Looking In the Distance. Richard Holloway

      

      Richard Holloway was Bishop of Edinburgh and Primus of the Scottish Episcopal Church. A former Gresham Professor of Divinity and Chairman of the Joint Board of the Scottish Arts Council and Scottish Screen, he is a fellow of the Royal Society of Edinburgh. Leaving Alexandria won the PEN/Ackerley Prize and was shortlisted for the Orwell Prize. Holloway has written for many newspapers in Britain, including the Times, Guardian, Observer, Herald and Scotsman. He has also presented many series for the BBC television and radio; his latest book, Waiting for the Last Bus, originated as a five-part series on Radio 4 in 2016.

       Also by Richard Holloway

      Let God Arise (1972) New Vision of Glory (1974) A New Heaven (1979) Beyond Belief (1981) Signs of Glory (1982) The Killing (1984) The Anglican Tradition (ed.) (1984) Paradoxes of Christian Faith and Life (1984) The Sidelong Glance (1985) The Way of the Cross (1986) Seven to Flee, Seven to Follow (1986) Crossfire: Faith and Doubt in an Age of Certainty (1988) The Divine Risk (ed.) (1990) Another Country, Another King (1991) Who Needs Feminism? (ed.) (1991) Anger, Sex, Doubt and Death (1992) The Stranger in the Wings (1994) Churches and How to Survive Them (1994) Behold Your King (1995) Limping Towards the Sunrise (1996) Dancing on the Edge (1997) Godless Morality: Keeping Religion Out of Ethics (1999) Doubts and Loves: What Is Left of Christianity (2001) On Forgiveness: How Can We Forgive the Unforgiveable? (2002) How to Read the Bible (2006) Between the Monster and the Saint: Reflections on the Human Condition (2008) Leaving Alexandria: A Memoir of Faith and Doubt (2012) A Little History of Religion (2016) Waiting for the Last Bus: Reflections on Life and Death (2018)

      This Canons edition published in Great Britain, the USA and Canada in 2019

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      This digital edition first published in 2009 by Canongate Books

      First published in Great Britain in 2004 by Canongate Books Ltd,

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      Copyright © Richard Holloway, 2004

      Afterword © Richard Holloway, 2019

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      ISBN 978 1 78689 393 2

      eISBN 978 1 84767 780 8

       For Jeannie

      Constant companion on the journey

      Contents

       Acknowledgements

       Preface

       I: Looking

       II: Speaking

       III: Listening

       IV: Leaving

       Afterword

       Notes

       Select bibliography

       Acknowledgements

      Whenever I have quoted from Scripture in this book I have used the King James Bible, sometimes called the Authorised Version, though Adam Nicolson tells me it never was authorised. Anyway, after a lifetime of modern translations of the Bible, I have gone back to the King James, for two reasons. There are many Christians who claim to believe that the Bible is a contemporary or living text, a sort of running Web Page from God. I never really believed that, even when I thought I did, but I certainly don’t believe it now; which is why I have used a text that makes no bones about being an obviously archaic document. We are talking about the olden days here, and I think the King James makes that point obviously and without argument. But the other reason is just as important. I continue to think that the Bible, like many ancient myths, goes on bringing great wisdom to the human community, and great beauty as well. I think the splendour of the King James Bible helps to carry both of those truths.

      I would also like to acknowledge my gratitude to Jamie Byng, my enthusiastic publisher, and to Mairi Sutherland, my consistently helpful editor, for all their suggestions. My warm thanks are also due to Ruth Scott for lots of good advice during the crafting of this text; and to Amy Purden for suggesting the Hafiz poem to me that seems to sum up so much of what the book is about.

      RICHARD HOLLOWAY

      EDINBURGH, 2004

       Preface

      Negative Capability: that is when man is capable of being in uncertainties, Mysteries, doubts, without any irritable reaching after fact and reason.

       Letter of John Keats to George and

       Tom Keats (No.45)

      In 1999 I wrote a book called Godless Morality: Keeping Religion out of Ethics. As the title suggests, the book had two aims. I set out to argue against the claim that, without religion, people would soon give up on ethics; that without God there could be no human goodness. And I sketched an outline of what a purely secular or godless ethic would look like. I tried to find good human responses to a number of contemporary ethical challenges. The book was well reviewed in most of the secular newspapers and criticised by most of the religious press. It was praised by some philosophers and attacked by the then Archbishop of Canterbury, George Carey.

      This new book is a companion volume. It attempts to do for human spirituality what Godless Morality tried to do for ethics. Spirituality is a notoriously difficult word to define. The word covers the inner life of human beings, all that is left when you have fed and sheltered them, and that’s just about everything that is important to them. Spirituality, like morality, has been the traditional preserve of religion. Indeed, it has a whole subsection of theology to itself, covering subjects such as prayer, silence and self-discipline. But for many people today religion is no longer a way of life that is possible for them. They may or may not ‘believe’ in God, but they are no longer comfortable in any of the traditional religions. This enormous group of people has been described as ‘the Church alumni association’ or ‘the Church in exile’. However, there is something faintly patronising in those descriptions. For many people in our secular society, religion has never held any attraction for them. They have not left the Church for the simple reason that they were never in it. And they do not cease to be interested in spirituality or the inner life of the human community just because they are not members