I’d never thought that I’d be taking someone else’s spot. I’d thought Coach Lannon had merely created a new one. He was the coach, after all. Couldn’t he do such things?

      “You’re being paranoid,” I said finally.

      “Am I?” His doubtful tone caused a line of goose bumps to fly up my neck. “Just be careful,” he said before turning toward the front door. “You’re gonna need to watch your back. Stick close to the other kids from the Rez when you’re at school, at least at first.”

      “That might be kind of hard. Not to mention freaky.” There were only seven Rez kids in my entire school, four boys and three girls, including me. Kelly Oliver and Yolanda Studi were both seniors. Kelly was the only other person I’d ever heard utter the word college, mostly because she wanted to become a nurse. Yolanda was her cousin and best friend, and I was pretty sure Kelly was the only reason she hadn’t dropped out. Yolanda had a mouth and attitude worse than my mother. Then there were Sam Tracy, Peter Begay, Martin Ellis and Vernon Parker. Vernon was a freshman, skinny and quiet as a saguaro; Martin was a sophomore; and Sam and Peter were my age. Sam was big enough to play football, but he had no desire to be on the Lone Butte team. Like most of my people, there were trust issues with anyone off the Rez that ran so deep I couldn’t begin to understand where the puzzle pieces started and where they ended.

      I’d known these Rez kids my whole life; they were like family, even if we rarely hung out. They all lived miles away from our trailer. But just like family, whenever we bumped into each other, like in the school hallways or sometimes in the cafeteria, our conversations pretty much continued where we’d left off, whether it had been a day, a month or even six months.

      “Just promise me you’ll stick close to them. Will you do that, Fred?” Trevor said again.

      I nodded reluctantly, not because I didn’t love my friends, but because I certainly didn’t need any babysitters. “Turn the light out for me? In the kitchen?”

      “Why?” he said, opening the screen door.

      “I want to make sure I can sink putts with my eyes closed.”

      “You’re possessed.” He chuckled again.

      “Maybe,” I murmured but not loud enough for him to hear.

      I swung my club back just below my waist and waited for the whirling noise of the ball against the plastic rim. It spun around and around before it finally settled in the bottom of the cup.

      I could sink putts all night.

      

1 A Native American ceremonial dance expressing harmony with the Universe.

2 Rez is short for Reservation. It’s what all