The Doctors' Baby. Marion Lennox

she didn’t mind that her much-needed solitude was shared with Jonas, and it didn’t seem less peaceful because he was with her. He bought them fish and chips and soda water—‘I’d prefer wine but with your workload I’m guessing you’d refuse’—and then settled beside her. Then he let her alone with her thoughts.

      Like Em, he seemed content to munch his fish and chips, and stare out to where the moon was just starting to glimmer over the horizon. Somehow, though, he seemed to gaze inward just the same.

      So she was left with her thoughts. It was the most beautiful place, Em thought. Charlie had loved this beach.

      And Charlie’s death was suddenly very, very real.

      ‘You loved him very much,’ Jonas said after a while, and Em looked down as his hand moved across to gently cover hers. It wasn’t an attempt at intimacy, though. It was a gesture of comfort—nothing more—and it warmed her more than she could say.

      There was nothing between them but the truth. ‘Yes,’ she agreed simply. ‘Since Grandpa died we’ve been even closer. Charlie’s always been my best friend, and after Grandpa died he was all I’ve had.’

      ‘When did your parents die?’

      ‘When I was tiny. They died like Robby’s parents. In a car crash.’

      ‘And that’s why you feel so strongly about Robby?’

      The idea startled her. She hadn’t seen it like that but now, looking at it dispassionately, she realised maybe he was right.

      ‘I guess so.’

      ‘Except he doesn’t have a Grandpa and a Charlie to love him.’

      ‘Maybe I was lucky.’

      ‘So it seems.’ Jonas stirred and poured himself out more soda water. ‘I wish I’d known them.’

      And suddenly she wished that he’d known them, too. Her two lovely old men.

      ‘They were amazing,’ she told him. Her tired grey eyes creased into a smile of memory. ‘They were a machiavellian pair of old devils, they got into every mischief they possibly could, but they brought me up so well.’

      ‘I can see that.’

      It was a compliment, direct and to the point, and its simplicity made Em flush. ‘I didn’t mean…’

      ‘I know you didn’t,’ he said softly. ‘If you had, I wouldn’t have said it.’

      She looked down at him for a long, long moment. He was lying full length on the sand as he sipped his soda water. His hand was still on hers and his big body seemed to go on for ever. He was lazily watching the moon as it slid silently up over the horizon—a thing worth watching—but, by watching it and not her, he made her feel apart from him. As if she still had her solitude yet she wasn’t alone.

      It was an impossible feeling to describe. Apart, and yet not. Warmed? Warmer than she’d felt for years.

      Just…not so alone.

      This man was only here for a month, she told herself, shaken more than she cared to admit by the feelings she was experiencing. She was here for life, and he was here for such a short time. And then she’d be alone again…

      ‘Why did you come to practise in Bay Beach?’ he asked, and she started. It was as if he’d read her thoughts.

      ‘There was never a choice.’

      ‘Because Grandpa and Charlie were here?’

      ‘That, and the fact that I love Bay Beach.’

      ‘I can’t imagine there’s much of a social life in Bay Beach?’ His statement was a question.

      ‘No, but that’s easy.’ She grinned. ‘As sole doctor, I don’t have time for a social life.’

      ‘You do now,’ he told her easily. ‘While I’m here you can have some free time.’

      ‘Maybe I need to pick up a boyfriend, then,’ she said, trying to keep it light. ‘For a month. It seems a bit hard on the bloke, though. After a month I go back to being general medico and dogsbody and he’d get what was left over. Which wouldn’t be very much at all.’

      And then, at the end of her sentence, the lightness faded and she couldn’t quite keep the bitterness out of her voice. Jonas heard it as she knew he must.

      ‘You resent it?’

      ‘No.’ She shook her head, and her braid swung with decision. ‘I don’t. At least, I normally don’t. It’s only sometimes…’

      ‘Like today?’

      ‘Like today,’ she agreed. ‘I told Claire Fraine to go to Blairglen two weeks before her baby was due. She refused—she said it was stupid as her babies always take ages to come and there’d be plenty of time to get to Blairglen after she went into labour. So what happens? I get to deliver twins in the middle of the night.’ She bit her lip.

      ‘And I almost lost one,’ she admitted. ‘One of the twins wasn’t picked up by Blairglen’s obstetrician—heaven knows why—so we were expecting a single baby, and Thomas came by surprise after his much bigger sister. At only three pounds it was pure chance and the prompt arrival of the flying neonatal service that stopped him dying on me.’

      ‘No wonder you’re exhausted.’

      ‘Yes, and they don’t see,’ she said bitterly, ‘that by taking chances themselves, they put me at risk.’ She shook her head. ‘No. That came out wrong. I’m not suggesting I was at risk.’

      ‘But you were at risk—at risk of breaking your heart over a needlessly dead baby,’ Jonas told her, understanding absolutely. He rose and looked down at her for a long moment, then held out his hands to hers. It was an imperious gesture—he was a man accustomed to getting his own way—and, rather to her own surprise, Em took them. As he gripped her and tugged her to her feet, the feeling of strength communicated itself to her, and it felt strange and warm.

      And…dangerous?

      But he didn’t seem to feel it. ‘I’ve come to a decision. What you need, Dr Mainwaring,’ he told her with all due solemnity, ‘is a paddle in the surf. And I’m just the person to give it to you. Take your sandals off.’

      ‘Yes, sir.’ She was bemused but game.

      ‘And I’ll take my shoes and socks off.’ He grinned and bent down to do just that. ‘Mind, this is no small concession. It’s not every woman I’d take my shoes and socks off for.’

      ‘You know, I guessed that?’

      He looked up at her and his smile widened.

      ‘Of course you did,’ he told her. ‘We’re partners, after all. And a woman needs to know a lot about her partner. Even if it is only a partnership for a month.’

      CHAPTER THREE

      THE paddle was a long one—strolling about half a mile away from the town, walking through the small breakers at the edge of the surf. Magically, Em’s beeper stayed silent. It was as if the town had thrown its worst at her over the past twenty-four hours, and knew its doctor was close to breaking point. She needed this break more desperately than she even guessed herself.

      The moon was completely up now. They should go home. Em should go to bed.

      ‘But Anna never has the children in bed until nine,’ Jonas told her. ‘It’s no use turning up there to talk to her before that. She simply won’t listen. And paddling does the soul just as much good as sleeping.’

      So they walked. Rather to Em’s regret, her hand was released, and they walked side by side, as two friends might have.

      Two good friends.

      It had to be good friends, she thought, because their silences weren’t