Название | Recall Zero |
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Автор произведения | Джек Марс |
Жанр | Политические детективы |
Серия | An Agent Zero Spy Thriller |
Издательство | Политические детективы |
Год выпуска | 2019 |
isbn | 9781094310350 |
At the moment, staring at the whiteboard on the fridge, Sara was worried about the second rule. But then she heard a voice right in her ear that made her worry about the third rule.
“What’s the matter, little girl? Worried about that big scary number under your name?” Tommy laughed like he’d told a great joke. He was nineteen, lanky and bony, with tattoos up both arms. He and his girlfriend Jo shared one of the co-op’s bedrooms. Neither of them worked; Tommy’s parents wired him money every month, more than enough to cover their co-op expenses. The rest they spent on coke.
Tommy thought he was some kind of badass. But he was just a suburban kid on vacation.
Sara turned slowly. The older boy was nearly a whole foot taller, and standing only a few inches away he towered over her. “I think,” she said slowly, “you should take a couple of steps back and get out of my face.”
“Or what?” He grinned maliciously. “You gonna hit me?”
“Of course not. That would be against the rules.” She smiled innocently. “But you know, the other night I took a little video. You and Jo, doing a line off the coffee table.”
A flash of fear crossed Tommy’s face, but he stood his ground. “So? Needle doesn’t care about that.”
“No, you’re right. He doesn’t.” Sara lowered her voice to a whisper. “But Thomas Howell, Esquire, down at Binder & Associates? He might care about that.” She cocked her head to one side. “That’s your dad, isn’t it?”
“How do you…?” Tommy shook his head. “You wouldn’t dare.”
“Maybe not. That’s up to you.” She walked past him, bumping her shoulder roughly against his as she did. “Stop pissing in the sink. That’s gross.” And she headed upstairs.
Sara had left Virginia more than a year earlier as a frightened and naïve fifteen-year-old girl. It was hardly more than a year later, but she’d changed. On the bus between Alexandria and Jacksonville, she’d made two rules for herself. The first was that she was not going to ask anyone for anything, least of all her dad. And she stuck by it. Maya helped her out a bit from time to time, and Sara was grateful—but she never asked for it.
The second rule was that she was not going to take shit from anyone, period. She’d been through too much. She had seen things that she could never talk about. Things that still kept her awake at night. Things that a guy like Tommy could never imagine. She was beyond pettiness, past teenage angst. Past her own past.
Upstairs she pushed open the door to the bedroom that she and Camilla shared. It was set up like a dorm room, two twin beds sitting against opposite walls with a lane between them and a shared nightstand. They had a small vanity and a closet that they split. The roommate in question was still in bed, lying awake on her back and scrolling through social media on her phone.
“Hey,” she said with a yawn as Sara entered. Camilla was eighteen, and thankfully pleasant. She was the first friend Sara had made in Florida; it was her online ad for a roommate at the co-op that had brought Sara there in the first place. They’d gotten along well. In fact, Camilla was teaching her to drive. She’d taught her how to put on mascara and how to pick out clothes that flattered her narrow frame. Sara had picked up a lot of new terms and mannerisms from her. Kind of like a big sister.
Like the kind of big sister that doesn’t abandon you with a man you can’t stand.
“Hey yourself. Get out of bed, it’s almost ten.” Sara grabbed her purse from the nightstand and made sure she had everything she’d need.
“I had a late night.” Camilla worked as a waitress and bartender at a local seafood place. “But hey, look at this stack.” She flashed a thick wad of cash, tips from the night before.
“Great,” Sara muttered. “I got to get to work.”
“Cool. I’m off tonight. You want me to do your hair again? It’s looking a little haggard.”
“Yeah, I know, it looks like shit,” Sara snapped irritably.
“Whoa, hostile.” Camilla frowned. “What’s got your panties twisted?”
“I’m sorry. Just Tommy, being an ass.”
“Forget that guy. He’s a poser.”
“I know.” Sara sighed and rubbed her face. “Okay. I’m off to the mines.”
“Wait up. You seem pretty high strung. You want a bar?”
Sara shook her head. “No, I’m okay.” She took two steps to the door. “Screw it, yeah.”
Camilla grinned and sat up in bed. She reached over for her own purse and took out two items—an orange prescription bottle with no label and a small plastic cylinder with a red cap. She shook out a single oblong blue Xanax from the bottle, dropped it into the pill grinder, and screwed the red cap tightly, crushing the bar into powder. “Hand.”
Sara held her right hand out, palm down, and Camilla shook out the powder onto the fleshy bridge between her thumb and forefinger. Sara brought her hand to her face, plugged one nostril, and sniffed.
“Attagirl.” Camilla smacked her lightly on the butt. “Now get outta here before you’re late. See you tonight.”
Sara flashed a peace sign as she closed the door behind her. She could taste the bitter powder at the back of her throat. It wouldn’t take long for it to kick in, but she knew that one bar would barely get her through half the day, if that.
It was still hot out, even for October, like the Indian summers they sometimes experienced in Virginia. But she was getting used to the weather. She liked it, the almost year-round sunshine, being close to the beach. Life wasn’t always great, but it was a far sight better than it had been two summers ago.
Sara was barely out the door when her phone rang in her purse. She already knew who it would be, one of the only people who ever called her.
“Hey,” she answered as she walked.
“Hi.” Maya’s voice sounded quiet, strained. Sara could tell right away that she was upset about something. “Got a minute?”
“Uh, a few. I’m on my way to work.” Sara looked around. She didn’t live in a bad neighborhood, but it got a little rougher as she neared the thrift shop. She’d never had a problem herself, but she also stayed alert to her surroundings and kept her head up while she walked. A girl distracted by her phone was a potential target. “What’s up?”
“I, uh…” Maya hesitated. Being sullen and reluctant was unusual for her. “I saw Dad last night.”
Sara stopped in her tracks, but said nothing. Her stomach tightened instinctively as if she was preparing for a punch to the gut.
“It… didn’t go well.” Maya sighed. “I ended up shouting some things, storming out—”
“Why are you telling me this?” Sara demanded.
“What?”
“You know that I don’t want to see him. I don’t want to hear about him. I don’t even want to think about him. So why are you telling me this?”
“I just thought you might want to know.”
“No,” Sara said forcefully. “You had a bad experience, and you wanted to talk to someone that you think might understand. But I’m not interested. I’m done with him. Okay?”
“Yeah.” Maya sighed. “I think I am too.”
Sara hesitated a moment. She’d never heard her sister sound so defeated. But she stood by her position. “Good. Move on with your life. How’s school?”
“School’s great,” Maya said. “I’m top of my class.”
“Of course you are. You’re brilliant.” Sara smiled at that as she resumed her