The Girl Before You. Nicola Rayner

      

      THE GIRL BEFORE YOU

      Nicola Rayner

       Copyright

      Published by AVON

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      First published in Great Britain by HarperCollins 2019

      Copyright © Nicola Rayner 2019

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      Cover photograph © Alexey Karamanov/Getty Images

      Nicola Rayner asserts the moral right to be identified as the author of this work.

      A catalogue copy of this book is available from the British Library.

      This novel is entirely a work of fiction. The names, characters and incidents portrayed in it are the work of the author’s imagination. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, events or localities is entirely coincidental.

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      Source ISBN: 9780008332730

      Ebook Edition © 2019 ISBN: 9780008332723

      Version: 2019-05-20

       Dedication

       For my mother and for Jason

       Epigraph

      For there is no friend like a sister

      In calm or stormy weather;

      To cheer one on the tedious way,

      To fetch one if one goes astray.

      Christina Rossetti

      Everything in the world is about sex except sex.

      Sex is about power.

      Oscar Wilde

       Author’s Note

      Anyone looking at a map will struggle to find the university town of St Anthony’s. In truth, the inspiration for this fictional setting comes from an amalgam of places: it is halfway between Durham and St Andrews, and the town’s history also draws on that of Alnmouth in Northumberland – a place shaped by what it lost.

      Contents

       Cover

       Title Page

      Copyright

      Dedication

      Epigraph

      Author’s Note

      Prologue

      Alice

      Naomi

      Alice

      Kat

      Alice

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      Naomi

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Naomi

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       Acknowledgements

       About the Author

       About the Publisher

       Prologue

      The last time I saw my sister she was getting ready for a party. She took particular care that night and we were quiet as we prepared, unaware of all those years of silence to come. Ruth used coconut oil, as she always did, to smooth down her unruly red hair. As she closed the hot tongs, the steam from the oil smelled like summer – suntan lotion and Malibu. It should be a happy scent, but every time I come across it now, it takes me back to that night. We had talked our way through her problem and come up with a plan. And I had confided what had been gnawing at me, too. We both knew what we had to do.

      I can see her as she pats her pale face with foundation, flicks mascara on her lashes and adds a slash of red lipstick. She pins up her hair and puts on an emerald dress. When she is ready, she grabs her handbag. It holds her cigarettes, a lighter, of course, her wallet, her lipstick and condoms. These were the