Captive. Aimee Carter

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Название Captive
Автор произведения Aimee Carter
Жанр Учебная литература
Серия MIRA Ink
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the door. “We shouldn’t be—”

      “I am so sick of being told what I should and shouldn’t do,” I murmured. “Everything will be fine. Trust me. Knox agreed to let me stay in here tonight. He’s pretending I’m sleeping in his room, but he’s going to let us have the night together.”

      Benjy’s gaze snapped back to me. “You mean—?”

      I nodded. “I think it’s about time, don’t you?”

      Even though we’d been together for years, finding a moment alone in a group home with thirty-eight other kids hadn’t exactly been easy, and neither of us had wanted it to be rushed. Now that we were both seventeen, I was Lila Hart, and Benjy was my fiancé’s assistant. It was dangerous, but behind closed doors, with Knox willing to cover for us—we would finally have that freedom. I wasn’t wasting it.

      “The wedding’s less than a month away,” I said. “We might not have another chance before then, not like this. And I’ll be damned if I’m marrying Knox without showing you exactly how much I love you.”

      Benjy blinked, looking torn between eagerness and confusion. “Is that why you want to do this? So Knox isn’t—”

      “If he thinks I’m ever letting him touch me no matter how married we are, he’s going to lose his hand,” I said. “I want to do this, Benjy. More than anything. If you don’t, we can wait, but—”

      “I want to.” He sounded breathless, and he pressed his lips together, his eyes locked on mine. “Like you said, more than anything. I love you. I just don’t want Knox to be the reason you’re doing this.”

      “He’s not, and he never will be.” I brushed my lips against his again. “You’re the only reason I need.”

       “Ahem.”

      I sprang apart from Benjy, my heart racing. Knox stood framed in the doorway, his arms crossed and his brow furrowed. “Ever heard of knocking?” I said, glaring at him.

      “Considering it’s my suite, no.” He pushed off the wall and closed the door. “If you keep this up, it’ll only be a matter of time before someone catches you. I won’t be able to protect you then.”

      “So I’ll tell them the truth—sometimes a girl just needs to be kissed instead of slobbered on.” I tucked Benjy’s drawing into the pocket of my dress. “Is the party over already?”

      “No, but I couldn’t very well stay down there while my fiancée was ill upstairs. Speaking of, how do you feel?”

      “Better,” I said, doing my best to look like nothing was bothering me at all. “When are we going?”

      “We are not going anywhere.” Knox moved to his desk and bent down to touch the screen. “I am leaving now.”

      “What? But—”

      “Do you really think I’m going to let you come, after what just happened down there?” said Knox. “You need your rest.”

      “That wasn’t my fault.”

      He straightened. “Fainting aside, you’re having a bad day, and the last thing you need is a long night. The last thing I need is to worry about whether or not you’re holding up all right.”

      “I’m fine,” I insisted. “Knox, please. We’re in this together. You said so yourself—”

      “And right now that means I have to look out for you and your health. You’re exhausted. Your temper’s shorter than it’s ever been. Look at you—you’re practically shaking. You’re a liability, Kitty, and tonight is too important for me to take that kind of risk. I’ll fill you in when I get back, but right now, I need to go.”

      I gaped at him. “You can’t just cut me out like this—”

      “I’m not cutting you out,” he said steadily, but there was an edge of impatience to his voice. “It’s one meeting.”

      “I’ve already missed three because of the speeches.”

      “There will be plenty of others,” said Knox. “And look on the bright side—you’ll have even more time to spend with Benjy.”

      Tempting as it was, staying behind meant missing the entire reason I had agreed to put up with this and people like Minister Bradley in the first place. I would have the rest of the night to be alone with Benjy—right now, I wanted to be a Blackcoat. I wanted to do what I was here to do: be the voice of a rebellion that, if successful, would mean Benjy and I would one day have that cottage by the lake. It would mean never looking over our shoulders again, worried someone might see us and catch on to who I really was. It would mean being Kitty Doe again instead of Lila Hart. It would mean finding myself and being the person Benjy saw when he looked at me. The more meetings I missed, the more excuses Knox would have to dismiss my opinions and push me aside. I was here to fight. Not to be his prop or his mouthpiece. And no matter how much he insisted I wasn’t, everything he had done that evening had said otherwise.

      I cast a frustrated look at Benjy, and he slipped his hand into mine, giving it a reassuring squeeze.

      “It’s probably better if you relax tonight,” he said. “I think you’ll like this new book I bought the other day. I’ll read some of it to you, if you’d like.”

      “Enjoy some time with your boyfriend, Kitty,” said Knox. “I’ll be back soon enough. If anyone checks on us, tell them I’m in the shower.”

      “Yeah, taking a cold one,” I grumbled. He didn’t rise to the bait, and instead he disappeared into his closet and up through the secret passageway that lay behind it. He’d shown it to me one of my first nights in Somerset, and it was the only safe way we had of leaving the property undetected.

      As soon as he shut the door, I stood. “I’m going after him,” I said, tugging down the hem of my dress. Not the outfit I would have chosen, but I didn’t have time to change. “Cover for me.”

      Benjy stood as well, reaching out as if to stop me. “Kitty, you heard him—”

      I twisted away from his grip. “If it wasn’t for him, we’d have this by now.” I gestured to the napkin sticking out of my dress pocket. “We wouldn’t have to worry about the Harts or the wedding or fireworks driving me crazy. We’d be happy, and we’d never have to think about this nightmare again. Instead, Knox asked me to stay, and I did. Not for him, not for Lila, not for the parties or the jewelry or the private planes, but because of this.” I jabbed my finger toward the closet. “If I’m not there, then what’s the point of doing any of this anymore? I’m not his property, and he doesn’t control me. I’m not letting him leave me behind.”

      Benjy sighed, but at least he didn’t argue. “Then I’ll go with you.”

      “Someone has to stay behind and make sure no one finds out we’re gone,” I said. He opened his mouth to protest, but I cut him off. “Please, Benjy. It’ll be safer if it’s just me anyway.”

      He gritted his teeth, and a muscle in his jaw twitched. “Okay. Just—be careful. And here, take this.”

      He shrugged off his suit jacket and draped it over my shoulders. I slipped my arms inside the sleeves, the fabric warm from his body. “Thanks,” I said, softening. “Make sure no one discovers we’re gone, all right?”

      “I’m sure I’ll figure something out,” said Benjy, scowling. I stood on my tiptoes and kissed him.

      “I love you. When I get back, I’m yours for the rest of the night. Okay?”

      He nodded, and without giving him another chance to talk me out of it, I stepped inside the closet. Knox may have thought he owned Lila, but I wasn’t her. Tonight, I was Kitty Doe again, and I wasn’t going down without a fight.