"I finally detached with the understanding that people cannot give to you what they don't have. I am not feeling the love because… And because of what was probably this unsatisfied need for affection, I have a history of trusting complete strangers, some of whom have, to their credit, risen to the occasion by displaying the kindness thus expected of others at the eleventh hour. I made friends easily. One day, impelled by mutual attraction, or curiosity, you strike up a conversation and discover shared interests and a new friendship is born. You try to live the same hopes and dreams, feeling at ease, even happy, and this friendship becomes part of your life, a little bit like family. Then treachery strikes and a great desolate wind sweeps away those dreams. Wounded and angry, you wish you were dead for ever thinking or believing and falling for it again. <br><br>Then other similar mirages appear on the horizon, as you walk in your own landscape, and you rise to the occasion once again, and you are disappointed once again, and one fine day all that is left of your spirit is a tiny scar on your heart no bigger than a fingernail scratch. You no longer feel anything either. You no longer care. <br><br>Only many years later, only when I had given myself passively to this lovelessness in the conviction that I had metamorphosed from a loveless childhood to the adulthood of more of the same, disappointment, betrayal and loss. Only with this wisdom had I come to believe in nothing, and only then was I surprised by love. <br><br>What is the meaning of ordeal? You'll know it when you know it.<br><br>This book contains "Papier Mache Bowls – Vessels of Grieving."<br>42 full-color photographs,"The creative meaning of ordeal."
"The oldest and strongest emotion of mankind is fear, and the oldest and strongest kind of fear is fear of the unknown." ~ H.P. Lovecraft<br><br>This collection includes 160 of H.P. Lovecraft's works. The collection is grouped by Early Writings, Fiction, Collaborative Works, Poetry and Essays. The groups are organized in chronological order by the date that each work was written.<br><br>* Professional formatting, giving you full control over fonts, font sizes, and line spacing<br>* Active table of contents accessed by the "go to" or "menu" button<br>* Links to download full-length audiobooks included FREE!<br><br>Early Writings:<br>The Little Glass Bottle (1897)<br>The Secret Cave (1898)<br>The Mystery Of The Graveyard (1898)<br>The Mysterious Ship (1902)<br>The Beast in the Cave (1905)<br>The Alchemist (1908)<br><br>Fiction:<br>The Tomb (1917)<br>Dagon (1917)<br>A Reminiscence of Dr. Samuel Johnson (1917)<br>Sweet Ermengarde (1917)<br>Polaris (1918)<br>Beyond the Wall of Sleep (1919)<br>Memory (1919)<br>Old Bugs (1919)<br>The Transition of Juan Romero (1919)<br>The White Ship (1919)<br>The Doom That Came to Sarnath (1919)<br>The Statement of Randolph Carter (1919)<br>The Terrible Old Man (1920)<br>The Tree (1920)<br>The Cats of Ulthar (1920)<br>The Temple (1920)<br>Facts Concerning the Late Arthur Jermyn and His Family (1920)<br>The Street (1920)<br>Celephaïs (1920)<br>From Beyond (1920)<br>Nyarlathotep (1920)<br>The Picture in the House (1920)<br>Ex Oblivione (1921)<br>The Nameless City (1921)<br>The Quest of Iranon (1921)<br>The Moon-Bog (1921)<br>The Outsider (1921)<br>The Other Gods (1921)<br>The Music of Erich Zann (1921)<br>Herbert West–Reanimator (1922)<br>Hypnos (1922)<br>What the Moon Brings (1922)<br>Azathoth (1922)<br>The Hound (1922)<br>The Lurking Fear (1922)<br>The Rats in the Walls (1923)<br>The Unnamable (1923)<br>The Festival (1923)<br>The Shunned House (1924)<br>The Horror at Red Hook (1925)<br>He (1925)<br>In the Vault (1925)<br>The