Carthage. Joyce Carol Oates

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      First published in Great Britain by Fourth Estate in 2014

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      Source ISBN: 9780007485741

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      Version 2014-11-18

DEDICATION

      To Charlie Gross

      my husband and first reader

ACKNOWLEDGMENTS

      A shortened version of chapter two appeared in Fighting Words, edited by Roddy Doyle, 2011.

      Thanks to former Marine Mariette Kalinowski, Sergeant, USMC (ret.), and to Martin Quinn for reading this manuscript with special care as Hertog Research Fellows at Hunter College, and thanks to Greg Johnson for his continued friendship, sharp eye and ear, and impeccable literary judgment.

EPIGRAPH

      “Go at once, this very minute, stand at the cross-roads, bow down, first kiss the earth which you have defiled and then bow down to all the world and say to all men, ‘I am a murderer!’ Then God will send you life again.”

      —SONIA TO RASKOLNIKOV, IN CRIME AND PUNISHMENT, FYODOR DOSTOYEVSKY

      I don’t feel young now. I think I am old in my heart.

      —AMERICAN IRAQ WAR VETERAN, 2005

      CONTENTS

       Cover

Copyright

Dedication

Acknowledgments

Epigraph

Prologue

Part I: Lost Girl

One - The Search

Two - Bride-to-Be

Three - The Father

Four - Descending and Ascending

Five

       Six - The Corporal in the Land of the Dead

       Seven - The Corporal’s Confession

       Eight - The Corporal’s Letter

       Part II: Exile

       Nine - Execution Chamber

       Ten - The Betrayal

       Eleven - The Rescue

       Twelve - The Guilty One

       Part III: The Return

       Thirteen - The Long Wall

       Fourteen - The Church of the Good Thief

       Fifteen - The Father

       Sixteen - The Mother

       Seventeen - The Sister

       Epilogue

       About the Author

       Novels by Joyce Carol Oates

       Credits

      About the Publisher

PROLOGUE

       July 2005

      DIDN’T LOVE ME ENOUGH.

      Why I vanished. Nineteen years old. Tossed my life like dice!

      In