Вера. Надежда. Любовь. Повесть. Рассказы. Ирина Косыгина

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Название Вера. Надежда. Любовь. Повесть. Рассказы
Автор произведения Ирина Косыгина
Жанр Современная русская литература
Серия
Издательство Современная русская литература
Год выпуска 0
isbn 9785449017895



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а я не могу ни слова сказать. Но чувствую, что если я сейчас не скажу, то мне конец. Просто конец. И всё! Я напряглась из последних сил и взмолилась: «Господи! Помоги мне!» И тут же закричала: «Батюшка! Я пью, курю! Ненавижу себя за это!» А он как будто ждал этого, подбежал ко мне, перекрестил рот и говорит: «Всё. Больше не будешь». И действительно, это было 19 июля 1997 года, с тех пор я не принимаю ни спиртного, ни сигарет.

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