Just Try to Stop Me. Gregg Olsen

People would have understood that I’d done what I had to do to save myself and my child.”

      She stopped and pointed to her eyes. “I don’t know if you can see this because no one is helping me shoot this video, but I have a tear coming down right now. People say I don’t have feelings, but they are haters and don’t want to understand. They want to judge. That bitch Kendall Stark and her pal Birdy Waterman are at the top of the list of judgers. None of what happened to Janie would have happened if they didn’t pounce on me for things I didn’t do. I was pushed. I needed out. I needed to tell the world that I was innocent and that people should just back the hell off.”

      She produced a tissue and mopped her eyes. She’d thought of everything.

      “Kara was everything to me,” Brenda said. “They had it all wrong at the trial. They didn’t put on any of the witnesses that could have helped me. My lawyer was a moron. I fell for his idiotic strategy. I fell for him. God, help me. I was stupid and desperate enough to let another man manipulate me. I’ve been used and abused, but no more. Never, ever again. I’m not going to be the girl who just sits back and pretends to be enjoying whatever some moron is doing to me. Not anymore. From now on, I’m the doer. I’m the one with the control. I’m the one controlling the shots. Baby killer? Don’t push me. Don’t even try. You’ll regret the day you ever hurt me because my hate for the world is the armor that protects me. I’m bulletproof. You’ll see.”

      CHAPTER FOURTEEN

      Birdy watched from the sofa where she was reading the front page of the Port Orchard Independent. It was the usual—someone complaining that not enough was being done to repair a downtown restaurant that had burned and remained an eyesore, a listing of some potential names for the mayor’s spot, and a human-interest story about a llama rancher from Olalla. Elan was down the hall in front of the mirror fiddling with his hair.

      “She must be special,” she called out, looking up from the paper.

      The teenager cocked his head and grinned.

      “What do you mean?” he asked.

      Birdy smiled back. “Elan, you’ve been spending more and more time getting ready to go out the door.”

      He stepped out into the hallway, all white teeth and dark wavy hair. Elan wore a light blue T-shirt with some kind of a graphic design, though it was too abstract for Birdy if she’d been asked to describe it later. Which she hoped she never would. Around his neck was a silver chain that he always wore, but it sparkled more and Birdy wondered if he’d actually polished it. He had on dark dyed jeans. On his feet were black boots that made him look even taller than his 5-10 frame. With his mane of dark hair and his dark eyes, he was undeniably a good-looking kid.

      Although, when she thought of it, Birdy could see that the boy had ebbed into a young man in the months since he came to live with her. They were a family, though their connection was fragile at first. The awkwardness of their relationship had dissipated following the disclosure that she was his sister, not his aunt as he’d always believed.

      She’d always be Aunt Birdy, however, which made her very, very happy.

      “Yes, so yeah, I’m kind of seeing someone,” he said. “It isn’t a big deal. You’ve met her already.”

      Birdy folded the thin, little newspaper and set it on the coffee table as Elan stuffed his hands deep into his pockets and slumped into the chair across from her.

      “I have?” she asked, a little surprised. “News to me. Where? When?”

      Elan scraped his fingers through his hair again.

      He must really like her, she thought.

      “That time when you dropped off my lunch, which by the way still ranks as one of the most embarrassing moments ever visited upon a nephew/brother. Like ever.”

      Every now and then Elan would tease her like that. He’d called her Aunt/Sister Birdy a time or two, though mostly Aunt Birdy, thankfully so, the preferred name he offered when speaking to others about her. She didn’t mind. It had been a lot for Birdy, her sister, and Elan to deal with. The woman at the center of the long deception, Birdy’s mother, Natalie, had remained inflexible about rectifying that discrepancy on the family tree.

      He was her grandson and that was that.

      “I thought we agreed to get over that lunch thing,” she said, smiling.

      Elan fiddled with his phone. “Yeah. Sorry. But really, it isn’t just me. Most kids would rather starve than have their mom or aunt or sister come to school with a Tupperware lunch container.”

      The Tupperware was a total mistake. No doubt about that. Nothing said dork like Tupperware.

      “You’re avoiding the question,” she said. “Who’s the girl?”

      “Amber Turner,” he said, looking right into Birdy’s eyes for a flash of recognition.

      “I’m sorry? Who?”

      Elan sighed. “Aunt Birdy, Amber’s the girl that’s one level above me, popularity-wise, but we’ve really been having a good time hanging out. She’s the one that you thought had the cool hair.”

      A flash of recognition came to her.

      “The one with the long, red hair?”

      He smiled. “Yes, that one!”

      “She seemed nice. Pretty too.”

      Elan made a disgusted face. It was exaggerated and meant to poke at something Birdy had told him one time when they walked down to the café at Whiskey Gulch and talked about life, girls, life and girls.

      “As my aunt told me, pretty doesn’t matter,” he said. “Smart does. She’s smart too.”

      Just then Birdy knew she could not love that boy any more if he’d been her own son. He teased her. He listened to her. That meant everything to Birdy.

      “She’s picking me up tonight,” he said. “Going to hang out at the bowling alley. She’s not only smart and pretty, Amber has a car, too.”

      “That makes her a total catch,” Birdy said.

      Elan grinned. “That’s just what I thought.”

      “Bring her in to say hello,” Birdy said.

      Elan shoved his phone into his pocket. “We’re not serious, Aunt Birdy. We’re just hanging out.”

      “Sure, but you took more time on your hair just now than I do before speaking at a forensics convention.”

      Twenty minutes later, Birdy was in the kitchen fiddling with the ancient electric oven that had long threatened to give up the ghost and finally had. She surveyed the element to see if she could make do with it for another week. It had been hit or miss on its thermostat settings so much so that she’d relegated all of her cooking to the microwave. And that work-around had brought more than one disaster at mealtime. The broccoli casserole was a complete failure, though Elan insisted that no matter how she cooked it—microwave or conventional oven—it would have been an epic fail.

      “No one likes broccoli,” he told her. “At least no one I know does.”

      “I do,” she’d answered back. “Do I count?”

      “Yeah, I guess.”

      She heard Amber’s car pull up, and Elan called out good-bye.

      “Don’t be late,” Birdy said. “If you are you’ll have to eat broccoli casserole every night for a week.”

      “That’s cruel and unusual punishment, and you know it,” Elan said as the front door slammed shut.

      Birdy considered bowling cruel and unusual punishment, but it was better than hanging around the mall or even worse, on some remote Kitsap beach doing what teenagers do.

      Alone