Bachelor Dad on Her Doorstep. Michelle Douglas

out, his glare not abating in the slightest.

      ‘Excellent.’ She pasted on a smile and made a show of studying her watch. ‘Goodness, is that the time? If you’ll excuse me, gentlemen, it’s time to close the shop. There’s a spa-bath with my name on it waiting for me at the Cascade’s Rest.’

      As she led them to the door, she refused to glance into Connor’s autumn-tinted eyes for even a microsecond.

      When Jaz finally made it to the shelter of her room at the Cascade’s Rest, she didn’t head for the bathroom with its Italian marble, fragrant bath oils and jet-powered spa-bath. She didn’t turn on a single light. She shed her clothes, leaving them where they fell, to slide between the cold cotton sheets of the queen-sized bed. She started to shake. ‘Mum,’ she whispered, ‘I miss you.’ She rolled to her side, pulled her knees to her chest and wrapped her arms around them. ‘Mum, I need you.’

      She prayed for the relief of tears, but she’d forced them back too well earlier in the day and they refused to come now. All she could do was press her face to the pillow and count the minutes as the clock ticked the night away.

      CHAPTER THREE

      JAZ let herself into the bookshop at eight-thirty sharp on Monday morning. She could hear Connor… She cocked her head to one side. She could hear Connor and his men hammering away upstairs already.

      She locked the front door and headed out the back to the kitchenette. After a moment’s hesitation, she cranked open the back door to peer outside. Connor’s van—in fact, two vans—had reversed into the residential parking spaces behind the shop, their rear doors propped wide open. Someone clattered down the wooden stairs above and Jaz ducked back inside.

      Through the window above the sink, she stared at the sign-writing on the side of the nearest van as she filled the jug— ‘Clara Falls Carpentry’. A cheery cartoon character wearing a tool belt grinned and waved.

      A carpenter. Connor?

      Had he painted those signs on the vans?

      He was obviously very successful, but did it make up for turning his back on his art, his talent for drawing and painting?

      There’s nothing wrong with being a carpenter.

      Of course not.

      And Connor had always been good with his hands. A blush stole through her when she remembered exactly how good.

      She jumped when she realised that water overflowed from the now full jug. She turned off the tap and set about making coffee.

      Upstairs the banging continued.

      Ignore it. Get on with your work.

      She had to familiarise herself with the day-today running of the bookshop. Managing a small business wasn’t new to her—she and her good friend Mac ran their own very exclusive tattoo parlour in Sydney. But she’d been relying on the fact that she’d have staff who could run her through the bookshop’s suppliers, explain the accounting and banking procedures… who knew the day-today routine of the bookshop.

      A mini-office—computer, printer and filing cabinet—had been set up in one corner of the stockroom. The computer looked positively ancient. Biting back a sigh, she switched it on and held her breath. She let it out in a whoosh when the computer booted up. So far, so good.

      A glance at her watch told her she had fifteen minutes until she had to open the shop. She slid into the chair, clicked through the files listed on the computer’s hard drive and discovered…

      Nothing.

      Nothing on this old computer seemed to make any sense whatsoever.

      She dragged her hands back through her hair and stared at the screen. Maybe all that insomnia was catching up with her. Maybe something here made sense and she just couldn’t see it.

      Maybe returning to Clara Falls was a seriously bad idea.

      ‘No!’ She leapt out of her chair, smoothed down her hair and gulped down her coffee. She’d open the shop, she’d ring the local employment agency…and she’d sort the computer out later.

      Without giving herself time for any further negative thoughts, she charged through the shop, unlocked the front door and turned the sign to ‘Open’. She flicked through the Yellow Pages, found the page she needed, dialled the number and explained to the very efficient-sounding woman at the other end of the line what she needed.

      ‘I’m afraid we don’t have too many people on our books at the moment,’ the woman explained.

      Jaz stared at the receiver in disbelief. ‘You have to have more than me,’ she said with blunt honesty.

      ‘Yes, well, I’ll see what I can do.’ The woman took Jaz’s details. ‘Hopefully we’ll have found you something by the end of the week.’

      End of the week!

      ‘Uh…thank you,’ Jaz managed.

      The woman hung up. Jaz kept staring at the receiver. She needed staff now. Today. Not perhaps maybe in a week.

      ‘What’s up?’

      The words, barked into the silence, made her start. Connor!

      She slammed the phone back to its cradle, smoothed down her hair. ‘Sorry, I didn’t hear the bell above the door.’

      The lines of his face were grim, his mouth hard and unsmiling. She fancied she could see him wishing himself away from here. Away from her.

      Which was fine. Excellent, actually.

      ‘I asked, what’s up?’

      No way. She wasn’t confiding in him. Not in this lifetime. He wasn’t her knight. He wasn’t even her friend. He was her builder. End of story.

      Derisive laughter sounded through her head. She ignored it.

      He was hot.

      She tried to can that thought as soon as she could.

      ‘Nothing’s up.’

      He wouldn’t challenge her. She could tell he wanted out of here asap. Only a friend would challenge her—someone who cared.

      ‘Liar.’ He said the word softly. The specks of gold in his eyes sparkled.

      She blinked. She swallowed. ‘Is this a social call or is there something I can help you with?’ The words shot out of her, sounding harder than she’d meant them to.

      The golden highlights were abruptly cut off. ‘I just wanted to let you know that your things arrived safely yesterday.’

      ‘I…um… Thank you.’ She moistened her lips, something she found herself doing a lot whenever Connor was around. She couldn’t help it. She only had to look at him for her mouth to go dry. He started to turn away.

      ‘Connor?’

      He turned back, reluctance etched in the line of his shoulders, his neck, his back. Her heart slipped below the level of her belly button. Did he loathe her so much?

      She moistened her lips again. His gaze narrowed in on the action and she kicked herself. If he thought she was being deliberately provocative he’d loathe her all the more.

      She told herself she didn’t care what he thought.

      ‘I’m going to need some of my things. I only brought enough to tide me over for the weekend.’ She shrugged, apologetic.

      Why on earth should she feel apologetic?

      His gaze travelled over her. She wore yesterday’s trousers and Saturday’s blouse. She’d shaken them out and smoothed them the best she could, but it really hadn’t helped freshen them up any.

      Pride forced her chin up. ‘There’s just one suitcase I need.’ It contained enough