Gone with the Wind. Volume 1 / Унесенные ветром. Том 1. Маргарет Митчелл

Has he been trifling with you? Has he asked to marry you?”

      “No,” she said shortly.

      “Nor will he,” said Gerald.

      Fury flamed in her, but Gerald waved her quiet with a hand.

      “Hold your tongue, Miss! I had it from John Wilkes this afternoon in the strictest confidence that Ashley's to marry Miss Melanie. It's to be announced tomorrow.”

      Scarlett's hand fell from his arm. So it was true!

      A pain slashed at her heart as savagely as a wild animal's fangs. Through it all, she felt her father's eyes on her, a little pitying, a little annoyed at being faced with a problem for which he knew no answer. He loved Scarlett, but it made him uncomfortable to have her forcing her childish problems on him for a solution. Ellen knew all the answers. Scarlett should have taken her troubles to her.

      “Is it a spectacle you've been making of yourself-of all of us?” he bawled, his voice rising as always in moments of excitement. “Have you been running after a man who's not in love with you, when you could have any of the bucks in the County?”

      Anger and hurt pride drove out some of the pain.

      “I haven't been running after him. It-it just surprised me.”

      “It's lying you are!” said Gerald, and then, peering at her stricken face, he added in a burst of kindliness: “I'm sorry, daughter. But after all, you are nothing but a child and there's lots of other beaux.”

      “Mother was only fifteen when she married you, and I'm sixteen,” said Scarlett, her voice muffled.

      “Your mother was different,” said Gerald. “She was never flighty like you. Now come, daughter, cheer up, and I'll take you to Charleston next week to visit your Aunt Eulalie and, what with all the hullabaloo they are having over there about Fort Sumter, you'll be forgetting about Ashley in a week.”

      “He thinks I'm a child,” thought Scarlett, grief and anger choking utterance, “and he's only got to dangle a new toy and I'll forget my bumps.”

      “Now, don't be jerking your chin at me,” warned Gerald. “If you had any sense you'd have married Stuart or Brent Tarleton long ago. Think it over, daughter. Marry one of the twins and then the plantations will run together and Jim Tarleton and I will build you a fine house, right where they join, in that big pine grove and-”

      “Will you stop treating me like a child!” cried Scarlett. “I don't want to go to Charleston or have a house or marry the twins. I only want-” She caught herself but not in time.

      Gerald's voice was strangely quiet and he spoke slowly as if drawing his words from a store of thought seldom used.

      “It's only Ashley you're wanting, and you'll not be having him. And if he wanted to marry you, 'twould be with misgivings that I'd say Yes, for all the fine friendship that's between me and John Wilkes.” And, seeing her startled look, he continued: “I want my girl to be happy and you wouldn't be happy with him.”

      “Oh, I would! I would!”

      “That you would not, daughter. Only when like marries like can there be any happiness.”

      Scarlett had a sudden treacherous desire to cry out, “But you've been happy, and you and Mother aren't alike,” but she repressed it, fearing that he would box her ears for her impertinence.

      “Our people and the Wilkes are different,” he went on slowly, fumbling for words. “The Wilkes are different from any of our neighbors-different from any family I ever knew. They are queer folk, and it's best that they marry their cousins and keep their queerness to themselves.”

      “Why, Pa, Ashley is not-”

      “Hold your whist, Puss! I said nothing against the lad, for I like him. And when I say queer, it's not crazy I'm meaning. He's not queer like the Calverts who'd gamble everything they have on a horse, or the Tarletons who turn out a drunkard or two in every litter, or the Fontaines who are hot-headed little brutes and after murdering a man for a fancied slight. That kind of queerness is easy to understand, for sure, and but for the grace of God Gerald O'Hara would be having all those faults! And I don't mean that Ashley would run off with another woman, if you were his wife, or beat you. You'd be happier if he did, for at least you'd be understanding that. But he's queer in other ways, and there's no understanding him at all. I like him, but it's neither heads nor tails I can make of most he says. Now, Puss, tell me true, do you understand his folderol about books and poetry and music and oil paintings and such foolishness?”

      “Oh, Pa,” cried Scarlett impatiently, “if I married him, I'd change all that!”

      “Oh, you would, would you now?” said Gerald testily, shooting a sharp look at her. “Then it's little enough you are knowing of any man living, let alone Ashley. No wife has ever changed a husband one whit, and don't you be forgetting that. And as for changing a Wilkes-God's nightgown, daughter! The whole family is that way, and they've always been that way. And probably always will. I tell you they're born queer. Look at the way they go tearing up to New York and Boston to hear operas and see oil paintings. And ordering French and German books by the crate from the Yankees! And there they sit reading and dreaming the dear God knows what, when they'd be better spending their time hunting and playing poker as proper men should.”

      “There's nobody in the County sits a horse better than Ashley,” said Scarlett, furious at the slur of effeminacy flung on Ashley, “nobody except maybe his father. And as for poker, didn't Ashley take two hundred dollars away from you just last week in Jonesboro?”

      “The Calvert boys have been blabbing again,” Gerald said resignedly, “else you'd not be knowing the amount. Ashley can ride with the best and play poker with the best-that's me, Puss! And I'm not denying that when he sets out to drink he can put even the Tarletons under the table. He can do all those things, but his heart's not in it. That's why I say he's queer.”

      Scarlett was silent and her heart sank. She could think of no defense for this last, for she knew Gerald was right. Ashley's heart was in none of the pleasant things he did so well. He was never more than politely interested in any of the things that vitally interested every one else.

      Rightly interpreting her silence, Gerald patted her arm and said triumphantly: “There now, Scarlett! You admit 'tis true. What would you be doing with a husband like Ashley? 'Tis moonstruck they all are, all the Wilkes.” And then, in a wheedling tone: “When I was mentioning the Tarletons the while ago, I wasn't pushing them. They're fine lads, but if it's Cade Calvert you're setting your cap after, why, 'tis the same with me. The Calverts are good folk, all of them, for all the old man marrying a Yankee. And when I'm gone-Whist, darlin', listen to me! I'll leave Tara to you and Cade-”

      “I wouldn't have Cade on a silver tray,” cried Scarlett in fury. “And I wish you'd quit pushing him at me! I don't want Tara or any old plantation. Plantations don't amount to anything when-”

      She was going to say “when you haven't the man you want,” but Gerald, incensed by the cavalier way in which she treated his proffered gift, the thing which, next to Ellen, he loved best in the whole world uttered a roar.

      “Do you stand there, Scarlett O'Hara, and tell me that Tara-that land-doesn't amount to anything?”

      Scarlett nodded obstinately. Her heart was too sore to care whether or not she put her father in a temper.

      “Land is the only thing in the world that amounts to anything,” he shouted, his thick, short arms making wide gestures of indignation, “for 'tis the only thing in this world that lasts, and don't you be forgetting it! 'Tis the only thing worth working for, worth fighting for-worth dying for.”

      “Oh, Pa,” she said disgustedly, “you talk like an Irishman!”

      “Have I ever been ashamed of it? No, 'tis proud I am. And don't be forgetting that you are half Irish, Miss! And to anyone with a drop of Irish blood in them the land they live on is like their mother. 'Tis ashamed of you I am this minute. I offer you the most beautiful land in the world-saving County Meath in the Old Country-and what do you do? You sniff!”

      Gerald