A Husband of Her Own. Brenda Novak

in,” Leonard said. “We were only twelve, just out of grade school, and pretty surprised by the whole thing.”

      Josh had been more than surprised; he’d been shocked. And even though he remembered it in slow motion, it had actually happened very fast. Still, he should’ve done something. He’d felt worse when he realized that because of her reputation for being a difficult child, Rebecca was going to get into as much trouble as Buck.

      Shoving away from the table, Josh left Mary and her friends and strode over to the jukebox. If he’d thought he had any chance of getting Mary to leave, he would’ve headed home at that moment. But she loved hanging out at the Honky Tonk, socializing with all her old friends, and generally insisted they stay until well after midnight. Sometimes he wondered if she realized they weren’t in high school anymore.

      He stared down at the songs listed on the jukebox, forcing himself to focus on the titles in an effort to block out the mental picture of how Rebecca had looked after she’d fought Buck. Blouse torn and dirty, nose bleeding and hair mussed, she’d shaken her fist at Buck as the yard duty was dragging them both away, and shouted, “You leave him alone, you hear?”

      There was no one like Rebecca, he decided. No one.

      He glanced over at Mary, and suddenly saw her as rather plain. She liked tailored, conservative clothes, the same kind all her friends wore. Which had suited him just fine—until this moment. Now he wanted her to get a tattoo. Probably because he knew she’d never do it. But, if not that, something to prove she could step out of line and dare to be different, to be an individual, instead of a compilation of all the traits and beliefs that were patently approved by the masses. God, he was dating someone who was completely…homogenized.

      He jammed his hands in his pockets. No, that wasn’t kind or fair. He was only reacting to this day, this moment. Because of Doyle Wilson and his little truce, Rebecca Wells had been tossed back into his orbit, and he hadn’t yet adjusted. After not seeing her for months, other than brushing elbows occasionally on the street, he’d sat in her chair at the salon for half an hour this morning, her breasts at eye level, while she ran her fingers through his hair. And now, here she was at the Honky Tonk, looking like a wet dream. The tattoo was daring, and sexy because it was daring, and made him remember a year ago last summer and wish he could finally have the satisfaction of making love to Rebecca.

      But it was only a competitive thing, a desire to conquer at last. That was all. He wanted to win the one woman who’d gotten away.

      Mary was petite and attractive and nice and…and a good parent to Ricky—although, like tonight, her mother often took care of him. He was a lucky man to have Mary, Josh reminded himself. He knew at least a dozen other guys who’d gladly take his place.

      So why couldn’t he seem to stop staring at Rebecca?

      

      REBECCA HAD BEEN RIGHT to get out. She felt better than she had in months—freer, more light-hearted. The music pounded in her ears, tempting her to move to the rhythm. Her margarita was taking the edge off the tension that had been dragging her down. And it no longer seemed terribly important that she marry and leave town right away. Buddy seemed distant and not likely to come any closer, and Booker was the perfect companion for her mood. He danced, he talked, he laughed; he looked at life simply. Before Delaney and Conner had arrived, she’d told him about Buddy postponing their wedding and he’d given her the same answer he gave for everything. “Tell him to go to hell.”

      Well, tonight Rebecca was telling the whole world to go to hell, and she was having a great time doing it.

      “Let’s dance again,” she said, pulling him to his feet.

      He took a quick sip of his beer before leaving it on the table with Delaney and Conner and letting her lead him onto the dance floor. She could see Josh sitting with Mary and Mary’s friend Candace, along with some guy Delaney didn’t recognize, off to the left. But his presence didn’t bother her. At least, not the way it normally did. His hair looked damn good—she was pretty proud of that. But then, what else was new? Josh always looked good.

      “In case you’re interested, Josh Hill is sitting over there,” she told Booker.

      “Why would I be interested?”

      “It’s been a while since you’ve seen him.”

      He swung her around to take a look. “Hasn’t changed much.”

      “I guess that makes three of us, huh?”

      He chuckled. “Who’s the chick? His wife?”

      “Which one?”

      “The brunette.”

      “That’s Mary. Don’t you recognize her?”

      “Oh, yeah,” he said. “She used to be captain of the cheer squad for your high school, didn’t she?”

      “That’s her. She and Josh have been dating for several months.”

      “He’ll be sorry if he marries her.”

      “Why?”

      “I used to sit on the front row of the bleachers while the cheerleaders were practicing, so I could make a big deal about looking under Mary’s skirt when her stunt partner tossed her into the—”

      “If this is supposed to impress me, you can save your breath,” Rebecca interrupted. “I already know you’re a pervert.”

      “I wasn’t getting any kind of thrill out of it,” he said. “I just liked messing with her. Every few minutes, she’d march over to the fence and rattle off a lecture about school spirit and respect and how I’d never amount to anything.”

      “What would you do?”

      “Shrug and say, ‘You want me and you know it.”’

      “Really?”

      “That drove her nuts.”

      “I’ll bet. So she’s probably thrilled to see you’re back in town, hmm?”

      “I don’t care if she is. She can go to—”

      “I know. She can go to hell. It’s a rather simplistic motto, but effective,” she said.

      He turned and bent her over his arm in a dramatic dip. “Now you’re catching on, babe. What they think can only bother you if you let it.”

      Rebecca certainly liked Booker’s philosophy. She just wasn’t sure he was the best person to emulate. Fortunately Delaney’s presence seemed to check her wilder tendencies. To Delaney, Booker was the big bad wolf. She wasn’t about to let Rebecca become his first little pig. Which was why she wouldn’t leave, even though she was exhausted and Conner was bored stiff.

      “So if Josh is dating Mary, why does he keep looking over here?” Booker asked.

      “What?” Rebecca replied.

      “I want to know why Josh keeps staring at you.”

      “I don’t know. I didn’t realize he was.”

      “Anything ever happen between you two?”

      “A lot’s happened between us.”

      “I mean, did you ever get together, hook up?”

      “No,” she lied, thinking a year ago last summer was such a small exception it wasn’t worth mentioning.

      “Well, he wants you, babe. He wants you bad.”

      Rebecca rolled her eyes and started laughing. “No, he doesn’t. He hates me. I used to put gum in his hair.”

      “I’m just telling you what I see. You don’t have to believe me if you don’t want to.”

      Booker had to be wrong. He was confusing all the bad blood between her and Josh with something else. Or Josh wasn’t staring at her at all. More likely he was staring at Booker. Except for