Холодное детство. Как начать жить, если ты нелюбимый ребенок. Яна Колотова

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ночую здесь. Передо мной стакан еще теплого парного молока, банка малинового варенья и кусок домашнего белого хлеба – пышного, слегка влажного, дырчатого, похожего на прогрызенный мышами сыр из мультфильма.

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