When the Feast is Finished. Brian Aldiss

      

      BRIAN ALDISS

      With Margaret Aldiss

      When the Feast is Finished

      A memoir of Love and Bereavement

       Copyright

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      This ebook first published in Great Britain by HarperVoyager in 2015

      Copyright © Brian Aldiss 2015

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      Brian Aldiss asserts the moral right to

      be identified as the author of this work.

      A catalogue copy of this book is available from the British Library.

      This novel is entirely a work of fiction. The names, characters and incidents portrayed in it are the work of the author’s imagination. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, events or localities is entirely coincidental.

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      Source ISBN: 978-0-00-748260-3

      Ebook Edition © July 2015 ISBN: 978-0-00-748261-0

      Version: 2015-07-01

       Dedication

       To Alison

       Who made my life habitable

       after the feast was finished –

       with much gratitude

      In loving memory of my wife,

      Margaret Christie Manson Aldisss

       Epigraph

      I cried for madder music and for stronger wine,

      But when the feast is finished and the lamps expire,

      There falls thy shadow, Cynara! the night is thine;

      And I am desolate and sick of an old passion,

      Yea, hungry for the lips of my desire:

      I have been faithful to thee, Cynara! in my fashion.

      ERNEST DOWSON

      Contents

       Cover

       Title Page

       Copyright

       Dedication

       Epigraph

       Introduction

       Chapter I

       Chapter II

       Chapter III

       Chapter IV

      

       Chapter V

      

       Chapter VI

      

       Chapter VII

      

       Chapter VIII

      

       Chapter IX

      

       Chapter X

      

       Chapter XI

      

       Postscript

      

       About the Author

      

       Also by Brian Aldiss

      

       About the Publisher

       Introduction

      We must all be grateful to Brian Aldiss for his courage and determination in writing this fine book about the terminal illness of his wife, Margaret, who claimed she was not ‘important’ enough for such attention. In doing so, he has given us a portrait of a remarkable woman and a remarkable marriage; he has also produced the best day-to-day, personal account of a terminal illness I have ever read.

      Anyone who has worked with the dying will instantly recognise the authenticity of this account, which is particularly valuable to medical professionals in its report of the first-rate hospice care provided by the Sir Michael Sobell House, Oxford. For this reason alone, the book should be read by every hospice worker and all medical and nursing students and practitioners.

      For the general reader, the extraordinary honesty of the book makes it compelling reading. Brian Aldiss is an excellent writer and he writes as life really is: raw, contradictory, repetitive, bright at one moment, unbearable