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may be others which I less may show;—

      I am not of the plaintive mood, and yet

      I feel an ebb in my philosophy

      And the tide rising in my alter'd eye.

X

      I did remind thee of our own dear lake,

      By the old hall which may be mine no more,

      Leman's is fair; but think not I forsake

      The sweet remembrance of a dearer shore:

      Sad havoc Time must with my memory make

      Ere that or thou can fade these eyes before;

      Though, like all things which I have loved, they are

      Resign'd for ever, or divided far.

XI

      The world is all before me; I but ask

      Of nature that with which she will comply—

      It is but in her summer sun to bask,

      To mingle with the quiet of her sky,

      To see her gentle fare without a mask,

      And never gaze on it with apathy.

      She was my early friend, and now shall be

      My sister—till I look again on thee.

XII

      I can reduce all feelings but this one:

      And that I would not;—for at length I see

      Such scenes as those wherein my life begun.

      The earliest—even the only paths for me—

      Had I but sooner learnt the crowd to shun,

      I had been better than I now can be:

      The passions which have torn me would have slept:

      I had not suffered, and thou hadst not wept.

XIII

      With false ambition what had I to do?

      Little with love, and least of all with fame;

      And yet they came unsought, and with me grew,

      And made me all which they can make—a name.

      Yet this was not the end I did pursue;

      Surely I once beheld a nobler aim.

      But all is over—I am one the more

      To baffled millions which have gone before.

XIV

      And for the future, this world's future may

      From me demand but little of my care;

      I have outlived myself by many a day;

      Having survived so many things that were;

      My years have been no slumber, but the prey

      Of ceaseless vigils; for I had the share

      Of life that might have filled a century,

      Before its fourth in time had passed me by.

XV

      And for the remnant which may be to come

      I am content; and for the past I feel

      Not thankless—for within the crowded sum

      Of struggles, happiness at times would steal,

      And for the present I would not benumb

      My feelings farther.—Nor shall I conceal,

      That with all this I still can look around,

      And worship Nature with a thought profound.

XVI

      For thee my own sweet sister, in thy heart

      I know myself secure, as thou in mine;

      We were and are—I am even as thou art—

      Beings who ne'er each other can resign;

      It is the same, together or apart,

      From life's commencement to its slow decline

      We are entwined—let death come slow or fast,

      The tie which bound the first endures the last!

      AMOUR AT VENICE

      Venice, November 17, 1816.

      "I wrote to you from Verona the other day in my progress hither, which letter I hope you will receive. Some three years ago, or it may be more, I recollect you telling me that you had received a letter from our friend, Sam, dated "On board his gondola." My gondola is, at this present, waiting for me on the canal; but I prefer writing to you in the house, it being autumn—and rather an English autumn than otherwise. It is my intention to remain at Venice during the winter, probably, as it has always been (next to the east) the greenest island of my imagination. It has not disappointed me; though its evident decay would, perhaps, have that effect upon others. But I have been familiar with ruins too long to dislike desolation. Besides, I have fallen in love, which, next to falling into the canal (which would be of no use, as I can swim,) is the best or the worst thing I could do. I have got some extremely good apartments in the house of a "Merchant of Venice," who is a good deal occupied with business, and has a wife in her twenty-second year. Marianna (that is her name) is in her, appearance altogether like an antelope. She has the large, black, oriental eyes, with that peculiar expression in them, which is seen rarely among Europeans—even the Italians—and which many of the Turkish women give themselves by tinging the eyelid—an art not known out of that country, I believe. This expression she has naturally—and something more than this. In short, I cannot describe the effect of this kind of eye—at least upon me. Her features are regular, and rather aquiline—mouth small—skin clear and soft, with a kind of hectic colour—forehead remarkably good; her hair is of the dark gloss, curl, and colour of Lady J–'s; her figure is light and pretty, and she is a famous songstress—scientifically so; her natural voice (in conversation, I mean,) is very sweet; and the naiveté of the Venetian dialect is always pleasing in the mouth of a woman.

      November 23.

      You will perceive that my description, which was proceeding with the minuteness of a passport, has been interrupted for several days. In the meantime.

      December 5.

      Since my former dates, I do not know that I have much to add on the subject, and, luckily, nothing to take away; for I am more pleased than ever with my Venetian, and begin to feel very serious on that point—so much so, that I shall be silent.

      By way of divertisement, I am studying daily, at an Armenian monastery, the Armenian language. I found that my mind wanted something craggy to break upon; and this—as the most difficult thing I could discover here for an amusement—I have chosen, to torture me into attention. It is a rich language, however, and would amply repay any one the trouble of learning it. I try, and shall go on;—but I answer for nothing, least of all for my intentions or my success. There are some very curious MSS. in the monastery, as well as books; translations also from Greek originals, now lost, and from Persian and Syriac, &c.; besides works of their own people. Four years ago the French instituted an Armenian professorship. Twenty pupils presented themselves on Monday morning, full of noble ardour, ingenuous youth, and impregnable industry. They persevered with a courage worthy of the nation and of universal conquest, till Thursday; when fifteen of the twenty succumbed to the six and twentieth letter of the alphabet. It is, to be sure, a Waterloo of an Alphabet—that must be said for them. But it is so like these fellows, to do by it as they did by their sovereigns—abandon both; to parody the old rhymes, "Take a thing and give a thing"—"Take a king and give a king. They are the worst of animals, except their conquerors.

      I hear that that H–n is your neighbour, having a living in Derbyshire. You will find him an excellent hearted fellow, as well as one of the cleverest; a little, perhaps, too much japanned by preferment in the church and the tuition of