Descendant (1926)<br>Cool Air (1926)<br>The Call of Cthulhu (1926)<br>Pickman's Model (1926)<br>The Silver Key (1926)<br>The Strange High House in the Mist (1926)<br>The Dream-Quest of Unknown Kadath (1927)<br>The Case of Charles Dexter Ward (1927)<br>The Colour Out of Space (1927)<br>The Very Old Folk (1927)<br>The Thing in the Moonlight (1927)<br>A History Of The Necronomicon (1927)<br>Ibid (1928)<br>The Dunwich Horror (1928)<br>The Whisperer in Darkness (1930)<br>At the Mountains of Madness (1931)<br>Discarded Draft of The Shadow Over Innsmouth (1931)<br>The Shadow Over Innsmouth (1931)<br>The Dreams in the Witch House (1932)<br>The Thing on the Doorstep (1933)<br>The Evil Clergyman (1933)<br>The Book (1933)<br>The Shadow Out of Time (1934-1935)<br>The Haunter of the Dark (1935)<br><br>Collaborative Works:<br>The Green Meadow (1918)<br>Poetry and the Gods (1920)<br>The Crawling Chaos (1920)<br>The Horror At Martin's Beach (1922)<br>Under the Pyramids (1924)<br>Two Black Bottles (1926)<br>The Last Test (1927)<br>The Curse Of Yig (1928)<br>The Electric Executioner (1929)<br>The Mound (1929)<br>Medusa's Coil (1930)<br>The Trap (1931)<br>The Man Of Stone (1932)<br>The Horror In The Museum (1932)<br>Through the Gates of the Silver Key (1932)<br>Winged Death (1933)<br>Out of the Aeons (1933)<br>The Horror In The Burying-Ground (1933)<br>The Hoard Of The Wizard-Beast (1933)<br>The Slaying of the Monster (1933)<br>The Tree On the Hill (1934)<br>The Battle That Ended the Century (1934)<br>Till A' the Seas… (1935)<br>Collapsing Cosmoses (1935)<br>The Challenge From Beyond (1935)<br>The Disinterment (1935)<br>The Diary Of Alonzo Typer (1935)<br>In the Walls of Eryx (1936)<br>The Night Ocean (1936)<br><br>Poetry:<br>Poemata Minora, Volume II (1902)<br>On Receiving a Picture of Swans (1915)<br>March (1915)<br>Unda; or, The Bride of the Sea (1915)<br>An American to Mother England (1916)<br>Lines on Gen. Robert Edward Lee (1916)<br>The Rose of England (1916)<br>The Poe-et's Nightmare (1916)<br>The Teuton's Battle-Song<br>Fact and Fancy (1917)<br>Pacifist War Song–1917 (1917)<br>A Garden (1917)<br>The Peace Advocate (1917)<br>Ode for July Fourth, 1917 (1917)<br>Nemesis (1917)<br>Astrophobos (1917)<br>Sunset (1917)<br>Laeta; a Lament (1918)<br>Psychopompos: A Tale in Rhyme (1917-1918)<br>The Conscript (1918)<br>Despair (1919)<br>Revelation (1919)<br>The House (1919)<br>The City (1919)<br>To Edward John Moreton Drax Plunkett, Eighteenth Baron Dunsany (1919)<br>The Nightmare Lake (1919)<br>On Reading Lord Dunsany's<br>Book of Wonder (1920)<br>Christmas (1920)<br>Sir Thomas Tryout (1921)<br>Waste Paper (1922)<br>Providence (1924)<br>The Cats (1925)<br>Festival (1925)<br>Hallowe'en in a Suburb (1925)<br>The Wood (1929)<br>The Outpost (1929)<br>The Ancient Track (1929)<br>The Messenger (1929)<br>Fungi from Yuggoth (1929-1930)<br>Little Sam Perkins (1934)<br>Dead Passion's Flame (1935)<br>Arcadia (1935)<br>In a Sequester'd Providence Churchyard Where Once Poe Walk'd (1936)<br>To Clark Ashton Smith, Esq., upon His Phantastick Tales, Verses, Pictures, and Sculptures (1936)<br>Life's Mystery (No date)<br>Nathicana (No date)<br>Christmas Greetings (No date)<br><br>Essays:<br>Metrical Regularity (1915)<br>The Allowable Rhyme (1915)<br>At the Root (1918)<br>The Despised Pastoral (1918)<br>The Literature of Rome (1918)<br>Americanism (1919)<br>Literary Composition (1920)<br>Winifred Virginia Jackson: A "Different" Poetess (1921)<br>Supernatural Horror In Literature (1925-1927)<br>Cats And Dogs (1926)<br>Notes On Writing Weird Fiction (1933)<br><br>Audiobook Links: Links to download 60 free, full-length audiobooks for H.P. Lovecraft's works can be found at the end of the book.
