Catriona. Robert Louis Stevenson

it’s one I must not use myself. Well, there is a publicity—I have shown my face and told my name too often in the beards of my enemies. I must not wonder if both should be known to many that I know not.’

      ‘That you know not in the least, sir,’ said I, ‘nor yet anybody else; but the name I am called, if you care to hear it, is Balfour.’

      ‘It is a good name,’ he replied, civilly; ‘there are many decent folk that use it. And now that I call to mind, there was a young gentleman, your namesake, that marched surgeon in the year ’45 with my battalion.’

      ‘I believe that would be a brother to Balfour of Baith,’ said I, for I was ready for the surgeon now.

      ‘The same, sir,’ said James More. ‘And since I have been fellow-soldier with your kinsman, you must suffer me to grasp your hand.’

      He shook hands with me long and tenderly, beaming on me the while as though he had found a brother.

      ‘Ah!’ says he, ‘these are changed days since your cousin and I heard the balls whistle in our lugs.’

      ‘I think he was a very far-away cousin,’ said I, drily, ‘and I ought to tell you that I never clapped eyes upon the man.’

      ‘Well, well,’ said he, ‘it makes no change. And you—I do not think you were out yourself, sir—I have no clear mind of your face, which is one not probable to be forgotten.’

      ‘In the year you refer to, Mr Macgregor, I was getting skelped in the parish school,’ said I.

      ‘So young!’ cries he. ‘Ah, then, you will never be able to think what this meeting is to me. In the hour of my adversity, and here in the house of my enemy, to meet in with the blood of an old brother-in-arms—it heartens me, Mr Balfour, like the skirling of the Highland pipes! Sir, this is a sad look-back that many of us have to make: some with falling tears. I have lived in my own country like a king; my sword, my mountains, and the faith of my friends and kinsmen sufficed for me. Now I lie in a stinking dungeon; and do you know, Mr Balfour,’ he went on, taking my arm and beginning to lead me about, ‘do you know, sir, that I lack mere necessaries? The malice of my foes has quite sequestered my resources. I lie, as you know, sir, on a trumped-up charge, of which I am as innocent as yourself. They dare not bring me to my trial, and in the meanwhile I am held naked in my prison. I could have wished it was your cousin I had met, or his brother Baith himself. Either would, I know, have been rejoiced to help me; while a comparative stranger like yourself—’

      I would be ashamed to set down all he poured out to me in this beggarly vein, or the very short and grudging answers that I made to him. There were times when I was tempted to stop his mouth with some small change; but whether it was from shame or pride—whether it was for my own sake or Catriona’s—whether it was because I thought him no fit father for his daughter, or because I resented that grossness of immediate falsity that clung about the man himself—the thing was clean beyond me. And I was still being wheedled and preached to, and still being marched to and fro, three steps and a turn, in that small chamber, and had already, by some very short replies, highly incensed, although not finally discouraged, my beggar, when Prestongrange appeared in the doorway and bade me eagerly into his big chamber.

      ‘I have a moment’s engagement,’ said he; ‘and that you may not sit empty-handed I am going to present you to my three braw daughters, of whom perhaps you may have heard, for I think they are more famous than papa. This way.’

      He led me into another long room above, where a dry old lady sat at a frame of embroidery, and the three handsomest young women (I suppose) in Scotland stood together by a window.

      ‘This is my new friend, Mr Balfour,’ said he, presenting me by the arm. ‘David, here is my sister, Miss Grant, who is so good as keep my house for me, and will be very pleased if she can help you. And here,’ says he, turning to the three younger ladies, ‘here are my three braw dauchters. A fair question to ye, Mr Davie: which of the three is the best favoured? And I wager he will never have the impudence to propound honest Alan Ramsay’s answer!’

      Hereupon all three, and the old Miss Grant as well, cried out against this sally, which (as I was acquainted with the verses he referred to) brought shame into my own cheek. It seemed to me a citation unpardonable in a father, and I was amazed that these ladies could laugh even while they reproved, or made believe to.

      Under cover of this mirth, Prestongrange got forth of the chamber, and I was left, like a fish upon dry land, in that very unsuitable society. I could never deny, in looking back upon what followed, that I was eminently stockish; and I must say the ladies were well drilled to have so long a patience with me. The aunt indeed sat close at her embroidery, only looking now and again and smiling; but the misses, and especially the eldest, who was besides the most handsome, paid me a score of attentions which I was very ill able to repay. It was all in vain to tell myself I was a young fellow of some worth as well as a good estate, and had no call to feel abashed before these lasses, the eldest not so much older than myself, and no one of them by any probability half as learned. Reasoning would not change the fact; and there were times when the colour came into my face to think I was shaved that day for the first time.

      The talk going, with all their endeavours, very heavily, the eldest took pity on my awkwardness, sat down to her instrument, of which she was a passed mistress, and entertained me for a while with playing and singing, both in the Scots and in the Italian manners; this put me more at my ease, and being reminded of Alan’s air that he had taught me in the hole near Carriden, I made so bold as to whistle a bar or two, and ask if she knew that.

      She shook her head. ‘I never heard a note of it,’ said she. ‘Whistle it all through. And now once again,’ she added, after I had done so.

      Then she picked it out upon the keyboard, and (to my surprise) instantly enriched the same with well-sounding chords, and sang, as she played, with a very droll expression and broad accent:

      Haenae I got just the lilt of it? Isnae this the tune that ye whustled?

      ‘You see,’ she says, ‘I can do the poetry too, only it won’t rhyme. And then again:

      I am Miss Grant, sib to the Advocate:

      You, I believe, are Dauvit Balfour.

      I told her how much astonished I was by her genius.

      ‘And what do you call the name of it?’ she asked.

      ‘I do not know the real name,’ said Ι. ‘I just call it Alan’s air.’

      She looked at me directly in the face. ‘I shall call it David’s air,’ said she; ‘though if it’s the least like what your namesake of Israel played to Saul I would never wonder that the king got little good by it, for it’s but melancholy music. Your other name I do not like; so if you was ever wishing to hear your tune again you are to ask for it by mine.’

      This was said with a significance that gave my heart a jog. ‘Why that, Miss Grant?’ I asked.

      ‘Why,’ says she, ‘if ever you should come to get hanged, I will set your last dying speech and confession to that tune and sing it.’

      This put it beyond a doubt that she was partly informed of my story and peril. How, or just how much, it was more difficult to guess. It was plain she knew there was something of danger in the name of Alan, and thus warned me to leave it out of reference; and plain she knew that I stood under some criminal suspicion. I judged besides that the harshness of her last speech (which besides she had followed up immediately with a very noisy piece of music) was to put an end to the present conversation. I stood beside her, affecting to listen and admire, but truly whirled away by my own thoughts. I have always found this young lady to be a lover of the mysterious; and certainly this first interview made a mystery that was beyond my plummet. One thing I learned long after, the hours of the Sunday had been well employed, the bank porter had been found and examined, my visit to Charles Stewart was discovered, and the deduction made that I was pretty deep with James and Alan, and most likely in a continued correspondence