Little Drifters: Kathleen’s Story. Kathleen O’Shea

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Название Little Drifters: Kathleen’s Story
Автор произведения Kathleen O’Shea
Жанр Биографии и Мемуары
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Издательство Биографии и Мемуары
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isbn 9780007532292



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      Little Drifters is dedicated to Grace, a very special person who was always there in my time of need. Rest in peace.

      And to all the survivors in all the institutions and to all those who sadly did not make it. This is for you.

      When we were young, wild and free

      The happiest times for all to see

      Had its moments of sorrow and pain

      But I would live them all again

      Brothers and sisters sticking together

      Mother and father in all kinds of weather

      Life can be cruel and often unkind

      Now it’s a memory engraved on my mind.

      (‘Memories’, Anon.)

      Love and compassion are necessities, not luxuries.

      Without them, humanity cannot survive.

      (Dalai Lama XIV)

      Contents

       Cover

       Title Page

       Dedication

       Epigraph

       Prologue

       PART I: Bonded

       Chapter 1: The Cottage

       Chapter 2: Life on the Road

       Chapter 3: Harsh Reality

       Chapter 4: A Birth and a Death

       Chapter 5: Needles and Haystacks

       Chapter 6: A New Home

       PART II: Broken

       Chapter 7: Gloucester

       Chapter 8: Daddy

       Chapter 9: North Set

       Chapter 10: Despair

       PART III: Betrayed

       Chapter 11: Watersbridge

       Chapter 12: Grace

       Chapter 13: Losing Tara

       Chapter 14: Abuse

       Chapter 15: Drugged

       Chapter 16: Attacked

       Chapter 17: Love

       Chapter 18: Losing It

       PART IV: Survivors

       Chapter 19: Escape

       Chapter 20: A Child in London

       Chapter 21: Moving On

       Chapter 22: Reunion

       Chapter 23: Loss

       Chapter 24: Redress

       Epilogue by Katy Weitz

       Further Reading and Support Groups

       Acknowledgements

       Exclusive sample chapter

       Copyright

       About the Publisher

      I never had any intention of returning to St Beatrice’s Orphanage. And yet here I was, standing in front of the house I had called home for five years. A home filled with misery, cruelty and abuse.

      My eyes scanned the large black front door rising up from the path, the heavy wooden gates, the tree in the front garden, and I felt anger swell inside me. It was just a house. From the outside, you would never have guessed the secrets and sadness this place had hidden for so long. Now, nearly 20 years after my escape, it was no longer one of the houses run by the Sisters of Hope from St Beatrice’s Convent. It was no longer Watersbridge, a home for children made wards of the state from myriad different personal tragedies. It was just an ordinary house. You might pass by this house and not look at it twice. It was just like all the others in the road – two storeys, small front garden, large Victorian windows, nothing special. And yet that’s not what I saw.

      I saw the children of my past in every part of the grounds, so real I felt I could reach out and touch them. So vivid, I could hear their voices. Here, on the roof, Jake squatted – keeping a watchful eye down the road for Sister Helen