"There is something at work in my soul which I do not understand…"<br><br>Mary Shelley: literary queen of the Romantic era, deeply influenced by the Gothic tradition, and arguably the matriarch of the Science Fiction genre. Her works, though composed in the 1800s, contain elements straight out of today's headlines: the tension between what science can do vs. what it should do, cryonics, contagion, apocalypse and other dark futuristic themes. Shelley introduced the world to the first "mad scientist" character in her most popular work, Frankenstein, inspiring generations of horror stories, films, and comic books.<br><br>This collection includes:<br><br>Novels<br>Frankenstein, or the Modern Prometheus <br>Mathilda<br>The Last Man<br>Valperga<br>Lodore<br>Falkner<br>The Fortunes of Perkin Warbeck<br><br>Children's Literature<br>Proserpine & Midas<br><br>Short Stories<br>The Dream<br>The Mortal Immortal<br>The Evil Eye<br>The Invisible Girl<br>The Heir of Mondolfo<br>Transformation<br><br>Non-Fiction<br>Notes to the Complete Poetical Works of Percy Bysshe Shelley<br><br>Biography<br>Mrs. Shelley by Lucy Madox Rosetti<br><br>Audiobook Links: Links to download free, full-length audiobooks for some of Mary Shelley's works can be found at the end of the book.<br><br>About this Digital Papyrus edition<br><br>"Experience the Digital Papyrus Difference!"<br><br>We are devoted book lovers and formatting fanatics. Our team has experience producing thousands of ebooks since 2011 for discerning authors and readers alike. We know what readers expect from their ebook purchases. We avoid distracting formatting inconsistencies and annoying glitches too often found in ebooks. <br><br>We adhere to the highest standards in producing our ebooks–regardless of the sale price. (Low or value pricing should never be an excuse for second-rate work!)<br><br>We want readers of our ebooks to get lost in the story just as easily as readers of print books. Our promise is a pleasant reading experience. <br><br>10% of all Digital Papyrus profits are donated to charity every month.
Compiled in one book, the essential collection of books by Homer:<br><br>The Iliad<br>The Odyssey<br>Odysseus<br>Homer and Classical Philology<br>The Homeric Hymns<br>Hesiod, The Hymns, and Homerica
T. Greenwood's extraordinary novels, deftly combining lyrical prose with heartrending subject matter, have earned her acclaim as a «family-damage specialist» (Kirkus). Now she explores one year in a family poised to implode, and the imperfect love that may be its only salvation.Every family photograph hides a story. Some are suffused with warmth and joy, others reflect the dull ache of disappointed dreams. For thirteen-year-old Trevor Kennedy, taking photos helps make sense of his fractured world. His father, Kurt, struggles to keep a business going while also caring for Trevor's aging grandfather, whose hoarding has reached dangerous levels. Trevor's mother, Elsbeth, all but ignores her son while doting on his five-year-old sister, Gracy, and pilfering useless drugstore items. Trevor knows he can count on little Gracy's unconditional love and his art teacher's encouragement. None of that compensates for the bullying he has endured at school for as long as he can remember. But where Trevor once silently tolerated the jabs and name-calling, now anger surges through him in ways he's powerless to control. Only Crystal, a store clerk dealing with her own loss, sees the deep fissures in the Kennedy family–in the haunting photographs Trevor brings to be developed, and in the palpable distance between Elsbeth and her son. And as their lives become more intertwined, each will be pushed to the breaking point, with shattering, unforeseeable consequences.
