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curse her?

      She went away; and, after her own dinner, returned.

      The unhappy lady, by this devil's account of her, then seemed either mortified into meekness, or to have made a resolution not to be provoked by the insults of this cursed creature.

      Sally inquired, in her presence, whether she had eat or drank any thing; and being told by the woman, that she could not prevail upon her to taste a morsel, or drink a drop, she said, this is wrong, Miss Harlowe! Very wrong!—Your religion, I think, should teach you, that starving yourself is self-murder.

      She answered not.

      The wretch owned she was resolved to make her speak.

      She asked if Mabell should attend her, till it were seen what her friends would do for her in discharge of the debt? Mabell, said she, had not yet earned the clothes you were so good as to give her.

      Am I not worthy an answer, Miss Harlowe?

      I would answer you (said the sweet sufferer, without any emotion) if I knew how.

      I have ordered pen, ink, and paper, to be brought you, Miss Harlowe. There they are. I know you love writing. You may write to whom you please. Your friend, Miss Howe, will expect to hear from you.

      I have no friend, said she, I deserve none.

      Rowland, for that's the officer's name, told her, she had friends enow to pay the debt, if she would write.

      She would trouble nobody; she had no friends; was all they could get from her, while Sally staid: but yet spoken with a patience of spirit, as if she enjoyed her griefs.

      The insolent creature went away, ordering them, in the lady's hearing, to be very civil to her, and to let her want for nothing. Now had she, she owned, the triumph of her heart over this haughty beauty, who kept them all at such a distance in their own house!

      What thinkest thou, Lovelace, of this!—This wretch's triumph was over a Clarissa!

      About six in the evening, Rowland's wife pressed her to drink tea. She said, she had rather have a glass of water; for her tongue was ready to cleave to the roof of her mouth.

      The woman brought her a glass, and some bread and butter. She tried to taste the latter; but could not swallow it: but eagerly drank the water; lifting up her eyes in thankfulness for that!!!

      The divine Clarissa, Lovelace,—reduced to rejoice for a cup of cold water!—By whom reduced?

      About nine o'clock she asked if any body were to be her bedfellow.

      Their maid, if she pleased; or, as she was so weak and ill, the girl should sit up with her, if she chose she should.

      She chose to be alone both night and day, she said. But might she not be trusted with the key of the room where she was to lie down; for she should not put off her clothes!

      That, they told her, could not be.

      She was afraid not, she said.—But indeed she would not get away, if she could.

      They told me, that they had but one bed, besides that they lay in themselves, (which they would fain have had her accept of,) and besides that their maid lay in, in a garret, which they called a hole of a garret: and that that one bed was the prisoner's bed; which they made several apologies to me about. I suppose it is shocking enough.

      But the lady would not lie in theirs. Was she not a prisoner? she said —let her have the prisoner's room.

      Yet they owned that she started, when she was conducted thither. But recovering herself, Very well, said she—why should not all be of a piece?—Why should not my wretchedness be complete?

      She found fault, that all the fastenings were on the outside, and none within; and said, she could not trust herself in a room where others could come in at their pleasure, and she not go out. She had not been used to it!!!

      Dear, dear soul!—My tears flow as I write!——Indeed, Lovelace, she had not been used to such treatment.

      They assured her, that it was as much their duty to protect her from other persons' insults, as from escaping herself.

      Then they were people of more honour, she said, than she had been of late used to.

      She asked if they knew Mr. Lovelace?

      No, was their answer.

      Have you heard of him?

      No.

      Well, then, you may be good sort of folks in your way.

      Pause here for a moment, Lovelace!—and reflect—I must.

***

      Again they asked her if they should send any word to her lodgings?

      These are my lodgings now; are they not?—was all her answer.

      She sat up in a chair all night, the back against the door; having, it seems, thrust a piece of a poker through the staples where a bolt had been on the inside.

***

      Next morning Sally and Polly both went to visit her.

      She had begged of Sally, the day before, that she might not see Mrs. Sinclair, nor Dorcas, nor the broken-toothed servant, called William.

      Polly would have ingratiated herself with her; and pretended to be concerned for her misfortunes. But she took no more notice of her than of the other.

      They asked if she had any commands?—If she had, she only need to mention what they were, and she should be obeyed.

      None at all, she said.

      How did she like the people of the house? Were they civil to her?

      Pretty well, considering she had no money to give them.

      Would she accept of any money? they could put it to her account.

      She would contract no debts.

      Had she any money about her?

      She meekly put her hand in her pocket, and pulled out half a guinea, and a little silver. Yes, I have a little.——But here should be fees paid, I believe. Should there not? I have heard of entrance-money to compound for not being stript. But these people are very civil people, I fancy; for they have not offered to take away my clothes.

      They have orders to be civil to you.

      It is very kind.

      But we two will bail you, Miss, if you will go back with us to Mrs. Sinclair's.

      Not for the world!

      Her's are very handsome apartments.

      The fitter for those who own them!

      These are very sad ones.

      The fitter for me!

      You may be happy yet, Miss, if you will.

      I hope I shall.

      If you refuse to eat or drink, we will give bail, and take you with us.

      Then I will try to eat and drink. Any thing but go with you.

      Will you not send to your new lodgings; the people will be frighted.

      So they will, if I send. So they will, if they know where I am.

      But have you no things to send for from thence?

      There is what will pay for their lodgings and trouble: I shall not lessen their security.

      But perhaps letters or messages may be left for you there.

      I have very few friends; and to those I have I will spare the mortification of knowing what has befallen me.

      We are surprised at your indifference, Miss Harlowe! Will you not write to any of your friends?

      No.

      Why,