Startling and fresh. . .ripe with originality. – San Diego Union-Tribune Three years after leaving Lake Gormlaith, Vermont, Effie Greer is coming home. The unspoiled lake, surrounded by dense woods and patches of wild blueberries, is the place where she spent idyllic childhood summers at her grandparents' cottage. And it's where Effie's tempestuous relationship with her college boyfriend, Max, culminated in a tragedy she can never forget. Effie had hoped to save Max from his troubled past, and in the process became his victim. Since then, she's wandered from one city to another, living like a fugitive. But now Max is gone, and as Effie paints and restores the ramshackle cottage, she forms new bonds–with an old school friend, with her widowed grandmother, and with Devin, an artist and carpenter summering nearby. Slowly, she's discovering a resilience and tenderness she didn't know she possessed, and–buoyed by the lake's cool, forgiving waters–she may even learn to save herself. Wrenching yet ultimately uplifting, here is a novel of survival, hope, and absolution from a writer of extraordinary insight and depth. «Greenwood is a writer of subtle strength.» – Publishers Weekly Praise For T. Greenwood's Breathing Water "A poignant, clear-eyed novel. . .filled with careful poetic description." – The New York Times Book Review "A vivid, somberly engaging book." –Larry McMurtry"Greenwood sensitively and painstakingly unravels her protagonist's self-loathing and replaces it with a graceful dignity." – Publishers Weekly "With its strong characters, dramatic storytelling, and heartfelt narration, Breathing Water should establish T. Greenwood as an important young novelist who has the great gift of telling a serious and sometimes tragic story in an entertaining and pleasing way." –Howard Frank Mosher, author of Walking to Gatlinburg "Impressive." – Booklist
Set in the heart of Louisiana, Amy Conner’s spellbinding new novel tells of a young woman yearning for a better existence—and of the secret longings that will change the lives of all those around her. Eighteen-year-old Lireinne Hooten has always been on the lowest rung of the ladder. Abandoned by her mother, Lireinne lives with her stepfather in an old trailer on Million Dollar Road. Every day she walks the long mile, through a canopy of live oaks, to her job at the world’s largest alligator farm. Shy and overweight in high school, Lireinne has become lean and resilient from months of hosing out the huge cement barns. And just like Snowball—the enormous, all-white alligator she feeds illicit treats every day—she’s hungry to be free.Lireinne’s boss, Con Costello, is powerful, attractive, and used to getting exactly what he desires. Now that he’s noticed Lireinne’s haunting beauty, he wants her too. But unlike Con’s needy second wife, Lizzie, or Emma, his still heartbroken ex, Lireinne isn’t interested. Undeterred, Con’s growing obsession will upend all their lives—compelling Lizzie to confront the hard truth about her marriage, pushing Emma past her self-imposed isolation and back into the world. And for Lireinne, it will lead to an unexpected chance to redefine herself, far away from her past and from Million Dollar Road.Insightful and atmospheric, Million Dollar Road is a richly observed novel of our most keenly felt appetites—for love, acceptance, and a place to belong.
–A very funny booksellers' book, perfect for gifts & recommendations – A darkly hilarious, sometimes surreal, coming of age story set in LA and Chicago –Inspired by author's real relationship with sister, very personal and relatable –Author is a former bookseller at City Lit in Chicago –Author is going to do a cross-country hand-selling tour at indie bookstores –Major media outreach and interview series
–Riveting exploration of female friendship, of self-discovery –Suspenseful story told as a puzzle: chapters alternate between timeline and place –Author is well-established and connected –10 city Book Tour planned –Major media outreach –Support from MIBA
Deep Singh wants out — out of his family, out of his city, and more than anything, out of his life. His parents argue over everything, his dad passes his evenings shouting at the television, and his brother, who hasn’t said a single word in over a year, suddenly turns to him one day and tells him to die. So when Lily, a beautiful, older, and married, woman, shows him more than a flicker of attention, he falls heedlessly in love. It doesn’t help that Lily is an alcoholic, hates her husband, and doesn’t think much of herself, or her immigrant Chinese mom either. As Deep’s growing obsession with Lily begins to spin out of control, the rest of his life seems to mirror his desperation — culminating in the disappearance of his brother and the devastating consequences of racism.